You Don't Exist
Midnight Metro Lyrics
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Cause I really don't understand myself
It's been back and forth in my head
But that's a story of its self
And you're everything I desire
Cause your love will bring me higher
You're my hope, you're my prophet You're my queen, my personal off-put
You're my daisy but I'll keep you safe
Cause you're the one
That I love, that I love, that I love
Well just think, that me and you are more than this
If this is more than a simple risk
Then we should be closer to each other
Between the lightning and the thunder
You're my hope, you're my prophet
You're my queen, my personal off-put
You're my daisy but I'll keep you safe
Cause you're the one,
The one that I love, that I love, that I love
I found my life
I feel my soul declining (Down from above)
Please don't take me down this road again
You have taken over me
It's like my love for you is my killing disease
I feel my heart quit and your piercing ignorance is bliss
(Your ignorance is bliss)
See the tears run down your broken face
But I realize you're just a plain white space
You were my hope, you were my prophet
You were my queen, my personal off-put
You were my daisy but I'll keep you safe
Causes you're the one
The one that I loved, that I loved
I found my life
I feel my soul declining (Down from above)
Please don't take me down this road again
I found my life
I feel my soul declining (Down from above)
Please don't take me down this road again
Hey, believe me
It's not as easy as it seems
Now I'll in brace you for one last kiss
But you know the problem is
You don't exist
The lyrics of "You Don't Exist" by Midnight Metro convey a complex and emotionally charged narrative about love, self-identity, and the disillusionment that often accompanies deep emotional investment in someone else. The opening verses reveal a central theme of dependence, portraying the singer's love as a profound source of understanding and comfort in an otherwise chaotic self-perception. The singer admits to a lack of self-awareness, making the partner's ability to comprehend them even more precious. The juxtaposition of chaos ("back and forth in my head") and desire for clarity through another person sets up a dynamic where love is seen as both uplifting (“bring me higher”) and essential for emotional survival.
As the song progresses, the intensity of the emotions becomes more pronounced. The repetition of phrases like “You’re my hope, you’re my prophet” highlights the idolization of the partner, merging romantic love with a sense of reverence. The use of metaphors, such as “my daisy” and “my personal off-put,” presents an endearing view of the partner while also reflecting an awareness of their potential to cause disappointment or discomfort. This nuanced description suggests that relationships can be a double-edged sword—where love offers joy and hope but can also be accompanied by feelings of insecurity and the fear of loss. At this stage, the relationship is framed as vital and fulfilling, creating an intimate bond that the singer craves to preserve.
Yet, the narrative shifts dramatically in the latter verses. As the singer grapples with their emotional turmoil, the realization of the partner’s ephemeral or illusory nature emerges. The line “Your ignorance is bliss” implies a growing disconnect—where the partner's lack of awareness becomes painfully evident, culminating in a sense of betrayal or loss. The poignant imagery of tears and a “broken face” underscores a melancholic recognition that their once-adored partner might not embody the ideals once projected onto them. This contrast reflects a deeper existential crisis where love morphs from a source of upliftment to a “killing disease”—a realization that grips the singer in despair and leads them to question whether the relationship is worth the emotional toll it’s taking.
In the closing sections, the recurring refrain of “You don’t exist” serves as a poignant declaration of the emotional realization that perhaps the idealized vision of the partner was never truly tangible—the very essence of the relationship is revealed to be a construct of the singer’s imagination. The insistence on not wanting to “go down this road again” emphasizes the singer’s yearning for self-preservation amidst the turmoil love has entailed. In essence, the song unveils the tragic arc of love—from initial hope and connection to the painful disillusionment and self-discovery that often accompany relationships. The concluding moments reflect a stark acceptance that sometimes, the person we wish to be close to has not only become distant but may also have never existed in the way we needed them to, leading to the heart-wrenching acknowledgment of solitude and loss.
Line by Line Meaning
I love, the way you understand me
I deeply appreciate how you seem to grasp my complexities.
Cause I really don't understand myself
In truth, I struggle to comprehend my own thoughts and feelings.
It's been back and forth in my head
My mind is consumed by conflicting thoughts and emotions.
But that's a story of its self
This inner turmoil deserves to be told as its own narrative.
And you're everything I desire
You embody all that I long for in life and love.
Cause your love will bring me higher
Your affection elevates my spirit and brings me joy.
You're my hope, you're my prophet
You represent my aspirations and serve as a guiding influence.
You're my queen, my personal off-put
You hold a regal position in my life, even when your quirks challenge me.
You're my daisy but I'll keep you safe
I cherish you delicately like a flower and aim to protect you.
Cause you're the one
You are my singular, beloved choice.
That I love, that I love, that I love
My affection for you is profound and unwavering.
Well just think, that me and you are more than this
Consider that our bond transcends superficiality.
If this is more than a simple risk
If our connection holds deeper significance beyond mere chance.
Then we should be closer to each other
We ought to strengthen our relationship and intimacy.
Between the lightning and the thunder
Navigating the chaos and intensity of our emotions and experiences.
You're my hope, you're my prophet
You continue to symbolize my dreams and offer me guidance.
You're my queen, my personal off-put
You are cherished and revered, even when you throw me off balance.
You're my daisy but I'll keep you safe
I will do everything to ensure your well-being.
Cause you're the one,
Because you are my true love.
The one that I love, that I love, that I love
The depth of my devotion to you is immense and constant.
I found my life
I have discovered purpose and meaning in my existence.
I feel my soul declining (Down from above)
I sense a deterioration in my spirit, as if it’s being pulled down.
Please don't take me down this road again
I implore you to avoid leading me back to painful experiences.
You have taken over me
Your presence has dominated my thoughts and feelings.
It's like my love for you is my killing disease
My passion for you feels overwhelming, almost detrimental to my well-being.
I feel my heart quit and your piercing ignorance is bliss
As I lose emotional strength, your lack of awareness brings you peace.
(Your ignorance is bliss)
Your unknowing nature prevents you from feeling the weight of our issues.
See the tears run down your broken face
I observe the sorrow etched on your features, indicative of your struggles.
But I realize you're just a plain white space
I come to understand that beneath your surface, there is emptiness.
You were my hope, you were my prophet
You once embodied my dreams and provided direction in my life.
You were my queen, my personal off-put
You held a noble position in my heart, despite the challenges you presented.
You were my daisy but I'll keep you safe
I regarded you as precious and aimed to protect you at all costs.
Cause you're the one
Because you were my ultimate choice.
The one that I loved, that I loved
The weight of my love for you was profound and intense.
I found my life
I've discovered a sense of purpose.
I feel my soul declining (Down from above)
My spirit feels as though it’s diminishing unexpectedly.
Please don't take me down this road again
I plead with you to refrain from leading me back to previous pain.
Hey, believe me
Trust me when I say this.
It's not as easy as it seems
The situation is far more complex than it appears on the surface.
Now I'll embrace you for one last kiss
I will cherish this final moment of intimacy with you.
But you know the problem is
You are aware of the underlying issue we face.
You don't exist
The connection I seek with you feels unattainable or non-existent.
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Eric Vanier
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