Lost In The City
Merrell Fankhauser & H.M.S. Bounty Lyrics

Gang
Addressing a group of people

I did and seen a whole lot in my city
I have experienced and witnessed many things in my hometown

You know
Expression indicating agreement or understanding

Let me tell you how it was tho
Request to share personal experience of the past

In my city you might make it out dead or broke
Opportunities to succeed are limited and the risks of failure are high

A lotta n***** popped laughing like shit a joke
Many individuals talk about success but do not take the necessary actions to achieve it

You better get a bag, flip it or move some dope
The suggested way to make money is through illegal means

They told me if I'm looking back and I told them nope
I refuse to dwell on my past experiences

I seen a whole lotta shit when I was coming up
I witnessed a lot of negative things while growing up

I had some money on the side I ain't fuck it up
I was able to save some money without making any mistakes

How you talk behind my back see me say wassup
Individuals gossip about me but act friendly in person

N***** bitches on the low and I know wassup
People try to hide their true intentions but I can see through them

You ain't built like that for real all you do is bluff
Some individuals pretend to be tough but lack the qualities of a true leader

You ain't tryna slide for real you ain't really rough
People are not willing to take risks and prove themselves

If you on the net with beef you ain't really tough
Engaging in online arguments does not make someone brave or strong

I told myself yo chill cause you had enough
I remind myself to stay calm and avoid unnecessary conflicts

But I don't know if I could chill and sit up on the bleacher
I struggle to relax and sit on the sidelines without taking action

I never been a follower you know I been a leader
I have always been independent and self-motivated

N***** talk money hoes I ain't seeing either
People often boast about their wealth and relationships but I am not impressed

I'm on fire and my face hot like a fever
I am highly motivated and passionate about my goals

Was in the wrong lane I had to find another route
I made mistakes in the past but had to change my approach to achieve success

Ask about the hood n***** know what shit about
People are aware of the realities and struggles of living in the neighborhood

I remember being fucked up and having doubt
I had a difficult time in the past and lacked self-confidence

But imma find a way I ain't doing shit for clout
I am determined to succeed without seeking attention or recognition

N***** talk 'bout the shit that they gon' do to me
People threaten and gossip about me behind my back

I sit back and I laugh at the foolery
I find humor in the meaningless insults and threats

I'm tryna get gang iced out with jewelry
I aspire to have expensive jewelry as a symbol of success

You better think twice before you reach for jewelry
Be careful and aware of the potential dangers or consequences when wearing valuable items

I remember coming up ducking truancy
I had to avoid getting in trouble with school authorities

I gotta cold heart certain shit ruined me
Some negative experiences have affected me deeply and caused me to be less empathetic

N***** copy swag oh you wanna be like me
Some individuals imitate my fashion style and behavior to fit in or gain attention

Take a seat lil boy it's only one of me
There can only be one original and unique person like myself

N**** said he doing what imma wait and see
People claim to be as successful as me but I have my doubts

I need every dime boy it ain't nothing free
I have to work hard for every penny and cannot rely on handouts

You tryna get a feat well you gotta pay the fee
Collaborating with me requires payment or compensation

And n***** come to me cause they know I got the key
People seek my advice and guidance because they trust my abilities and experience

Fuck instagram n***** know I'm really winning
Social media does not accurately portray my level of success

God watching and only you know I been sinning
I have made mistakes and have a guilty conscience, but still have faith in a higher power

I ain't fronting I been solid since like the beginning
I have always been genuine and true to myself

Anything i speak about yea you know I did it
I only talk about my personal experiences and successes

I'm on the way to the top you see what's going on
I am making progress towards my goals and it is apparent to those around me

I did it on my own ain't nobody put me on
I achieved success through my own hard work and determination

I ain't gotta talk a lot you know what I'm on
I do not need to explain or justify my actions

Long live juice and rip to von
Dedicating respect and admiration to deceased rappers Juice Wrld and King Von

Anything I been through I put it in a song
I use music as a way to cope with my experiences and emotions

I get lost reminiscing where do I belong
Sometimes I feel nostalgic and uncertain about my place in the world

Looking back at shit I did am I really wrong
I question the morality of some of my past actions

Imma get up to the top it ain't taking long
I am confident that I will reach my destination soon