Hush
Mark Pistel Lyrics


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I can't say what I want to
Even if I'm not serious
Things like
"Fuck yourself
Kill yourself
You piece of shit"
People tell me what to say
What to think
And what to play
I say
"Go fuck yourself
You piece of shit




Why don't you go kill yourself?"
Just kidding

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Mark Pistel's song Hush speak about the suffocation that arises from having to constantly censor oneself in order to conform to societal expectations. Pistel conveys his frustration at having to hold back his true feelings and thoughts, even when they are not necessarily malevolent. He expresses an inner conflict between his desire to be honest and his fear of offending others or facing backlash. This self-censorship extends to his creative expression as well, as he suggests that external pressures dictate what he should say and play.


The lines "Go fuck yourself/You piece of shit/Why don't you go kill yourself?" are particularly striking as they offer a stark contrast to the previous suggestion that Pistel holds back from using such language. While these phrases may come across as aggressive and hostile at first glance, their delivery in the song suggests that they are meant as a form of rebellion against the suppression of his true voice. The ending plea of "just kidding" serves to diminish the threat of these statements to some extent, but it also emphasizes the powerlessness Pistel feels in being unable to speak his truth freely.


Line by Line Meaning

I can't say what I want to
I am unable to express the thoughts that are within me.


Even if I'm not serious
Even if I don't mean what I say.


Things like
Sentiments such as


"Fuck yourself
"Do something to yourself that is vulgar and degrading


Kill yourself
Take your own life


You piece of shit"
You are an awful person.


People tell me what to say
Others control what I express.


What to think
What my thoughts should be.


And what to play
And even what music I should make.


I say
I retort with


"Go fuck yourself
"Engage in the same vulgarity you are proposing to me.


You piece of shit
You are a terrible individual.


Why don't you go kill yourself?"
Is it not a fitting end for someone like you?


Just kidding
I am actually jesting.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: Paul M D'Amour, Maynard James Keenan, Adam Jones, Daniel Carey

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