My Oh My
Maze and the Crusaders Lyrics

And I'm sitting alone in my room
Starting off in a place of loneliness and solitude.

Where no-one lives in my mind
The emptiness and feeling of being lost and forgotten is prevalent.

And I'm writing some stupid love songs
Attempting to create something beautiful out of the pain and confusion.

That don't seem to work any time
Despite the effort, the result is lacking and unsatisfactory.

'Cause they just won't work with no-one
There is no one to share that beauty with, rendering it incomplete and hollow.

'Cause no-one seems to be blind
Despite the lack of attention, the pain and confusion is felt and real.

Then I'll hit myself over my head
Battling with oneself, trying to make sense of the pain and find a way out.

And pretend everything is just fine
Putting on a facade of normality despite the internal turmoil.

Yes I'm walking alone with no-one
Continuing to exist in a lonely, isolated state of being.

No-one's there in my head
Fighting against the emptiness and lack of direction.

Yes I'm feeling the pain with no-one
Experiencing the hurt and confusion alone and without comfort.

Yeah but no-one still isn't dead
The pain and confusion persists, without resolution or end.

And I'm feeling it once
Experiencing the pain and confusion for the first time.

And I'm feeling it twice
Continuing to endure the same pain and confusion, without progress.

And I just can't seem to take my advice
Despite knowing what needs to be done, there is a struggle to take action.

Then I take all the pain in my head
Internalizing and enduring the hurt, with no release or resolution.

And nothing is what I'll pretend
Continuing to wear a facade of normality despite the internal pain and chaos.

And the next time that I see no-one
The cycle of loneliness, pain and confusion continues.

It just starts all over again
The same pattern and experience repeats, without progress or resolution.

Then what I do is nothing
Faced with the same pain and confusion, there is a sense of feeling stuck or unable to move forward.

Because nothing has been what I do
Lack of progress and action creates a sense of hopelessness and despair.

And even if there's an effort
Despite the effort, progress remains elusive and the pain continues.

I just can't seem to get through
Feeling trapped in the cycle of pain, with no way out.

Feeling the pain
The hurt and confusion is overwhelming and unyielding.

Feeling the deal
Enduring the difficult, complex emotions without release or resolution.

Taking the time
Recognizing the need and importance of healing, and allowing oneself to go through that process.

Time to heal
Creating space for oneself to heal and move on from hurt and confusion.

Living the hurt
Continuing to struggle and endure the pain and confusion.

Living the deal
Enduring the complexities and challenges of life, despite their difficulty.

Living the time
Making the most of the present moment, and allowing oneself time to heal and grow.

Living for real
Allowing oneself to experience life and all its complexities, without fear or hesitation.

Then I'll find myself another no-one
The cycle of loneliness and pain starts anew.

And it'll start all over again
The same pattern and experience repeats, without progress or resolution.

Then I'll kill myself over no-one
Enduring the same pain and confusion with no resolution or comfort.

'Cause no-one just isn't dead
The pain and confusion remains, without resolution or end.

Beause you just can't kill no-one
Despite the desire to put an end to the pain, it remains and cannot be eliminated.

That's just the way that it seems
Accepting that the cycle of pain and confusion is an intrinsic part of life.

Then I'll hit myself over no-one
Continuing to struggle and fight against the hurt and confusion.

'Cause there's just no killing my dreams
Refusing to let go of hope and desire, despite the challenges and pain.

And I'm killing myself over no-one
Enduring the same pain and confusion, without progress or resolution.

And it happens all of the time
The cycle of loneliness and pain repeats, with no end in sight.

My advice
The repeated struggle and pain carries a lesson and wisdom that must be heeded.