After the breakup, Matthew Good continued to release music as a solo artist.
Load Me Up
Matthew Good Band Lyrics
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Sleeping on a plane
There's something ticking in the overhead
And inside your brains
There's bodies in the water
And bodies in your basement
If heaven's for clean people, it's vacant
Hey, are you, are you, are you being careful?
Hey, are you, are you, are you, are you lukewarm?
Hey, yeah, you are
I'm frantic
So load me up
Whatever puts me all the way out
Whatever puts me all the way out
Picture yourself swimming in an ocean
A million miles from nowhere and the nearest phone
There's bodies in the water
Floating all around you
And all of them are talking, and they're comedians
And hey, are you, are you, are you, are you, you know?
Hey, are you, are you, are you, are you special?
Hey, are you, are you, are you, are you deformed?
Hey, yeah, you are
I'm frantic
So load me up
It seems so practiced
Me fucking this up
Whatever puts me all the way out
Whatever puts me all the way out, yeah
Picture yourself at the MGM grand
Murphy's fighting Hokem
You're in the stands and
There's somebody in the water
In the middle of the ocean
A million miles from nowhere
And they're alone
I'm there alone
So, so deformed
So, so deformed
So, so deformed
I'm frantic
So load me up
This seems so practiced
Take me and take me, and take me
All the way out
Whatever puts me all the way out
Whatever puts me all the way out
Whatever puts me all the way out
The lyrics of "Load Me Up" by Matthew Good Band deal with themes of anxiety and the desire to escape from it. The song starts with a disturbing image of someone sleeping on a plane and hearing a ticking sound in the overhead bin, which suggests the presence of a bomb. As the lyrics progress, the ticking transforms into voices and the bodies in the water and basement become a metaphor for the haunting thoughts and memories that can consume one's mind. The line "If heaven's for clean people, it's vacant" speaks to the feeling of inadequacy and unworthiness that the singer may be experiencing.
The chorus of the song repeats the phrase "Load me up" as a plea to be sedated or numbed in some way as a means of coping with the overwhelming anxiety. The subsequent verses paint vivid and surreal pictures of swimming in an ocean surrounded by talking bodies and being at a boxing match while feeling completely alone. The repetition of the question "Hey, are you being careful?" highlights the fear and uncertainty that the singer is feeling in their own life.
Overall, the lyrics of "Load Me Up" showcase the dark thoughts and anxieties that can consume someone's mind and the desperate search for relief from them.
Line by Line Meaning
Picture yourself
Imagine a scenario
Sleeping on a plane
You are in a state of rest while in transit
There's something ticking in the overhead
You are anxious due to an unexpected sound in the compartment above you
And inside your brains
You are feeling mental pressure which is leading to anxiety
There's bodies in the water
You are dreading unpleasant thoughts or memories
And bodies in your basement
You are feeling burdened with emotional baggage
If heaven's for clean people, it's vacant
Pristine places are usually empty, like heaven, because people are not always clean
And hey, are you, are you, are you, are you, you know?
The artist is asking for confirmation from the listener
Hey, are you, are you, are you being careful?
The artist is asking if the listener is cautious
Hey, are you, are you, are you, are you lukewarm?
The artist is asking if the listener is indifferent
Hey, yeah, you are
The singer confirms that the listener is behaving in a certain way
I'm frantic
The artist is feeling overwhelmed with anxiety
So load me up
The singer wants to be given something that will help them feel better (e.g. a drug)
Whatever puts me all the way out
The singer wants to be completely sedated
Picture yourself swimming in an ocean
Imagine a scenario where you are swimming in open water
A million miles from nowhere and the nearest phone
You are feeling very isolated
There's bodies in the water
You are feeling overwhelmed with negative thoughts or memories
Floating all around you
These thoughts or memories are hard to escape
And all of them are talking, and they're comedians
Even your negative thoughts seem to be mocking you
Hey, are you, are you, are you, are you, you know?
The artist is asking for confirmation from the listener
Hey, are you, are you, are you, are you special?
The artist is asking if the listener is unique or different
Hey, are you, are you, are you, are you deformed?
The artist is asking if the listener is flawed or abnormal
Hey, yeah, you are
The singer confirms that the listener is unique or flawed
So load me up
The artist wants to be given something that will help them feel better (e.g. a drug)
This seems so practiced
The singer's desire to be sedated seems to be a common occurrence
Take me and take me, and take me
The singer is begging to be put out of their anxiety
All the way out
The singer wants to be completely sedated
Whatever puts me all the way out
The artist wants to be given something that will help them feel better (e.g. a drug)
Whatever puts me all the way out
The artist wants to be completely sedated
Whatever puts me all the way out
The singer wants to be given something that will help them feel better (e.g. a drug)
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Dave Genn, Ian Browne, Matthew Good, Rich Priske
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
The Bow Tie Gamer
I grew up with this, It has a place in my heart.
Patrick
This is life this music
Chars Veldt
same
Mayne
This song sounds so nostalgic it hurts my heart and I love it
wowl96a1
I remember seeing this band in concert fifteen years ago, tripping so hard on Acid to this song. I thought the band was a bunch of floating beavers smoking cigars! Good times.
therealjulez
holy shit that's awesome gotta love great canadian rock!!
peace & luv from Toronto
TheSingularity
Well they are Canadian, so probably.
BostonBeanEater
I grew up in Albany, NY. I have to thank God for whatever reason my local cable carrier had MuchMusic. Without MM I would’ve never discovered MGB or Big Wreck 🤘🤘🤘
MerciMurder
I can't describe the vibes.
Dr. Ho Lee Phuk
Love this song.