You Didn't Want Me
Mesh Lyrics


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This is why I'm alone tonight
This is why I've got no appetite
For fighting and biting.
For lying and sniping
For talking of one thing,
Then doing another
Blaming each other
I never thought I'd sacrifice this much for you
I never meant to jeopardise my fun for you

Because you didn't want me
You never cried for me at all
You didn't love me
You were too fare above me
Then you watched me take the fall

Here is why I now contemplate
Here is why I should celebrate
No more hurting and using.
The spitting and bruising
Breaking a promise,
Saying I'm sorry
Pretending to worry

I never thought I'd have to take this much from you
I wish I'd never used this precious time on you





Because you didn't want me

Overall Meaning

In this song, Mesh is expressing his disappointment and frustration towards a past lover who never truly loved or cared for him. He sings about how he sacrificed a lot for this person, but in the end, it was all for nothing because they didn't want him. Mesh talks of how this person would talk about one thing and do another, and never took responsibility for their actions, instead choosing to blame others. He expresses his relief at no longer being hurt or used, and the freedom that comes with moving on from such a toxic relationship.


The lyrics in this song are a reflection of the pain and disappointment many people feel in relationships when they give all they have but find themselves unappreciated and undervalued. Mesh's use of metaphors such as "biting and fighting" and "spitting and bruising" brings into sharp focus how hurtful and damaging toxic relationships can be. The line "you were too far above me" speaks to the feeling of being unworthy that often follows being rejected or mistreated. Mesh's ultimate realization that he deserves better and his decision to move on from this person is a lesson that many can relate to.


Line by Line Meaning

This is why I'm alone tonight
The reason why I am alone tonight


This is why I've got no appetite
The reason why I am not hungry


For fighting and biting.
For aggressive and hurtful behavior


For lying and sniping
For deceitful and critical behavior


For talking of one thing,
For discussing one topic


Then doing another
But actually acting differently


Blaming each other
Accusing the other person


I never thought I'd sacrifice this much for you
I did not realize I would give up so much for you


I never meant to jeopardise my fun for you
I did not intend to put my happiness at risk for you


Because you didn't want me
Because you did not desire me


You never cried for me at all
You never shed any tears for me


You didn't love me
You did not have affection for me


You were too far above me
You were too superior to me


Then you watched me take the fall
And then you observed me face the consequences


Here is why I now contemplate
This is why I am reflecting on the situation


Here is why I should celebrate
This is why I have a reason to rejoice


No more hurting and using.
There will be no more pain or exploitation


The spitting and bruising
The verbal and physical harm


Breaking a promise,
Not keeping a commitment


Saying I'm sorry
Apologizing


Pretending to worry
Acting concerned when not actually caring


I never thought I'd have to take this much from you
I did not expect to endure so much from you


I wish I'd never used this precious time on you
I regret investing my valuable time in you




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

ce15645's Kingdom of the Ephemeral

This is why I'm alone tonight
This is why I've got no appetite
For fighting and biting.
For lying and sniping
For talking of one thing,
Then doing another
Blaming each other
I never thought I'd sacrifice this much for you
I never meant to jeopardise my fun for you
Because you didn't want me
You never cried for me at all
You didn't love me
You were too fare above me
Then you watched me take the fall
Here is why I now contemplate
Here is why I should celebrate
No more hurting and using.
The spitting and bruising
Breaking a promise,
Saying I'm sorry
Pretending to worry
I never thought I'd have to take this much from you
I wish I'd never used this precious time on you
Because you didn't want me



All comments from YouTube:

Flavio Arciprete

Deep and romantic...
another masterpiece of this inexplicably underrated band...

George K.

A song that I grow with at the night clubs!!
I wonder how much mesh have to give before getting the fame they lawfully deserve!!

Insanity Overload

one of my favorite songs. I love Mesh...

Dragoner Sounds

Years ago i was fallen in really deep unfulfilled love and i listen to this song again, and again, and again.. and it helped me much to overcome! :-)

MORTIS Cesar Palacios

Simplemente maravilloso, muchos saludos.

Aliesok64

THIS HURTS BUT I LOVE IT

Aliesok64

ITS A SAD REALITY RIGHT?

Suspiriaxx

@Aliesok64 Yes 'tis. This hits home.
Does this remind you of your family, or some ex?

Di Di

LOVE IT FOREVER

Elextro Alan

Masterpiece

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