Good is a strong advocate for human rights, and is affiliated with Amnesty International.
He has also released a book entitled "At Last There Is Nothing Left to Say," consisting of a series of blog entries and manifestos he posted on Matthew Good Band's website before the band disbanded. As well as being a testament to why he continues to have a solid and devoted fan-base, the work showcases Matt's unique perspective, and the creative mind that is the source of his success.
Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada 2002
09:00 P.M. Load Me Up
Matthew Good Lyrics
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Sleeping on a plane
There's something ticking in the overhead
And inside your brains
There's bodies in the water
And bodies in the basement
If heaven's for clean people, it's vacant
And hey are you know?
And hey are you luke warm?
Hey ya you are
I'm frantic
So load me up
Whatever puts me all the way out
Picture yourself swimming in an ocean
A million miles from nowhere and the nearest phone
There's bodies in the water
Floating all around you
And all of them are talking, and they're comedians
And hey are you you know?
And hey are you special?
And hey are you deformed?
Hey ya you are
I'm frantic
So load me up
It seems so practiced
Me fucking this up
Whatever puts me all the way out
Picture yourself at the MGM grand
Murphy's fighting Occam, you're in the stands
You're in the stands
There's somebody in the water
In the middle of the ocean
A million miles from nowhere
And they're alone
I'm there alone
So, so deformed
I'm frantic
So load me up
This seems so practiced
So take me all the way out
Whatever puts me all the way out
The lyrics to Matthew Good Band's song "0900 pm - Load Me Up" paint a vivid picture of anxiety and paranoia, with references to ticking sounds, bodies in water and basements, and feeling isolated and alone. The first verse describes someone sleeping on a plane and hearing something ticking in the overhead compartment, but also feeling as though there are "bodies" in the water and basement. This imagery of chaos and danger reinforces the sense of unease and discomfort that pervades the song. The chorus then declares the singer's desire to be loaded up with something that puts them "all the way out," indicating a deep desire to escape whatever is causing this anxiety.
The second verse paints another picture of isolation and fear, this time with the singer swimming in an ocean surrounded by bodies that are talking and making jokes. The use of bodies in both verses speaks to a sense of physical and emotional weight that is burdening the singer, and the fact that they are everywhere reinforces the idea that there is no escape from this feeling. The chorus again expresses the desire to be loaded up and taken away from it all.
Finally, the third verse references a fight at the MGM Grand, but still emphasizes the loneliness and isolation of the singer. They are alone in the middle of the ocean, feeling deformed, and again express their desperation to be loaded up and taken away from it all. Overall, the lyrics convey a sense of profound anxiety and fear, as well as a deep desire for escape and release.
Line by Line Meaning
Picture yourself
Imagine a situation where
Sleeping on a plane
You are fast asleep in an aircraft
There's something ticking in the overhead
You hear a ticking sound coming from the overhead compartment
And inside your brains
In your mind
There's bodies in the water
You imagine dead people in the water
And bodies in the basement
You also imagine dead people in the basement
If heaven's for clean people, it's vacant
If only perfect people can go to heaven, then no one is going to heaven
And hey are you know?
Do you know what I mean?
And hey are you being careful?
Are you being cautious?
And hey are you luke warm?
Are you being mediocre?
Hey ya you are
You are indeed
I'm frantic
I am extremely anxious
So load me up
Give me something to calm me down
Whatever puts me all the way out
Anything that will make me sleep or lose consciousness
Picture yourself swimming in an ocean
Imagine yourself in the middle of the sea
A million miles from nowhere and the nearest phone
A vast distance from civilization and any means of communication
There's bodies in the water
You see dead bodies floating in the water
Floating all around you
Dead bodies are scattered in every direction
And all of them are talking, and they're comedians
Your mind is playing tricks on you, and you are imagining the dead people talking and even making jokes
And hey are you you know?
Do you understand what I'm trying to say?
And hey are you special?
Do you consider yourself unique or important?
And hey are you deformed?
Do you feel like something is wrong with you?
I'm frantic
I'm still feeling extremely anxious
So load me up
Give me something again to calm me down
It seems so practiced
It feels like I've been doing this too frequently
Me fucking this up
Me ruining everything
Picture yourself at the MGM grand
Now imagine yourself in a casino resort of MGM grand
Murphy's fighting Occam, you're in the stands
There's a fight going on between two people named Murphy and Occam, and you are just watching from the stands
There's somebody in the water
You are once again imagining someone in the water
In the middle of the ocean
This person is stranded in the sea
And they're alone
They have no one else to turn to
I'm there alone
You feel like no one is there for you either
So, so deformed
You are feeling very broken and lost
This seems so practiced
This feels like an all too familiar feeling
So take me all the way out
Just make me go unconscious forever
Whatever puts me all the way out
Anything that will make me sleep or lose consciousness
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: DAVE GENN, IAN BROWNE, MATTHEW GOOD, RICH PRISKE
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