Antidote
Maygen & The Birdwatcher Lyrics

It’s always been my way, or no way
I have always insisted on following my own path, refusing to consider alternative perspectives.

I’ve always been just fine, if that means I’m alone
I have comfortably accepted solitude as my reality, valuing my independence over companionship.

I never thought too much, about constellations
I rarely pondered the larger mysteries of life or the universe, focusing instead on my immediate surroundings.

I never thought about the pull of the moon
I overlooked the deeper emotional or cosmic influences that guide our feelings and relationships.

You came in through the side gate, unexpected
Your arrival in my life was sudden and unforeseen, catching me off guard.

Opened this untamed heart, to your blanket of love
You gently revealed my wild, unrefined emotions and enveloped them in your warm affection.

Wrapped up so tight, in unspoken safety
I found myself completely enveloped in a feeling of security and trust without needing to articulate it.

Never release me
I plea for this protective closeness to remain, desiring to hold onto this sense of safety and love.

You see me, the real me
You perceive my authentic self, beyond the facades or defenses I usually project.

Unkempt and unrefined
You accept my flaws and imperfections without judgment, embracing imperfect aspects of who I am.

I know I’m stubborn and I take too long to come around
I recognize my own inflexibility and slow adaptability when it comes to change or acceptance.

Your constant patience is the key that brings my walls down
Your unwavering understanding and support gradually allow me to dismantle my defenses and open up.

The way I’m made was written in the stars light years ago
My inherent traits and characteristics feel predetermined, as if they were destined from the universe's creation.

You must’ve been there though ‘cuz honey you’re my antidote
I believe you have always been a part of my destiny because your presence resolves my struggles and pain.

I never was the one to share all I'm thinkin'
I was never adept at expressing my thoughts or emotions openly with others.

I never was the one, with a steady mind
I have often struggled with mental turmoil and lacked clarity in my thought processes.

Pushed you away, you came back for me
I tried to distance myself from you, yet you consistently returned, demonstrating your commitment.

Never release me
Once again, I implore you to maintain this bond and not let go of our closeness.

You see me, the real me
You understand my genuine self beyond the masks I wear in daily life.

And remain unafraid
You do not fear my vulnerabilities, instead accepting and loving me as I am.

I know I’m stubborn and I take too long to come around
Again, I acknowledge my own difficulties in being flexible and embracing change.

Your constant patience is the key that brings my walls down
Your steadfast support enables me to lower my emotional barriers more than ever.

The way I’m made was written in the stars light years ago
The fundamental aspects of my character seem to have been preordained by the cosmos.

You must’ve been there though, you must have been there though
I am convinced that you have always had a role in my journey, even before we met.

I know I’m stubborn and I take too long to come around
I recognize my own resistance to change and my slow process of opening up.

Your constant patience is the key that takes my walls down
It is your enduring patience that allows me to gradually shed my emotional barriers.

The way I’m made was written in the stars light years ago
My essence and personality seem to have been predestined from the beginning of time.

You must’ve been there though 'cuz honey you’re my antidote
I feel you have been integral to my fate, as you offer healing and solace in my life.

I never thought too much about, constellations
I didn’t often reflect upon the broader patterns and meanings in life or the universe.

I never thought about the pull of, the moon
I neglected to consider the hidden forces that influence my emotions and relationships.