MEMORY
Mi-kyung Kim Lyrics


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Everydays another test
Man I just hope to be the best
I don't know how to get there but I'm just gonna try my best
I sit here and reap my debts
That I've owed to not earn my death
But now I'm sitting in my room
And that knife is looking real fresh
Two times that I've lied
Went and cheated out yo sight
Went behind yo back and stabbed That shit and I don't know why
Now I'm staring at myself
And I just hate the fucking image
Wish I could photoshop myself
Out of my vision cause I'm skittish

And I don't know why
Why I even try
I'm just getting high
So I can pass the time when you're
Not around
No I ain't doing fine
Cause you don't hit my line
Like fuck I wish the time
That we had was more than fucking
Memories

No this shit really sucks
Wish that you'd hit me up
But nobody really needs me
My life is so fucked
Got my blood on my hands
Feeling like I'm wet sand
Sometimes you gotta think outta
The box to understand
But lately I been feeling like
What's yo plan
Like oh man you can't get far
With yo plan
Nigga you gotta go rethink
Your whole plan
Cause you're failing at the start
Like baking with no pan
Seems like you've been lost
On a quest for nothing
What you talking man
What's discussion
I can't stand you
What's you're purpose
You seem so dull
On the surface
Nigga look in the mirror
And you'll see that you're so fucking
Worthless

And I don't know why
Why I even try
I'm just getting high
So I can pass the time when you're
Not around
No I ain't doing fine
Cause you don't hit my line
Like fuck I wish the time




That we had was more than fucking
Memories

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Mi-kyung Kim's song "Memory" describe the internal struggles of the singer, who is plagued by feelings of inadequacy and self-doubt. The first verse suggests that the singer is constantly testing himself and hoping to be the best, but he is unsure of how to achieve success. He reflects on the debts he has accumulated as a result of not putting in the effort required to achieve his goals, and contemplates suicide as a way to escape his failures. The second verse describes the singer's loneliness and isolation, as he laments the fact that nobody needs him and his life is a mess. He is filled with self-loathing, wishing he could escape from his own image, and spends his time getting high to numb the pain of his existence. The chorus reinforces his sense of despair, as he realizes that the time he spent with someone he loved is just a memory now, and he longs for that feeling of connection once again but feels that no one wants him.


The song is a poignant reflection on the struggles faced by many people in modern society, who are often filled with self-doubt and insecurity, and who struggle to find their place in the world. The lyrics are written in a confessional style that is both raw and honest, and the simple melody underscores the vulnerability of the singer's emotional state. The chorus, with its repetition of the phrase "memories," is particularly effective, as it underscores the pain of living in a world where everything seems to be slipping away.


Line by Line Meaning

Everyday's another test
Each day feels like a test that I need to pass


Man I just hope to be the best
I hope to be the best version of myself


I don't know how to get there but I'm just gonna try my best
I don't have a plan, but I'll do my best to achieve my goals


I sit here and reap my debts
I'm facing the consequences of my previous choices and mistakes


That I've owed to not earn my death
I'm trying to pay off my debts to avoid a bad ending


But now I'm sitting in my room
I'm currently alone and isolated


And that knife is looking real fresh
I'm considering self-harm as a way out


Two times that I've lied
I've lied to someone twice before


Went and cheated out yo sight
I've been unfaithful to you without you knowing


Went behind yo back and stabbed That shit and I don't know why
I betrayed you for no good reason


Now I'm staring at myself
I'm reflecting on my actions and their consequences


And I just hate the fucking image
I dislike what I see in myself


Wish I could photoshop myself
I wish I could erase my flaws and imperfections


Out of my vision cause I'm skittish
I'm anxious about being judged or criticized


And I don't know why
I'm unsure why I'm doing what I'm doing


Why I even try
I question if my efforts are worth it


I'm just getting high
I'm using drugs to escape reality


So I can pass the time when you're Not around
I feel lonely when you're not with me


No I ain't doing fine
I'm not okay, despite what I might say


Cause you don't hit my line
I feel neglected and ignored by you


Like fuck I wish the time That we had was more than fucking Memories
I regret that our time together was not enough, and I miss our memories


No this shit really sucks
My situation is really bad


Wish that you'd hit me up
I wish you would reach out to me


But nobody really needs me
I feel like no one truly cares about me


My life is so fucked
My life is a mess


Got my blood on my hands
I feel responsible for something bad that happened


Feeling like I'm wet sand
I feel heavy and stuck


Sometimes you gotta think outta The box to understand
I need to be creative to find a solution


But lately I been feeling like What's yo plan
I'm questioning my direction and purpose


Like oh man you can't get far With yo plan
I'm doubting the effectiveness of my plan


Nigga you gotta go rethink Your whole plan
I need to reconsider and come up with a better plan


Cause you're failing at the start Like baking with no pan
I'm failing before even getting started


Seems like you've been lost On a quest for nothing
I feel like I've been wandering aimlessly


What you talking man What's discussion
I don't understand what you're saying


I can't stand you What's you're purpose
I'm annoyed with you and questioning your worth


You seem so dull On the surface
You appear boring and uninteresting to me


Nigga look in the mirror And you'll see that you're so fucking Worthless
I think poorly of myself and feel worthless




Lyrics © DistroKid, Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Songtrust Ave, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: JOHN T. WILLIAMS, JOHN V OTTMAN, MARTIN TODSHAROW

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