Kerosene
Max Leone Lyrics
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waiting 30 minutes ‘fore i text you back
i wish I was good at being cool like that
but this one i don’t wanna slip up
So when we’re out
You say you wanna fuck it’s all you think about
Cuz when we drink we don’t even control our mouthsI’d say I gotta, say we gotta—
And i know
We’re the same we’re holding on to things that might just fade away it’s
running towards a fire covered in propane
we know it’s gonna end in flames
Oh
Please don’t stop now
turn it around
And hold me close
Oh
your kerosene
it’s all I breathe
hold me close
take me on
take me to a place where i don’t know no one
i gotta get away from everywhere i’m from
But I don’t wanna be on my own
oh You look so cool
sitting in the driverside, the top removed,
I was getting older now I feel so new
Just tell me to get in and go
And i know
We’re the same we’re holding on to things that might just fade away it’s
running towards a fire covered in propane
we know it’s gonna end in flames
Oh
Please don’t stop now
turn it around
And hold me close
Oh
your kerosene
it’s all I breathe
hold me close
so lets be honest
are you gonna stay or are you moving on
it’s breaking every bone that i’ve got in my body
i think that it’s worth the pain
In "Kerosene," Max Leone explores the intricacies of a tumultuous romantic relationship characterized by both desire and fear of imminent disaster. The song opens with an introspective plea for connection, revealing a hesitation borne from insecurity—waiting thirty minutes to text back showcases a desire to seem nonchalant, yet exposes vulnerability. This tension is reflective of the futility in trying to maintain a facade of coolness in the realm of love, especially when the stakes feel high. The singer is acutely aware that they care deeply, fearing a slip-up that could jeopardize an already fragile connection. This preoccupation with perception hints at the greater theme of the song: the struggle between longing for closeness and the dread of an inevitable ending.
As the narrative progresses, Leone captures moments of unrestrained intimacy marked by the influence of alcohol. The dynamics in their relationship shift as they find themselves entangled in conversations about physical desire, losing control in the heat of the moment. This juxtaposition of wanting and consequence amplifies the underlying tension; he acknowledges this reckless abandon yet finds it difficult to break free from such behaviors. The desire to communicate about their relationship and the urgency of their emotions highlight the struggle between living in the present moment and the awareness that such wild moments may lead to heartbreak. The recurring motifs of flames and fire signify the passion but also foreshadow destruction, emphasizing how their connection, like a flame, is both beautiful and dangerous.
The chorus—“Oh please don’t stop now, turn it around, and hold me close”—captures a paradox of wanting to be held while simultaneously fearing the end. This longing for closeness conveys a desire for reassurance amidst the uncertainty of their future. The metaphor of "kerosene," which signifies a volatile and flammable substance, illustrates how intoxicating and potentially destructive their relationship can be. The idea that "your kerosene, it’s all I breathe" suggests that the intoxicating passion is fundamental to their existence yet comes with the risk of emotional burn. The singer craves not just the highs of love but also the stability and comfort that comes with being together, underlining how this connection becomes a necessary breath of life, even with its threatening edges.
In the song's latter verses, the singer presents an opportunity for escape—seeking a place where they are unknown. This desire for distance reflects a profound yearning for freedom from familiar pain that may stem from their turbulent relationship. However, there’s also a fear of solitude that complicates this longing; they recognize the paradox of wanting to escape yet feeling tethered. The final lines convey a raw sense of reality as they confront the possibility of departure, questioning whether the partner will choose to stay or leave. This internal struggle brings to light the painful reality of love that teeters between hardship and worth, and shows that, despite potential suffering, there is a glimmer of hope that the pain might still be justified for the sake of connection. Thus, "Kerosene" resonates deeply as a contemplation of love’s intoxicating grip and the tumultuous journey it often accompanies.
Line by Line Meaning
make it last
Ensure that this moment endures and is cherished.
waiting 30 minutes ‘fore i text you back
Delaying my response to create a sense of anticipation and intrigue.
i wish I was good at being cool like that
I desire the ability to appear effortlessly composed and indifferent.
but this one i don’t wanna slip up
I am determined to handle this situation carefully to avoid making mistakes.
So when we’re out
In the context of our time spent together in public.
You say you wanna fuck it’s all you think about
Your desire for physical intimacy is evident and all-consuming.
Cuz when we drink we don’t even control our mouths
Alcohol removes our inhibitions, leading to unfiltered, candid expressions.
I’d say I gotta, say we gotta—
I believe it's necessary for us to confront and acknowledge this situation.
And i know
I am aware of the deeper emotional truths we share.
We’re the same we’re holding on to things that might just fade away it’s
We both cling to fleeting moments, aware that they may be temporary.
running towards a fire covered in propane
We are recklessly pursuing something dangerous, fully aware of its destructive potential.
we know it’s gonna end in flames
We understand the inevitable, catastrophic outcome of our actions.
Oh
An expression of mixed emotions and a moment of recognition.
Please don’t stop now
I urge you to continue this exhilarating journey we’re on together.
turn it around
Change the direction of our dynamic in a more positive manner.
And hold me close
I seek your comfort and intimacy to feel secure.
Oh
A repeated expression of vulnerability and yearning.
your kerosene
The qualities you possess ignite my passion and desire.
it’s all I breathe
You are essential to my emotional well-being, my very existence.
hold me close
I yearn for your physical and emotional presence as a source of solace.
take me on
Invite me to be part of your journey, to explore life together.
take me to a place where i don’t know no one
Lead me to an unfamiliar environment where I can escape my current reality.
i gotta get away from everywhere i’m from
I feel the need to distance myself from my past and familiar surroundings.
But I don’t wanna be on my own
Despite my desire for escape, I fear isolation and crave companionship.
oh You look so cool
Your appearance exudes confidence and charisma, captivating me.
sitting in the driverside, the top removed,
In an open-top car, you embody freedom and adventure.
I was getting older now I feel so new
Though time passes, my feelings around you rejuvenate my spirit.
Just tell me to get in and go
I am eager for your guidance to embark on this journey together.
And i know
I recognize the shared emotions we have in this experience.
We’re the same we’re holding on to things that might just fade away it’s
Just like before, we are clinging to fleeting moments, aware of their fragility.
running towards a fire covered in propane
Engaging in risky behavior despite knowing the potential for disaster.
we know it’s gonna end in flames
We are aware that our reckless pursuits will likely lead to destruction.
Oh
Again, a moment of emotional intensity and reflection.
Please don’t stop now
I implore you to keep this exhilarating experience alive.
turn it around
Alter the course of our relationship towards something more fulfilling.
And hold me close
I seek your intimate embrace for reassurance and comfort.
Oh
An echo of longing and emotional complexity.
your kerosene
Your essence fuels my passion and creative spark.
it’s all I breathe
You are the air I need for my emotional survival.
hold me close
I desire your presence and connection to feel secure.
so lets be honest
A call for transparency and truth in our relationship.
are you gonna stay or are you moving on
I need clarity about your intentions for our future together.
it’s breaking every bone that i’ve got in my body
The uncertainty of this situation is causing me deep emotional pain.
i think that it’s worth the pain
I believe the struggles and heartache are ultimately valuable for the connection we share.
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Max Leone, Devan Welsh, Michael Coleman
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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And i still feel the same way when i hear something from you that i know you put your whole heart into
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