Kodak Ghosts
Michael Chapman Lyrics


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Nothing to do but sit with the doubt
Watching the clouds and the weather
Since you′ve been gone you know it's been a little hard
But at last I got my loneliness together

I pretend to myself that I′m much better off
No one to make me waste my time
And if I'm feeling down there's only me to blame
It′s me that′s on the end of the line

Maybe it's as well that I part such a thought
For ages I had nothing new to show you
But now I see your memory making love in some hotel
But when I recollect I didn′t know you

Sometimes in the night I take a lazy walk
To the tree where we made our first confession
Of love and of permanence and other vicious lies
All the things that now need no impression

Rewind
I've nothing to do but sit with the doubt
Watching the clouds and the weather





Since you′ve been gone you know it's been a little hard
But at last I got my loneliness together

Overall Meaning

In Michael Chapman's haunting song "Kodak Ghosts," the singer is dealing with the pain and loneliness of a recent breakup. He finds himself with nothing to do but sit and stew in his thoughts, watching the clouds and thinking about the weather. The absence of his former partner has left him feeling a little lost, but he has finally managed to get his loneliness under control. He draws on his own inner strength to convince himself that he is better off without the relationship, and that he is responsible for his own emotional state. However, he can't help but wonder about the memories of the relationship, and imagines his former lover making love in some distant hotel. He takes a stroll to the tree where they first confessed their love, but all the emotions there now seem like empty, meaningless cliches.


Line by Line Meaning

Nothing to do but sit with the doubt
I have nothing else to do but to dwell on my uncertainties


Watching the clouds and the weather
I spend my time observing the skies and atmospheric conditions


Since you've been gone you know it's been a little hard
Ever since you left, my life has not been easy


But at last I got my loneliness together
But eventually, I learned to cope with loneliness


I pretend to myself that I'm much better off
I try to convince myself that I'm doing fine without you


No one to make me waste my time
Without you, there's nobody to distract me from productive activities


And if I'm feeling down there's only me to blame
Whenever I feel sad, I accept full responsibility for it


It's me that's on the end of the line
In the end, it's only me who can solve my problems


Maybe it's as well that I part such a thought
Perhaps it's best if I let go of certain memories or ideas


For ages I had nothing new to show you
I had nothing interesting or exciting to share with you for a long time


But now I see your memory making love in some hotel
However, now I imagine your memory being intimate with someone else in a hotel


But when I recollect I didn't know you
Although, upon reflection, I realize that I never truly knew you


Sometimes in the night I take a lazy walk
Occasionally at night, I go for a leisurely stroll


To the tree where we made our first confession
I visit the tree where we first professed our love for each other


Of love and of permanence and other vicious lies
Where we exchanged vows of undying love and promises that were not kept


All the things that now need no impression
All of those things are now meaningless and have no lasting impact


Rewind
Replaying those memories in my mind




Writer(s): Michael Chapman

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@williemctell5898

"Watching the clouds and the weather..." Fare Well, Michael and thinks for this and all the others... RIP.

@mrjamescurry

Saw him and met him tonight on s rainy night in Warsaw.
Played this well.
Didn't expect to see him, but life sometimes comes together in the right place at the right time.
Still playing well, still not recognised enough. I guess that's to our benefit.

@MrLordgiv

James Curry yesterday concert was great! best for you mate :)

@cgalla0307

Thank you Alex Turner

@FRsnakepit

I can say the same!

@roksancheb7688

and me too :)

@CIRCADES

Did Alex Turner talk about this guy? When I first heard Chapman, I though the two really sounded alike!

@cgalla0307

Henri V yes he says him and this record specifically influenced him on the 4th AM record if i'm not mistaken

@CIRCADES

cgalla0307 Thanks, yeah. Googled it, their 5th album aka AM was inspired by Chapman. That's just awesome, I love that album!

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@GTNL6

Alex Turner brought me here, said he was trying to evoke the same kind of message in 'Do I Wanna Know', both are great tracks

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