Apologize
Matilda Lyrics

The hourglass is running low
Time is running out, our relationship is coming to an end

I'm pretty sick of you talking
I'm tired of hearing your excuses and lies

I think you know
You are aware of the damage you have caused

Don't waste your breath on me you've done enough
Don't bother trying to justify yourself, your actions have already spoken for you

Everything you said about all of your dreams
All the promises and aspirations you shared with me

Your future with me
Your plans of a future together

I think you really believed
You genuinely thought those dreams would come true

I never call your lying like I did
I never confronted your lies directly before

So I don't care if you stay up
I am unaffected by your late nights

Watching my parade of
Observing my life and actions

Doing what I'm doing
Continuing with my own path

Off of what you've ruined
Despite the damage and harm you have caused

But I think you should own up and apologize
I believe it is necessary for you to take responsibility and offer an apology

For playing all those lies
For engaging in deceitful behavior

For sharing things I said when I was wasted
For revealing personal confessions I made while under the influence

I think you should grow up and apologize
You need to mature and express genuine remorse

You can't take back the lies
You cannot undo the falsehoods

But it's a pretty good place to start
However, apologizing is a positive first step

In solitude has come to an end
My period of being alone is over

I wrote my principles whims and I would do it again
I held true to my values and beliefs, and I would make the same choices again

We both know its you who fucked it up
We both acknowledge that you are the one who caused the damage

The aftermath has treated me well
After the fallout, I have been able to recover and move forward

I bet its harder for you when you keep playing pretend
I imagine it is more difficult for you to continue pretending everything is fine

I'm sure that's too much to comprehend
I doubt you can fully understand the consequences of your actions

It's pretty done now looking back
Reflecting on the past, it is clear that it is over

Wondering why you never really had my back
Questioning why you never supported me

Why you let me take the fall for everything
Why you allowed me to bear the blame for everything

Broken star broken hearts so anything
Our relationship is broken, along with our emotions

I think its time for you let me off the hook now
I believe it is time for you to release me from the blame

We were two about the choices that we took love
We made decisions together, my dear

I think its only fair you look me in the eyes and
I believe it is equitable for you to face me and

Take a breath be sincere and apologize
Collect yourself, show genuine remorse, and offer an apology

But I
However, I

But I think you should own up and apologize
I still believe it is important for you to take responsibility and apologize

For playing all those lies
For engaging in deceitful behavior

For sharing things I said when I was wasted
For divulging private thoughts I expressed while under the influence

I think you should grow up and apologize
You need to mature and express genuine remorse

You can't take back the lies
You cannot undo the falsehoods

But it's a pretty good place to start
However, apologizing is a positive first step

But it's a pretty good place to start
Nevertheless, it is a suitable point from which to begin