Hellman
Millencolin Lyrics


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No matter what I feel for you
Those three words I can't say
I regret the times I used the word OK
I know how much it means when people show they really care
Of the value in honesty I'm quite aware
But still there's much in my that I don't share

Don't have the guts to say what I think
I'm too scared, to say what I think of you

The other way around, I'd say
I function the same way
The darker sides of me I underplay
Affraid to get into conflicts
Affraid to tell you NO
Though I know this weekness keeps me low
There's so much inside me that I don't show

Something I can never show
Why I don't know...

Don't have the guts to say what I think




I'm too scared, to say what I think of you
I'm too scared of what I really think of you

Overall Meaning

The Millencolin song "Hellman" talks about the singer's inability to express their feelings to someone they have strong emotions for. The first verse of the song reveals that the singer has a deep feeling for the person, but they are unable to confess their love for them, unable to say "I love you". This leaves the singer with regret for not being able to express themselves genuinely. The singer also notes that they understand how important it is to show people that we care and value honesty. However, despite their understanding of these values, the singer is still reluctant to share their true feelings.


The second verse seems to suggest that the singer has a fear of not being heard or understood. They indicate that they are afraid to speak up for fear of conflicts, and also note that they are afraid to say "NO". It could also suggest that the singer is afraid of rejection or the idea that the other person may not share the same feelings. The last verse repeats similar fears that the singer has, emphasizing that they fear expressing their feelings of love toward this person will only reveal the darker side of themselves, keeping them low. They admit that there is so much they are not willing to share about themselves, but they cannot explain why this is the case.


Overall, "Hellman" speaks to a universal fear of vulnerability and the risk of not being accepted for our true selves. The inability to share our feelings with others can cause regret and missed opportunities for deeper connections.


Line by Line Meaning

No matter what I feel for you
I have strong emotions towards you, but I can't express them


Those three words I can't say
I am unable to say 'I love you'


I regret the times I used the word OK
I have a past of pretending I'm alright when I'm not


I know how much it means when people show they really care
I understand the importance of genuine care and concern from others


Of the value in honesty I'm quite aware
I appreciate honesty and recognize its significance


But still there's much in my that I don't share
Despite this, I still keep a lot of my thoughts and emotions to myself


Don't have the guts to say what I think
I lack the courage to express my true thoughts and feelings


I'm too scared, to say what I think of you
I am afraid to voice my real opinion of you


The other way around, I'd say
If the situation was reversed, I would react the same way


I function the same way
I operate in a similar manner


The darker sides of me I underplay
I downplay my negative traits and tendencies


Afraid to get into conflicts
I am scared of confrontation


Afraid to tell you NO
I am hesitant to say 'no' to you


Though I know this weakness keeps me low
Even though I am aware that this is a limitation for me


There's so much inside me that I don't show
I have a lot of internal thoughts and feelings that I don't express outwardly


Something I can never show
There are certain things that I will never be able to reveal or display


Why I don't know...
I don't have a clear explanation for this


I'm too scared of what I really think of you
I am too frightened to admit my true feelings towards you




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: ERIK OHLSSON, FREDRIK LARZON, MATHIAS FARM, NIKOLA SARCEVIC

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@caitlinjoosten6192

No matter what I feel for you
Those three words I can't say
I regret the times I used the word OK
I know how much it means when people show they really care
Of the value in honesty I'm quite aware
But still there's much in my that I don't share

Don't have the guts to say what I think
I'm too scared, to say what I think of you

The other way around, I'd say
I function the same way
The darker sides of me I underplay
Affraid to get into conflicts
Affraid to tell you NO
Though I know this weekness keeps me low
There's so much inside me that I don't show

Something I can never show
Why I don't know...

Don't have the guts to say what I think
I'm too scared, to say what I think of you
I'm too scared of what I really think of you



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@caitlinjoosten6192

No matter what I feel for you
Those three words I can't say
I regret the times I used the word OK
I know how much it means when people show they really care
Of the value in honesty I'm quite aware
But still there's much in my that I don't share

Don't have the guts to say what I think
I'm too scared, to say what I think of you

The other way around, I'd say
I function the same way
The darker sides of me I underplay
Affraid to get into conflicts
Affraid to tell you NO
Though I know this weekness keeps me low
There's so much inside me that I don't show

Something I can never show
Why I don't know...

Don't have the guts to say what I think
I'm too scared, to say what I think of you
I'm too scared of what I really think of you

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