Until It Sleeps
Metallica Lyrics


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Where do I take this pain of mine?
I run but it stays right my side

So tear me open, pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me, until it sleeps
Just like the curse, just like the stray
You feed it once and now it stays, now it stays

So tear me open but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, until I'm clean

It grips you, so hold me
It stains you, so hold me
It hates you, so hold me
It holds you, so hold me
Until it sleeps (until it sleeps, until it sleeps)

So tell me why you've chosen me
Don't want your grip, don't want your greed, don't want it

I'll tear me open, make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me, until it sleeps

It grips you, so hold me
It stains you, so hold me
It hates you, so hold me
It holds you, holds you, holds you
Until it sleeps, until it sleeps
Until it sleeps, until it sleeps, until it sleeps

I don't want it
I don't want it, want it, want it
Want it, want it, no

So tear me open but beware
The things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me 'til I'm clean

I'll tear me open, make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the hate still shapes me
So hold me, until it sleeps




Until it sleeps, until it sleeps
Until it sleeps, until it sleeps

Overall Meaning

Metallica's Until It Sleeps is a song packed with lyrics that relate to different human experiences. The song talks about how pain can be stubborn and how it seems to continue to linger even when it's tried to be pushed away. The singer asks where he would take his pain as he runs away from it, but it continues to follow closely. He then expresses the desire to be torn open, and his emotions poured out so those things inside him that are screaming and shouting can be let out. He continues to sing about how pain is something that stays and holds onto a person, much like a curse or a stray. Once feeding it happens, it holds tight and becomes even harder to let go.


Towards the end of the song, the lyrics switch to the point where the singer questions someone who has chosen him, but the person comes with greed and a tight grip. He expresses the need to tear himself open to make the person and the pain gone for good. The song ends with the singer asking to be held until the pain and the dirt stain him clear, and the fear shapes him until it sleeps. Ultimately, the song speaks of a person's struggle with pain, fear, and the need to free themselves from it.


Line by Line Meaning

Where do I take this pain of mine
The singer is struggling with inner turmoil and is searching for a way to deal with their pain.


I run, but it stays right by my side
Despite trying to escape, the pain always seems to follow the singer wherever they go.


So tear me open, pour me out
The singer is asking for someone to help them reveal their innermost thoughts and feelings.


There's things inside that scream and shout
The artist's innermost thoughts and feelings are tumultuous and overwhelming.


And the pain still hates me
Despite trying to deal with their pain, the artist feels like the pain is still in control of their life.


So hold me, until it sleeps
The singer is asking for comfort and support to help them deal with their pain.


Just like the curse, just like the stray
The pain is like a curse or a stray animal, something that can't be easily controlled or dealt with.


You feed it once, and now it stays
The more attention and focus the pain is given, the more it seems to take hold and linger.


So tear me open, but beware
The artist is asking for someone to help them confront their innermost thoughts and feelings, but also warns that it won't be an easy process.


There's things inside without a care
The artist's innermost thoughts and feelings seem to be unfeeling and uncaring.


And the dirt still stains me
The singer's past experiences and traumas have left a permanent mark on them.


So wash me, until I'm clean
The artist is asking for help to cleanse and heal their past experiences and traumas.


It grips you, so hold me
The pain is overwhelming and all-consuming, and the singer is asking for someone to hold them through it.


It stains you, so hold me
The pain has affected those around the singer, and they are asking for comfort and support.


It hates you, so hold me
The pain is directed towards those around the singer, and they are asking for comfort and support despite that.


It holds you, so hold me
The pain is controlling and powerful, and the artist needs someone to counterbalance that and hold them.


So tell me why you've chosen me
The artist is addressing someone and asking what drew them to the artist and their pain.


Don't want your grip, don't want your greed
The singer doesn't want someone to be controlling or selfish in dealing with their pain.


I'll tear me open, make you gone
The singer is taking control of their own healing and is willing to face their inner demons to do so.


No more can you hurt anyone
The artist is taking ownership of their pain and resolving to not let it continue to hurt themselves or others.


And the fear still shakes me
Despite trying to deal with their pain, the artist is still afraid of what might happen.


So hold me, until it sleeps
The artist needs comfort and support to lessen their fear and help them deal with their pain.


I don't want it
The singer is resolute in their desire to overcome their pain and heal from their past experiences.


So tear me open, but beware
Once again, the artist is asking for someone to help them confront their innermost thoughts and feelings, but also warns that it won't be an easy process.


The things inside without a care
The singer's innermost thoughts and feelings seem to lack sensitivity or compassion.


And the dirt still stains me
The singer's past experiences and traumas continue to affect them in the present.


So wash me, 'til I'm clean
The singer is asking for help to cleanse and heal their past experiences and traumas, once again.


I'll tear me open, make you gone
The artist is resolute in their determination to confront and overcome their pain.


No longer will you hurt anyone
The artist is taking ownership of their pain and resolving to not let it continue to hurt themselves or others, again.


And the fear still shapes me
Despite trying to deal with their pain, the singer is still afraid of what might happen, again.


So hold me, until it sleeps
The singer once again needs comfort and support to lessen their fear and help them deal with their pain.


Until it sleeps
The pain and trauma that the artist is trying to confront and deal with.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: James Alan Hetfield, Lars Ulrich

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@TRAYANOVA

LYRICS:
Where do I take this pain of mine?
I run but it stays right my side
So tear me open, pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me, until it sleeps
Just like the curse, just like the stray
You feed it once and now it stays, now it stays
So tear me open but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, until I'm clean
It grips you, so hold me
It stains you, so hold me
It hates you, so hold me
It holds you, so hold me
Until it sleeps (until it sleeps, until it sleeps)
So tell me why you've chosen me
Don't want your grip, don't want your greed, don't want it
I'll tear me open, make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me, until it sleeps
It grips you, so hold me
It stains you, so hold me
It hates you, so hold me
It holds you, holds you, holds you
Until it sleeps, until it sleeps
Until it sleeps, until it sleeps, until it sleeps
I don't want it
I don't want it, want it, want it
Want it, want it, no
So tear me open but beware
The things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me 'til I'm clean
I'll tear me open, make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the hate still shapes me
So hold me, until it sleeps
Until it sleeps, until it sleeps
Until it sleeps, until it sleeps



@goosemeetsworld

Lyrics:

Where do I take this pain of mine
I run, but it stays right my side

So tear me open, pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me, until it sleeps

Just like the curse, just like the stray
You feed it once, and now it stays

So tear me open, but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, until I'm clean

It grips you, so hold me
It stains you, so hold me
It hates you, so hold me
It holds you, so hold me

Until it sleeps

So tell me why you've chosen me
Don't want your grip, don't want your greed

I'll tear me open, make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me, until it sleeps

It grips you, so hold me
It stains you, so hold me
It hates you, so hold me
It holds you, so hold me

Until it sleeps

I don't want it

So tear me open, but beware
The things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, 'till I'm clean
I'll tear me open, make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the fear still shapes me
So hold me, until it sleeps

Until it sleeps



@fundagencler1969

Where do I take this pain of mine
I run, but it stays right my side

So tear me open, pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me, until it sleeps

Just like the curse, just like the stray
You feed it once, and now it stays

So tear me open, but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, until I'm clean

It grips you, so hold me
It stains you, so hold me
It hates you, so hold me
It holds you, so hold me

Until it sleeps

So tell me why you've chosen me
Don't want your grip, don't want your greed

I'll tear me open, make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me, until it sleeps

It grips you, so hold me
It stains you, so hold me
It hates you, so hold me
It holds you, so hold me

Until it sleeps

I don't want it

So tear me open, but beware
The things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, 'till I'm clean

I'll tear me open, make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the fear still shapes me
So hold me, until it sleeps

Until it sleeps



@LuisGustavo-pv6fj

Metallica - Until It Sleeps

Where do I take this pain of mine?
I run but it stays right by my side

So tear me open, pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me until it sleeps

Just like the curse, just like the stray
You feed it once and now it stays
Now it stays

So tear me open, but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, until I'm clean

It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you so hold me
Until it sleeps

So tell me why you've chosen me
Don't want your grip
Don't want your greed
Don't want it

I'll Tear me open, make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me until it sleeps

It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you, holds you, holds you
Until it sleeps

I don't want it, no

So tear me open, but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, 'til clean!

I'll tear me open, make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the hate still shapes me
So hold me until it sleeps
Until it sleeps
Until it sleeps



@lailagunner

Where do I take this pain of mine
I run but it stays right by my side

So tear me open, pour me out
These things inside they scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me until it sleeps

Just like a curse, just like a stray
You feed it once and now it stays
Now it stays

So tear me open, but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me until I'm clean

It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you so hold me
Until it sleeps

So tell me why you've chosen me
Don't want your grip
Don't want your greed
Don't want it

I'll Tear me open, make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me until it sleeps

It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you, holds you, holds you
Until it sleeps

I don't want it... NO

So tear me open, but beware
The pain's inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me til I'm clean

I'll Tear me open, make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the hate still shapes me
So hold me until it sleeps
Until it sleeps
Until it sleeps
Until it sleeps



All comments from YouTube:

@mcvaycastaway3523

This piece resonates big time.
Anger. Hatred. Demons. Self destruction.
This song is a very indepth psychological statement of truth.

@1987TimeLord

I remember reading somewhere that its a song about cancer and what it does to people. But I agree with you that it can be interpreted as meaning so many other things.

@boekestijndaniel

I've read this and I kind of felt it like that. It's about his alcohol addiction and what it does to him and everything around him. I think he is sober for quite some time, like at least 7-10 years. And it's his wife that saved him.

@boekestijndaniel

But, yeah. Just googled it now. It's about his mom's cancer and the aftermath.

@supererikman5331

Very powerful song about James' mother's battle with cancer and her refusal to take the treatment due to her fundamentalist beliefs. You can hear James' sadness and frustration combined in this song. The video shows his blame of religion for his mother's death

@ApostolosKatsioulas

Many Metallica songs remind me of my past battles, I've suffered from dysthymic depression from 18 to 29.

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@MikeiusOfficial

This song is flawless.
This album is criminally underrated.
We take Metallica for granted.

@MorbidCrow666

Yup, you just don't know what you've got until it's gone.

@hakimdu07

@@MorbidCrow666 well said

@johnp82

It's a hard rock/alternative album by a band that branded itself a metal band for their whole career.

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