Swell
Mayfair Lyrics


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can't be honest
don't have anything to say
an empty bed
can't be that bad
in my arms
a sleepless night
a guilty morning light
i wish i could spill my guts but I'm too dead inside
to feel more than the swell of your back against my chest




some thing just don't work out

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Mayfair's song "Swell" reflect the inner turmoil of a person who is unable to be honest with themselves or with their partner. The first two lines - "can't be honest / don't have anything to say" - suggest a feeling of emotional emptiness, perhaps stemming from a lack of connection or communication with others.


The subsequent lines paint a picture of physical intimacy without emotional engagement; the singer acknowledges that being in bed with someone isn't the worst thing, but also acknowledges that it doesn't necessarily bring satisfaction or fulfillment. The mention of "a sleepless night / a guilty morning light" further emphasizes a sense of dissatisfaction or regret.


The final lines of the song - "i wish i could spill my guts but I'm too dead inside / to feel more than the swell of your back against my chest / some thing just don't work out" - suggest that the singer feels trapped in their own emotional limitations. They want to be more open and vulnerable with their partner, but they are unable to do so due to their own emotional numbing. The line "some things just don't work out" could be interpreted as a resigned acknowledgement that sometimes relationships simply fail, despite one's best efforts.


Overall, "Swell" is a melancholy reflection on the difficulties of emotional connection and honesty.


Line by Line Meaning

can't be honest
I am unable to express my truth


don't have anything to say
I am devoid of words


an empty bed
I feel lonely


can't be that bad
Perhaps my situation is not as bad as it seems.


in my arms
Affectionately holding someone.


a sleepless night
I am unable to fall asleep.


a guilty morning light
I awaken feeling remorseful.


i wish i could spill my guts but I'm too dead inside
I yearn to speak my truth, but I am emotionally numb.


to feel more than the swell of your back against my chest
Emotionally detached, I only register physical touch.


some things just don't work out
Sometimes, no matter how much we hope, things do not come to fruition.




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