What If
Melissa McClelland Lyrics


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You call time out
It's coming to closure
I spin you 'round
Till you fall over
And over
And over
And it's over
I'm too scared to
Be brave for you
Courage is not
To be thought through

And if I knew what to do
I wouldn't keep on asking you
And I still try to justify
A heart that's filled with
Karmic fear and doom
And everything's
Too far away too soon
What if

I call time out
Close your eyes
Count to ten
I'll spin you 'round
Till you fall down again
And again
And again
And never again

I dropped a hint
Right on your doorstep
I let light in
Just as the darkness set

And you know I
Want to try
Everything to make you mine
But when you are
I'll push you far away
And pray one day this might stop
And the momentum
Of my hear will drop
What if
What if

What if I love you
What if I love you
What if I love you




I love you
I love you

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Melissa McClelland’s What If appear to describe a relationship at a crossroads. The singer seems to be struggling with the idea of being vulnerable, expressing courage, and taking a risk to possibly commit to this relationship. She appears enmeshed in her fears of what calamities may occur if she were to let down her guard and allow herself to care for this individual deeply. It's a song about the tremendous doubt that can fester within oneself, making what seems so simple, so difficult.


The tone of the song is one of ambiguous ambivalence. On the one hand, the lyrics express longing and emotion, with the repetition of the line ‘what if I love you’. On the other hand, the lyrics express a significant degree of apprehension: 'Karmic fears and doom' and 'I’ll push you far away' when you are finally mine. Thus, the song explores this common human contradiction: the indecision and hesitation that can arise in the face of commitment.


Line by Line Meaning

You call time out
You want to end this


It's coming to closure
This is the end


I spin you 'round
I confuse you


Till you fall over
Until you can't handle it anymore


And over
And again and again


And it's over
It's done


I'm too scared to
I'm afraid


Be brave for you
To be courageous for you


Courage is not
Being brave is not


To be thought through
Something to be rationalized


And if I knew what to do
If I had the answers


I wouldn't keep on asking you
I wouldn't keep questioning you


And I still try to justify
I still try to explain


A heart that's filled with
My heart is full of


Karmic fear and doom
My fear of karma and bad luck


And everything's
And it feels like


Too far away too soon
The future is uncertain


What if
What if things were different


I call time out
I want to end this


Close your eyes
Take a break


Count to ten
Relax and calm down


I'll spin you 'round
I'll cause chaos


Till you fall down again
Until you can't handle it anymore


And never again
This won't happen again


I dropped a hint
I gave you a clue


Right on your doorstep
Right in front of you


I let light in
I opened up to you


Just as the darkness set
At the moment things got hard


And you know I
You're aware that I


Want to try
Want to attempt


Everything to make you mine
To make you mine I'll do everything


But when you are
But when you're around


I'll push you far away
I'll push you away from me


And pray one day this might stop
And hope this will end someday


And the momentum
And the intensity


Of my heart will drop
Will lessen


What if
What if things were different


What if
What if things were different


What if
What if things were different


I love you
I have feelings for you


I love you
I have feelings for you


I love you
I have feelings for you




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