15. Good Without
Mimi Webb Lyrics

You nearly gave me a heart attack
Your unexpected message startled me.

When you said you're doin' well
Your statement of doing well shows a lack of concern for what we had.

Is it obvious you're all I had?
I was emotionally invested in our relationship and you were all I had.

And the last year's been like hell
The past year without you has been extremely difficult.

Guess I'm lonely thinkin' that you ain't moved on
I feel alone and forgotten, thinking you haven't moved on yet.

And I'm sorry if I'm comin' off too strong
I apologize if I seem to be overwhelming you with my feelings.

Never thought I'd see the shape of pain
I never expected to feel such deep emotional pain.

Standin' in the front porch light
Standing outside in the light of my porch accentuates my vulnerability.

Is it obvious I'm not okay?
It's apparent that I'm not okay, but I'm struggling to move on.

Never meant to start a fight
I didn't intend to argue or cause any issues.

Guess I'm just a moment livin' in your past
Perhaps I'm just a memory from your past that you've moved on from.

But I never thought you'd forget me so fast
It hurts to see how quickly you've moved on from our relationship.

'Cause I'm starin' at all these photographs
I find myself looking through old photos and reminiscing about our past.

I guess the good things ain't meant to last
It seems that the good things in life never last as long as we would like.

I gave you forever, you gave a month
I thought our love was meant to last a lifetime, but you only stuck around for a short time.

I've never fallen for anyone
I've never felt this deeply about anyone before.

And now I'm looking at the ceilin'
I find myself staring at the ceiling, lost in my thoughts about you.

Wonderin' just what you're feelin' now
I can't help but wonder what you're feeling in the present moment.

If that's what love's about
If this is what love is supposed to feel like, then I'm not sure it's worth it.

Then I'm so good without
Despite the pain, I am content with moving on and being on my own.

I know you probably won't relate
I understand that you may not understand or relate to my feelings.

I heard you met somebody new
I heard that you've moved on and found someone new.

Don't need no pity for pity's sake
I don't want to be pitied for my situation.

You just do what you gotta do
I understand that you need to live your life and do what's best for you.

Is it normal for the pain to grow from fear?
I'm experiencing an increase in pain, could this be because I'm afraid of not finding someone else?

Am I weak for thinkin', 'I wish you were here'?
I don't know if it's a sign of weakness to still wish you were here with me.

(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh) I'm so good without
I'm confident that I am moving on and am content being on my own.