This Love
Melymel Lyrics
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It only causes pain, pain making my head go insane...
Maybe this love doesn't really deserve to be called love
It only causes pain, pain making my head go insane...
Yo I don't like it when I feel like
This, it's too early I gotta do business
You're the last person I wanna diss so this conversation dismiss, yeah
Right now, I don't understand what it is
That you want last queen and i drink for war
I for ratchet and snatches you have no b*tch*s
Pay attention I'm you're friend I talk by heart cause
Act like a lady in front of your friends
But I f*ck you like give it up for
And I know how to make love to you and I know how to make my paper
Too, so please tell what it is that you missing cause Im missing
That too, you be acting like you don't know my language Imma that
And againg you're here ignoring me,
I guess putting up with that it's up to me
Oh please, you're lucky that Iove you
Boo, cause I know how to do what yo do
Maybe this love doesn't really deserve to be called love
It only causes pain, pain making my head go insane...
Maybe this love doesn't really deserve to be called love
It only causes pain, pain making my head go insane...
Yo, I don't know what to do,
Well I do but i act like I don't know
Text you *ss after every show you
I don't need that in my life that doesn't wanna make me be your wife
Cause you tears you never wipe
Like looking in my eyes and watch me die
I keep thinking and thinking could I really without kissing you,
Could I really breath without missing you
But the power of change your way is easing you
Tell me why you committed if you wasn't with it why did you did it?
Everything was doing fine 'till you crossed the
Line, now you lost the body and you lost the mind
I wish for the love, now i'm crying crying crying
I wish for the love, now i'm crying crying crying
Take away the pain from me OhUh I dont want
It, I deseve better, espacially if Im better
Take away the pain from me OhUh I dont want
It, I deseve better, espacially if Im better.
Maybe this love doesn't really deserve to be called love
It only causes pain, pain making my head go insane...
Maybe this love doesn't really deserve to be called love
It only causes pain, pain making my head go insane...
In Melymel's song "This Love", she expresses the idea that maybe the relationship she's in doesn't really qualify as love, as it only causes her pain and drives her insane. She acknowledges that sometimes it's hard to deal with her partner's behavior and it's challenging to hold back and be respectful, damaging the relationship even further. She points out that she knows how to play her role both as a lady in front of friends and as a lover at night. But despite all the difficulties, she admits that she's devoted to her partner, and her love for him is real, even if the situation is far from perfect.
The lyrics showcase the struggles of a relationship that is causing emotional turmoil and questioning the very definition of love. The song has a melancholic tone, which exemplifies the confusion and hurt that Melymel is experiencing. The use of repetition in the chorus highlights the belief that maybe this relationship doesn't deserve to be called love because of its negative impact. It's a relatable theme, as many people have experienced struggles in their love lives or had moments where they've questioned the authenticity of their love.
Line by Line Meaning
Maybe this love doesn't really deserve to be called love
The relationship causes pain and is not healthy or true love
It only causes pain, pain making my head go insane...
The emotional turmoil and stress of this relationship is overwhelming and destructive
Yo I don't like it when I feel like
I am uncomfortable when the relationship is tense or difficult
This, it's too early I gotta do business
I have other commitments and priorities to attend to
You're the last person I wanna diss so this conversation dismiss, yeah
I value our relationship and do not want to hurt you, but I need to end this conversation
Imma hit you back when I get calmed down I could be disrespectful
I need some time to cool off and avoid saying something hurtful or rude
Right now, I don't understand what it is
I am confused and unsure about what you want from me
That you want last queen and i drink for war
I am a strong and independent woman who is not afraid to fight for what I want
I for ratchet and snatches you have no b*tch*s
I am confident and empowered, and do not compete with other women for attention
Pay attention I'm you're friend I talk by heart cause
I care about you and speak honestly and sincerely
Act like a lady in front of your friends
I am respectful and present myself well around others
But I f*ck you like give it up for
I am passionate and intimate with you in private
And I know how to make love to you and I know how to make my paper
I am skilled and successful in both my personal and professional life
Too, so please tell what it is that you missing cause Im missing
I am longing for something more in our relationship and need to know if you feel the same way
That too, you be acting like you don't know my language Imma that
You are not fully understanding or meeting my needs in the relationship
And againg you're here ignoring me,
I am feeling ignored and unimportant to you
I guess putting up with that it's up to me
I am in control of whether or not I accept this treatment and continue in the relationship
Oh please, you're lucky that Iove you
Despite the challenges, I still have feelings for you
Boo, cause I know how to do what yo do
I am confident and capable, and can match your abilities in the relationship
Yo, I don't know what to do,
I am feeling lost and unsure about how to handle the relationship
Well I do but i act like I don't know
I have a plan or idea but am hesitant or avoiding confrontation
Text you *ss after every show you
I am reaching out to you but feeling like it is not reciprocated or appreciated
I don't need that in my life that doesn't wanna make me be your wife
I am looking for a meaningful and committed relationship and do not want to settle for less
Cause you tears you never wipe
Your actions and words are hurtful and damaging to our relationship
Like looking in my eyes and watch me die
I feel like you are not supporting or understanding me in the relationship
I keep thinking and thinking could I really without kissing you,
I am struggling to let go of the emotional attachment in the relationship
Could I really breath without missing you
I am fearful of being alone or without the emotional connection
But the power of change your way is easing you
I am recognizing the need for change in the relationship and am willing to make that happen
Tell me why you committed if you wasn't with it why did you did it?
I am questioning the authenticity of your commitment to me and our relationship
Everything was doing fine 'till you crossed the
Our relationship was good until you did something to ruin it
Line, now you lost the body and you lost the mind
Your actions have caused me to lose attraction and respect for you
I wish for the love, now i'm crying crying crying
I am longing for a true and healthy love, and am emotional about the current state of our relationship
Take away the pain from me OhUh I dont want
I am asking for relief from the emotional pain caused by this relationship
It, I deseve better, espacially if Im better
I am realizing that I deserve a higher quality relationship, especially given my own worth and success
Writer(s): melony nathalie redondo de leon
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