Better Now
Maygen Lacey Lyrics
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You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything
You know I say that I am better now, better now
I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything, oh whoaI did not believe that it would end, no
Everything came second to the Benzo
You're not even speaking to my friends, no
You knew all my uncles and my aunts though
Twenty candles, blow 'em out and open your eyes
We were looking forward to the rest of our lives
Used to keep my picture posted by your bedside
Now it's in your dresser with the socks you don't like
And I'm rollin', rollin', rollin', rollin'
With my brothers like it's Jonas, Jonas
Drinkin' Henney and I'm tryna forget
But I can't get this shit outta my head
You probably think that you are better now, better now
You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything
You know I say that I am better now, better now
I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything, oh whoa
I seen you with your other dude
He seemed like he was pretty cool
I was so broken over you
Life, it goes on, what can you do?
I just wonder what it's gonna take (what's it gonna take?)
Another foreign or a bigger chain (bigger chain)Because no matter how my life has changed (matter how my life has changed)
I keep on looking back on better days
You probably think that you are better now, better now
You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything
You know I say that I am better now, better now
I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything, oh whoa
I promise
I swear to you, I'll be okay
You're only the love of my life
You probably think that you are better now, better now
You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything
You know I say that I am better now, better now
I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything, oh whoa
Maygen Lacey’s song “Better Now” navigates the complex emotions surrounding heartbreak and the struggle of moving on from a love that was once profound. The opening lines set the tone for the message of self-reflection and doubt the singer experiences post-breakup. The repetition of “You probably think that you are better now” highlights the perceived notion each party has about their newfound existence without the other. This creates an ironic contrast: the singer claims to be healing and better off, yet acknowledges that this assertion is influenced by the absence of the former lover. The insistence on the phrase “you only say that 'cause I’m not around” suggests an underlying vulnerability, a recognition that these claims are often made in the heat of separation. It evokes feelings of longing and sorrow, hinting at the difficulty of truly moving on despite reassurances offered to oneself.
As the verses unfold, a bittersweet nostalgia permeates the lyrics, showcasing the remnants of a relationship filled with potential. The line “I did not believe that it would end” speaks to the common sentiment of disbelief that accompanies the end of any significant relationship. The imagery of “Twenty candles” evokes a sense of celebration, suggesting that the singer once envisioned a bright future shared with their partner. In recounting moments such as keeping a picture by the bedside that eventually ends up hidden away, the lyrics delve into themes of loss and disconnection that arise when love dissipates. The mention of social circles, highlighting how the singer's ex knows their friends and family, reinforces the notion of shared lives and the aftermath of such dissolution — a shared world now becoming fragmented and lonely.
The repetitive insistence on wanting to “give you everything” reveals a deep-seated sense of regret paired with unfulfilled promises. It showcases a willingness to have invested more into the relationship, which can lead to feelings of guilt and remorse. This juxtaposition of wanting to be the best partner yet experiencing failure drives the emotional depth of the chorus. The singer grapples with the notion of what could have been, mixing moments of nostalgia with sharp pain, which paints a raw picture of heartache. This feeling is further underscored by the nostalgic reflections on companions and lifestyle choices that follow; the singer resorts to partying and drinking to numb the pain, yet finds that these distractions are fleeting, ultimately failing to help in overcoming the attachment to the past.
In the concluding lines, the resolve to move on solidifies but remains laced with struggling acceptance. The declarations of "I'll be okay" and "you're only the love of my life" encapsulate the duality of healing — the idea that one can be working toward recovery while still holding intimate ties to the past. The repetition emphasizes a fragile affirmation that reinforces a need for reassurance, both to oneself and potentially aimed at the departed partner. The intersection of past love and future hope forms a compelling narrative; it acknowledges that while one strives to be "better now," the memories and emotions associated with a once vibrant relationship continue to influence present feelings. The subtle poignancy embedded in the realization that love lingers on in scars left behind makes “Better Now” a resonant exploration of heartache that many can relate to.
Line by Line Meaning
You probably think that you are better now, better now
You might believe you've moved on and improved since our separation.
You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around
Your claim of being better is likely only true because I'm no longer in your life.
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Deep down, you understand that I never intended to disappoint you.
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything
I would have sacrificed anything and everything for you.
You know I say that I am better now, better now
I claim that I've improved since our breakup.
I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around
My assertion of feeling better is influenced by your absence.
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
You realize that my intention was never to hurt you.
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything, oh whoa
I would have given you my whole heart and soul if I could.
I did not believe that it would end, no
I was in denial about the possibility of our relationship ending.
Everything came second to the Benzo
Material possessions, like my car, took priority over our relationship.
You're not even speaking to my friends, no
You've distanced yourself from my social circle as well.
You knew all my uncles and my aunts though
You were once integrated into my family life.
Twenty candles, blow 'em out and open your eyes
On your birthday, as you wish, reflect on our past together.
We were looking forward to the rest of our lives
We had dreams and hopes of a future together.
Used to keep my picture posted by your bedside
My memory was once cherished and displayed prominently in your life.
Now it's in your dresser with the socks you don't like
Now my memory is tucked away, forgotten and neglected.
And I'm rollin', rollin', rollin', rollin'
I'm moving on and trying to keep busy with friends.
With my brothers like it's Jonas, Jonas
I'm enjoying time with my close friends, reminiscent of the Jonas Brothers.
Drinkin' Henney and I'm tryna forget
I'm consuming liquor in an attempt to numb my pain.
But I can't get this shit outta my head
Despite my efforts, thoughts of you continue to haunt me.
You probably think that you are better now, better now
You may feel you've surpassed our past struggles.
You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around
Your belief in being better is mostly due to my absence.
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
You know I never aimed to hurt or disappoint you.
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything
I would have given all of myself to you, without reservation.
You know I say that I am better now, better now
I assert that I am in a better place emotionally.
I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around
My claim of being better is perhaps misleading, influenced by your absence.
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Once again, you understand that I had no intention of hurting you.
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything, oh whoa
I reiterate my willingness to give my all for you.
I seen you with your other dude
I witnessed you moving on and dating someone else.
He seemed like he was pretty cool
He appears to be a good match for you.
I was so broken over you
Your departure profoundly affected my emotional state.
Life, it goes on, what can you do?
Despite my heartache, I know I must keep living.
I just wonder what it's gonna take (what's it gonna take?)
I ponder what will be necessary for me to truly move on.
Another foreign or a bigger chain (bigger chain)
I contemplate whether material possessions will fill the void.
Because no matter how my life has changed (matter how my life has changed)
Regardless of my circumstances, I still yearn for the past.
I keep on looking back on better days
I find myself reminiscing about our happier times.
You probably think that you are better now, better now
You might feel that you've improved since we've parted.
You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around
This sentiment likely arises from my absence in your life.
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
You acknowledge that my intentions were never to hurt you.
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything
I would have provided any sacrifice for your happiness.
You know I say that I am better now, better now
I claim to be in a better emotional space.
I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around
This assertion may be influenced by the fact you are not here.
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
You know that I never intended to disappoint you.
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything, oh whoa
For you, I would have been willing to sacrifice anything.
I promise
I assure you, I'm committed to moving forward.
I swear to you, I'll be okay
Trust me, I will be alright in the end.
You're only the love of my life
You have always held the most significant place in my heart.
You probably think that you are better now, better now
You may feel like you’ve progressed and improved since we parted.
You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around
Your belief in this is likely contingent on my absence.
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
You understand that it was never my goal to hurt you.
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything
I would have done anything for your happiness and well-being.
You know I say that I am better now, better now
I declare that I’ve managed to feel better since the breakup.
I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around
My claim might only be validated by your absence.
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
You are aware that my intentions were never to harm you.
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything, oh whoa
I express once more that I would have given you my all.
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