I can't remember anything
The speaker is unable to recall events from their past.

Can't tell if this is true or a dream
The speaker is unsure if their current reality is actually happening or just a figment of their imagination.

Deep down inside I feel to scream
The speaker is experiencing intense emotion and feels the need to let it out.

This terrible silence stops me
Despite the speaker's desire to express their emotions, they are held back by a sense of emptiness and silence.

Now that the war is through with me
The speaker is a survivor of a traumatic event, likely a war.

I'm waking up, I cannot see
The speaker is coming to consciousness, but is still disoriented and unable to fully comprehend their surroundings.

That there's not much left of me
The traumatic event has taken a significant toll on the speaker, physically and/or emotionally.

Nothing is real but pain now
The speaker's reality is defined solely by their experience of pain.

Hold my breath as I wish for death
The speaker is so consumed by pain that they desire to die.

Oh please, God, wake me
The speaker is pleading with a higher power to end their suffering.

Back in the womb it's much too real
The speaker longs for the safety and comfort of being in the womb, away from the trauma of reality.

In pumps life that I must feel
The speaker is forced to endure the harshness of life, despite their desire to escape it.

But can't look forward to reveal
The speaker is unable to see a way out of their current situation, and cannot anticipate what the future may bring.

Look to the time when I'll live
The speaker is looking to the future when they hope to find relief from their current suffering and regain a sense of life.

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
The speaker is being artificially sustained through a feeding tube.

Just like a wartime novelty
The speaker's situation is not unique, and is similar to other war-related injuries experienced by soldiers.

Tied to machines that make me be
The speaker is physically connected to machines that are keeping them alive.

Cut this life off from me
The speaker wants to end their life, to be free from their current existence.

Now the world is gone, I'm just one
The speaker feels completely isolated from the rest of the world, and as if they are the only person left.

Oh God, help me
The speaker is once again calling out for divine intervention to end their suffering.

Darkness imprisoning me
The speaker is trapped in darkness, both physically and metaphorically.

All that I see
The speaker's current reality is bleak and dismal, and all they can perceive is darkness.

Absolute horror
The speaker is experiencing complete and utter terror.

I cannot live
The speaker does not want to continue living in their current state of existence.

I cannot die
The speaker is unable to end their life, perhaps due to their physical state or other factors.

Trapped in myself
The speaker is confined within their own body and mind, unable to escape their current state.

Body my holding cell
The speaker's body feels like a prison, with no escape in sight.

Landmine has taken my sight
The speaker has lost their sight due to a landmine explosion.

Taken my speech
The speaker can no longer speak, likely due to injury or trauma.

Taken my hearing
The speaker has lost their ability to hear, either partially or completely.

Taken my arms
The speaker has lost the use of their arms or has had them amputated.

Taken my legs
The speaker has lost the use of their legs or has had them amputated.

Taken my soul
The speaker's trauma has affected them on a spiritual level, leaving them feeling empty and bereft.

Left me with life in hell
The speaker's experience has left them in a perpetual state of suffering and torment, with no end in sight.