For the First Time
Matt Wertz Lyrics


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Trouble finding without wanting
Standing in the light of morning
Wanna grab my things and move
Must have done it a thousand times
All the leaving that would make things right
I've gone so far there's no where left to go

For the first time
Changing my mind
And I'm gonna stay
You opened my eyes
Finally realized
I wasn't awake

I never knew when I quit bending
I hit the bottom but I keep on digging
Now I'm running out of things that take the pain
You were ?
Hoping you couldn't leave what you see
I was wrong I don't wanna stay the same

For the first time
Changing my mind
And I'm gonna stay
You opened my eyes
Finally realized
I wasn't awake
I wasn't awake

For the first time
Changing my mind
And I'm gonna stay
I'm gonna stay
You opened my eyes
Finally realized
I wasn't awake
I wasn't awake

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Matt Wertz's song "For the First Time" describes a person who has been struggling to make changes and has been trying to leave their current situation behind in order to find peace. The repetition of the line "all the leaving that would make things right" illustrates the singer's desire to escape from their problems. However, despite all their efforts to leave, they find themselves still stuck, digging deeper into their despair. The imagery of "standing in the light of morning" represents a moment of clarity when the singer finally sees the truth about themselves and their situation.


The chorus, "For the first time, changing my mind, and I'm gonna stay" shows that the singer has realized that the only way to move forward is to make a change within themselves, to choose to stay instead of running away. The line "you opened my eyes, finally realized I wasn't awake," reveals that the person has been living life unconsciously, not realizing what needs to be done to find peace. They now understand that a true change cannot come from leaving or running away but from putting in the effort to change their circumstances from within.


Overall, "For the First Time" is a song about realizing the power of inner change and the importance of facing one's problems instead of running away from them. It depicts the singer's journey towards awakening and taking control of their life.


Line by Line Meaning

Trouble finding without wanting
Even though I didn't actively seek it, I found myself in a difficult situation


Standing in the light of morning
It's a new day and I have a fresh perspective


Wanna grab my things and move
I feel the urge to leave and start over


Must have done it a thousand times
I've tried to escape my problems countless times


All the leaving that would make things right
I used to think that running away would solve everything


I've gone so far there's no where left to go
I've exhausted all my options and I'm at a dead end


For the first time
This is the first time I'm experiencing something new


Changing my mind
I'm altering my beliefs and thoughts


And I'm gonna stay
I've decided to stick around


You opened my eyes
You helped me see things differently


Finally realized
I've come to a new understanding


I wasn't awake
I was blind to the truth of my situation


I never knew when I quit bending
I didn't realize when I stopped compromising


I hit the bottom but I keep on digging
I reached a low point but continued to make things worse


Now I'm running out of things that take the pain
I'm realizing that my coping mechanisms aren't helping anymore


You were ?
The lyrics are unclear in this line


Hoping you couldn't leave what you see
I'm scared of being vulnerable and opening up to you


I was wrong I don't wanna stay the same
I was mistaken in my previous beliefs and I desire change


I'm gonna stay
I'm committing to this new path and not giving up


I wasn't awake
This line repeats to emphasize my previous ignorance




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