Trainwreck
Mat Kearney Lyrics

I'm past the point of returning
I am beyond the stage of going back

For you I'm ruined and broken
I am a mess and my life has been destroyed because of you

There is no way of me turning
I am unable to change my mind or direction towards you

You've got my heart in the open
You have access to my heart and soul

I see it shrink in the distance
I see you fading away from my life

In the glow of your glory
In the shine of your personality and achievements

And I never will miss this
I will never regret letting you go

Bottom line of the story
The conclusion of this story is

I see the ocean come crashing
I see the turbulent emotions in me

Under lavender skies
Under the beauty of nature

I see clouds come flashing
I see the confusion and chaos in my mind

Now tell me, who am I?
Now tell me, what is my identity without you?

You're the air that I'm breathing
You are my everything

While I'm lying there sleeping
Even when I am unaware

You're the cool of the evening
You are the calm and serenity in my life

Now you got me believing
Now I have faith in you

Singing Trainwreck, I'm a trainwreck for
Expressing my chaotic feelings

You had me all from the start
You captured my heart from the beginning

I count it lost every part
I regret everything that has happened

I'll sing it out in the dark
I will express my emotion regardless of the situation

You've got a grip on my heart
You have control over my heart

I'll kiss it all with a farewell
I will say goodbye to everything

Goodbye, how you doing
Saying goodbye, but still curious about their well-being

And let it echo in stairwells
Let the message spread everywhere

All these songs of my ruin
All these songs about my downfall

Now watch me climb my own cross
Now watch me suffer through my own problems

Without a loss for these words
Without any shortage of things to say

As I motion a moment's silence
As I pause for a moment

Let it fly with the birds
Let it go and be done with it

All else I got without you
All I have left without you

Is mucha ado about nothing
Is pointless and insignificant

I'd rather stand by you gone
I would rather stand by you, even if you are gone

Than on the throne of another
Than be with someone else in power and wealth

Where could I turn from you
Where could I go away from you

The darkest nights, you know you'd find a way
Even in the darkest of nights, you would know how to find me

What else have I to do
What else is there for me to do

What words are there left to say
What more words are left to say

You are the air that I breathe in
You are the reason I live and breathe

Here is my heart I give
My heart belongs to you

You are all of my reason
You are the reason for everything in my life

You are my reason to live
You are the purpose of my life