Small Talk
Michael Barr Lyrics

You know I don't hide
I am honest and transparent in my actions and words.

She said good dilated morning
She greeted me warmly and excitedly.

I think that all her bricks imported
I suspect that everything she has is not locally made or sourced.

I don't think you drove enough
I believe that you have not put in enough effort or taken enough risks.

Having trouble staying up
I am struggling to maintain my focus and energy.

Ride a little harder
I need to push myself to work harder and achieve more.

I don't think you want it
I doubt that you have the desire or motivation to succeed.

How the fuck you think I got here, oh?
I achieved success through hard work and dedication, not luck or chance.

To me it's not important
What I have accomplished is not my main focus or concern.

I've been all about it since they used to judge
I have been doing what I do since back when people doubted me or criticized me.

I don't wanna' vent
I do not want to express my frustrations or problems.

I don't fit in
I do not feel like I belong or am accepted by others.

No, I'm not here to pretend ya
I do not want to fake or pretend to be something I am not.

Hundred purest, we don't play this
My community is made up of genuine and honest people who do not engage in deception or manipulation.

Let it creep in let it hit ya
Allow yourself to feel and experience the emotions and sensations that come with life.

I don't wanna' try no more
I do not want to make any more effort or attempt something again.

I don't wanna' ride no more
I do not want to continue on the same path or journey anymore.

I don't wanna bitch
I do not want to complain or whine about things.

I don't wanna smoke your spliff while I run around with you
I do not want to indulge in something that is not important or valuable.

Who pay the rent?
Who is responsible for the costs and expenses?

Follow the kid, let my plan sink in infect you
Follow my lead and be inspired by my ideas and vision.

You know she always gets the best of me
She has a way of influencing me and bringing out the best in me.

Felt powerless to get you on the run, run, run, run, run, run, run, run, run
I felt unable to escape or avoid the influence she has on me.

Hang my feelings from the top of your building, yeah
I am making my emotions and vulnerability known and visible for all to see.

Cause' you be the one that's blurring my vision
She is clouding my judgement and making it difficult to see clearly.

And I'm on the edge, I give no attention, yeah
I am at a critical point and am not paying attention to others or my surroundings.

It's you, started out small, no one listened
She may have started small or insignificant, but no one took notice or paid attention at first.

Couldn't make the cast call, so I risked it, yeah
She was not given a chance or opportunity, so she had to take a risk and do it on her own.

I counted on you like you gave a shit, oh
I relied on you and trusted you, but you did not care or put in the effort.

Don't want to participate in your section
I do not want to be a part of or involved in your group or activities.

You can't relate, now you see me getting money from my casket
You cannot understand or connect with me, even though I am successful and wealthy.

I put my wax in the basket
I am putting all of my energy and efforts into what I am doing.

And run around the city like an assassin
I am moving quickly and adeptly, completing my objectives with precision and skill.

But I don't understand you
I do not comprehend your actions or behavior.

My brain low, I'm slowly killing me
I am feeling mentally drained and it is having a negative impact on my well-being.