A Hard Secret To Keep
Mark Chesnutt Lyrics


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I stay up late and read a lot at night
Lately she's begun to wonder why
She don't know I'm scared that I'll start talking in my sleep
You're a hard secret to keep

And every time she asks me where I've been
A cheaters paranoia begins
Scrambling for an answer anything she might believe
You're a hard secret to keep

One slip of the tongue's all it would take
Just one little note that I forgot to throw away
The slightest trace of make-up on a shirt that won't come clean
You're a hard secret to keep

I never meant for you to touch my heart
I never meant to take one night this far
How much longer can I live this double life I lead?
You're a hard secret to keep

One slip of the tongue's all it would take
Just one little note that I forgot to throw away
The slightest trace of make-up on a shirt that won't come clean
You're a hard secret to keep




I wonder if she feels you every time she touches me
You're a hard secret to keep

Overall Meaning

The lyrics for Mark Chesnutt's song A Hard Secret to Keep are about a man who is living a double life. He has a girlfriend or wife but he is also seeing someone else on the side. The man is scared that his secret will be revealed and he will lose both women. He stays up late at night reading and worrying about what may happen. The singer is constantly paranoid because he can't reveal the truth. He's struggling to maintain his lies and he's scared that he'll slip up and reveal his true feelings.


The singer talks about how difficult it is to keep his secret. He is worried that his cheating partner will leave a clue behind that his girlfriend or wife may find. He is constantly paranoid about her finding out the truth. He talks about how difficult it is to keep up with the double life he leads. He never meant to hurt anyone and he's questioning how much longer he can continue to live his life like this.


The lyrics are emotional and raw, speaking to the inner conflict that a person might feel in this situation. The stress and fear of getting caught creates an intense inner turmoil that the singer can't shake. Ultimately, the song is a warning about the dangers of infidelity and living a lie.


Interesting facts about A Hard Secret to Keep:
* The song was written by Gary Burr and Mark Spiro.
* The song was released in 1996 on Mark Chesnutt's album of the same name.
* A Hard Secret to Keep was Chesnutt's fourteenth Top 10 country hit on Billboard's Hot Country Songs chart.
* The song was also included on the soundtrack to the 1996 film The Evening Star.
* This song marks the fourth time Chesnutt has covered a song that was originally recorded by country artist Joe Stampley.
* A Hard Secret to Keep reached number six on the U.S. Billboard Hot Country Singles & Tracks chart.
* In 2008, Chesnutt had a No. 5 hit with "Rollin' with the Flow," a song that was originally by Joe Stampley.
* Chesnutt's version of the song features a prominent steel guitar riff and fiddle lines.
* The song has been covered by several other artists, including John Anderson and Van Preston.
* The song is known as a classic example of country music storytelling, with its vivid imagery and relatable lyrics.


Chords:
Verse: G D Am C
Chorus: G D C G D Am C x2
Bridge: Em C G D Am C G D G


Line by Line Meaning

I stay up late and read a lot at night
I spend sleepless nights reading and thinking about you


Lately she's begun to wonder why
My partner has noticed my preoccupation with you


She don't know I'm scared that I'll start talking in my sleep
I fear that my subconscious desire for you will slip out accidentally


You're a hard secret to keep
Keeping the truth about my feelings for you hidden is a tough task


And every time she asks me where I've been
My partner's suspicion is triggered whenever I'm away from her


A cheaters paranoia begins
I start feeling guilty, like someone who is cheating


Scrambling for an answer anything she might believe
I struggle to find an explanation for my behavior that my partner will accept


One slip of the tongue's all it would take
A careless comment or gesture could betray my secret


Just one little note that I forgot to throw away
A small reminder of our interactions could raise suspicion


The slightest trace of make-up on a shirt that won't come clean
Even a minor clue could blow my cover and reveal my infidelity


I never meant for you to touch my heart
I never intended to fall in love with you


I never meant to take one night this far
I didn't plan for our physical relationship to deepen into an emotional one


How much longer can I live this double life I lead?
I am torn between my feelings for you and my commitment to my partner, and it's taking a toll on me


I wonder if she feels you every time she touches me
I am haunted by the thought that my partner might sense my connection to you even in our intimate moments


You're a hard secret to keep
The burden of hiding my true feelings for you is becoming unbearable




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Comments from YouTube:

Margie Mendoza

Love it!!!

Donald Touchton

This is badass.!!👊🏻

James Peleska

Love your voice!

Donald Touchton

If this ain’t country I’ll kiss my own ass.!!! Dam I love this.!! And I’ve never cheated.!!!😂 Badass.!!!

Brian Miller

Love it Mark.

Nana Peak

Good song!

Tina Keeling

Your such a great singer Mark and maybe someday you'll come to Iowa n then I'll be able to hear you sing in person.but I would truly love to meet you in person that would be the greatest gift anyone could receive is to meet their favorite country music ICON and a TRUE Legend of country music and that is you my dear friend.im planning on getting all your CDs, hat's and T-shirts that I can afford when I'm able too, thanks for being the Greatest Legend of all time, love you Mark Chesnutt ❣️❣️

FJ80Coop

Back in the late 80s or early 90sme n some boys from a shut down or outage in Louisiana drive across tbat border line after we got off work one night and went into an east Texas refinery sorta town.. Walked/stumbled into a hole in the wall honky tonk where refinery workers,oil field trash and us had converged to listen to some live music drank beer chase women and fight.. That was the 1st time I'd ever heard of or heard Mark Chesnutt sing,and from that moment on I was a fan... And I have been listening to this pure country voice that so reflects me and my life ever since.. Solid gold right there... George Strait,George Jones and my distant cousin Eugene Jackson would approve...

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