What Am I Living For
Mark-Almond Lyrics


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Well I said to my best friend, can't you see what a mess I'm in?
My daddy he taught me to drink whisky
But my momma she died from a-drinkin' gin

My brother, he works in a coal mine, works so hard to get his pay
My sister, she believes in sweet lord Jesus
And she's waitin' for redemption day
What am I livin' for?
Why am I living, why am I giving all my life
To bring up a family, children, and wife
Tell me my friend hasn't that been done before?

I remember my first job, I was singin' with a band
Every payday came around
I'd take my money from the man

He said "Now spend it wisely, boy, or save it while you have the time"
But I got drunk on a stand
And I blew the band
Now I'm standing in the unemployment line

What am I livin' for?
Why am I living, why am I giving all my life
To bring up a family, children, and wife
Tell me my friend hasn't that been done before?

I had me a sweet woman, mine until the sun don't shine
I came home one morning, early
And I found her with a friend of mine

It's not so much I needed her
But oh, God, how to stay away
I packed my bags, and I hit the road
And I've never seen her to this day

What am I livin' for?
Why am I living, why am I giving all my life




To bring up a family, children, and wife
Listen my friend, it's been done before

Overall Meaning

The opening verse of Mark Almond's song "What Am I Living For?" introduces the listener to the singer's personal life story, where he is in a state of confusion, questioning his purpose in life. His father taught him to drink whiskey, while his mother's life ended due to her addiction of drinking gin. His brother works in a coal miner and struggles to make ends meet, while his sister is a devotee of Jesus who is waiting for the day of redemption. While the above scenarios give him a broader perspective of life, he is still lost, as he fails to comprehend his significance in it.


In the second verse, he reminisces his earlier days when he was a member of a band. However, due to his love for alcohol, he was unable to manage his finances and ended up losing his job. The song's protagonist questions the conventional concept of life values, wherein a man's sole objective is to raise a family and work nine to five. Though he follows the norms yet he can't help but wonder if this has been done before.


In conclusion, the song's lyrical content discusses the search for one's own purpose in life, which most people can relate to on a personal level. The lyrics signify the idea of an existential crisis where an individual is unable to find meaning, and it's a question that has been asked since time immemorial.


Line by Line Meaning

Well I said to my best friend, can't you see what a mess I'm in?
I confided in my closest confidante about my life struggles and asked for help.


My daddy he taught me to drink whisky But my momma she died from a-drinkin' gin
My father was the one who influenced me to drink alcohol, but unfortunately, my mother died from excessive drinking of gin.


My brother, he works in a coal mine, works so hard to get his pay My sister, she believes in sweet lord Jesus And she's waitin' for redemption day
My brother puts in a lot of hard work in dangerous conditions to earn his income, while my sister has strong faith in Lord Jesus and believes in the concept of redemption.


I remember my first job, I was singin' with a band Every payday came around I'd take my money from the man He said "Now spend it wisely, boy, or save it while you have the time" But I got drunk on a stand And I blew the band Now I'm standing in the unemployment line
I used to work as a singer in a band, but instead of heeding the advice of saving or spending wisely, I ended up getting drunk and losing my career path, hence, now I'm jobless.


I had me a sweet woman, mine until the sun don't shine I came home one morning, early And I found her with a friend of mine It's not so much I needed her But oh, God, how to stay away I packed my bags, and I hit the road And I've never seen her to this day
I had a partner with whom I shared a deep connection, but one morning, I found her with someone else, and although I didn't necessarily require her, it was tough to separate. Ultimately, I chose to pack my bags and move on without looking back.


What am I livin' for? Why am I living, why am I giving all my life To bring up a family, children, and wife Tell me my friend hasn't that been done before?
I become introspective about the reasons for my existence and wonder why I am sacrificing so much of myself for the sake of my family when this has been done before by others. I question my purpose and the motivation behind my actions.


Listen my friend, it's been done before
I come to the realization that what I am doing with my life is nothing new and has been accomplished before by others, and hence, question its significance.




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@chaswindows7

We long to hear music from our past. Thanks to You Tube and the good folks who contribute, that we can hear the music that has shaped our lives. Thanks, ALL!

@victorarcena6224

Thank you for the song.it means much to me.Very much!

@CosworthUSA

Thats it! Wow! I haven't heard this song in 25 years. Soothing to my sole, It never left me. I thought it was too obscure to ever hear again. But here it is. Love it! Thank You Mark. "Spend it Wisely Boy , or save it while you have the time"! Words to live by!

@94ddare

This song has amazing lyrics! This song made me listen to Mark-Almond

@dr.jamesolack8504

Will always love this song. Old memories just flood in. Thanks to KEXL in San Antonio and KSHE in St. Louis. My heroes!

@jchavez53

KEXL...haven't heard those call letters since my days back in San Antonio in the 70's...thanks for the memories!

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@Joel Chavez

Remember Debbie Jecker? What a party animal!

@groove9tube

This was one of my favorite bands in college. Especially listened to them when I was down. Vividly remember playing album after a rejected love.

@mamunozcc

This song takes me back to my college days. My roommate had this album then. Later, I found me a copy and it's sitting in my closet. It is such a joy to hear it once again. Thanks for posting it.

@garyodle5663

I first heard this song in 1972 when I was a junior in college. It motivated me to answer the question, "What am I living for?" Without that answer, am not sure how anyone makes it. I found it.

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