If I Were Standing
Maygen Lacey Lyrics


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I've been worrying, how've you been
Miles between us, but you circle my mind
There are things I'd like to say
But you won't believe
I was the one who walked away, shame on me
If I were standing right in front of you
Lookin' at you lookin' back
I'd tell you all the things I'm sorry for
Confess all my weaknesses
If I were standing right in front of you
I'd hold on with all I've got
And never let go, never let go
Never let go, again
Been tryin' to move on, no one compares
I took you for granted, I know it now
There are things I'd do differently
If given a chance
I don't know why I didn't try, shame on me
If I were standing right in front of you
Lookin' at you lookin' back
I'd tell you all the things I'm sorry for
Confess all my weaknesses
If I were standing right in front of you
I'd hold on with all I've got
And never let go, never let go
Never let go
These lonely days on my mind, I can't help lookin back
Didn't see I needed you then, what I'd give now
To just rewind the hands of time
I don't deserve it
But I just can't tell us goodbye
If I were standing right in front of you
Lookin' at you lookin' back
I'd tell you all the things I'm sorry for
Confess all my weaknesses
If I were standing right in front of you
I'd hold on with all I've got
And never let go, never let go
Never let go, again

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Maygen Lacey's song "If I Were Standing" convey the emotions of regret, longing, and a desire for redemption in a past relationship. The singer expresses their worry for the other person and acknowledges the physical distance between them. Despite the separation, the person still occupies their thoughts, suggesting that they have not been able to move on from the relationship.


The singer acknowledges that there are things they would like to say to the other person but believes they won't be believed. This could indicate that they have previously made promises or apologies that were not taken seriously. They also admit to being the one who walked away from the relationship and express remorse, stating "shame on me." This realization of their own mistakes could contribute to their desire to make amends.


The lyrics depict a hypothetical scenario where the singer is standing in front of the other person. In this scenario, they express their willingness to confess their weaknesses, apologize sincerely, and hold on tightly to the relationship. The repetition of "never let go" emphasizes their determination to not repeat their previous mistake of walking away.


The lyrics further reveal the singer's introspection and reflection on the past. They admit to taking the other person for granted and express a desire to change their actions if given another chance. The loneliness they experience without the other person makes them yearn for the opportunity to turn back time and appreciate their partner. They understand that they may not deserve forgiveness but cannot bring themselves to say goodbye.


Overall, the lyrics of "If I Were Standing" portray the singer's deep regret and longing for reconciliation in a past relationship. They express a desire to make amends, apologize sincerely, and never repeat the mistake of walking away. The song paints a picture of self-reflection, longing, and a hope for redemption.


Line by Line Meaning

I've been worrying, how've you been
I have been concerned and anxious about your well-being


Miles between us, but you circle my mind
Despite the physical distance, you are constantly on my mind


There are things I'd like to say
There are words I wish to express


But you won't believe
However, you may not trust or have faith in what I say


I was the one who walked away, shame on me
It was my fault for choosing to leave, and I feel remorse and regret for that decision


If I were standing right in front of you
Imagining a scenario where I am physically present before you


Lookin' at you lookin' back
Engaging in a mutual gaze, making eye contact


I'd tell you all the things I'm sorry for
I would sincerely apologize for all the mistakes I have made


Confess all my weaknesses
Acknowledging and admitting my own flaws and vulnerabilities


I'd hold on with all I've got
I would desperately cling to our relationship with every ounce of strength within me


And never let go, never let go
I would never allow our connection to slip away or fade


Been tryin' to move on, no one compares
I have been attempting to move forward, but no one can measure up to you


I took you for granted, I know it now
I realize that I failed to appreciate you, and I deeply regret my actions


There are things I'd do differently
If given another chance, there are specific actions I would change


If I were standing right in front of you
Envisioning a scenario where I am physically present right beside you


To just rewind the hands of time
If only I could turn back time and undo past mistakes


I don't deserve it
I am aware that I do not deserve your forgiveness or understanding


But I just can't tell us goodbye
However, I cannot bring myself to say farewell and end our relationship




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Written by: Maygen Lacey, Steve Mast

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