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Mind Heart & Soul Lyrics

I don't know where to go ion even wanna do this shit no more
I am lost and I do not want to carry on anymore

I been up all through the late nights really got hang tight if life so sweet what it taste like
I have been up all night and I have to endure through these tough times, but I question what the good things in life will feel like

That's really how it is for the kid
That is the reality of my life

Imma go ghost I'll be back in a bit
I am going to disappear for a while and I will be back soon

If I give you all my trust then I'm trusting you won't damage it but damn they did
I trusted you with everything, but you betrayed me

Life's a bitch girl why you always talking all that shit
Life is tough and it feels like it keeps on getting worse

Put me through the most now you got me in my thoughts
You caused me so much pain that I cannot stop thinking about it

Playin' all them sad records on the audio see you later adios
I am listening to sad music and saying goodbye

Temptation all around my mind
I am facing a lot of temptation and it is hard to resist

Feel like I'm in sin city I won't take a bite
I feel like I am surrounded by sin and I will not give in

Look good, smell good, do it taste good
Something may appear enticing, but I wonder if it will truly make me happy

At times I wonder would it really make me feel good
I question whether something will truly bring me joy

Got these holy tears, yeah these holy tears
I am crying tears of sadness but I hope they will be healing

Lord save my name and just take the pain
I pray for God to ease my suffering

All my demon days really catchin' up life goes on and it really sucks
My past mistakes are haunting me and I am struggling to cope with how life is changing

Tryna figure out a way so I can bounce back
I am trying to find a way to recover and move forward

Then again I don't give a fuck, yeah
I am indifferent to everything right now

Can I really say that last time I had help I wouldn't take that
I regret not accepting help when it was offered to me

Wanna numb this pain I don't feel the same
I want to escape this pain and I no longer feel like my usual self

I be on my lonely dark nights call me bruce wayne
I am always alone, especially during the dark times, like the character Bruce Wayne from Batman

What a damn shame
The situation is unfortunate and disappointing

I'm curving all these hoes mean muggin'
I am rejecting all these women and I look angry

Shit really gets old it don't mean nothing
This situation is getting tiresome and it is not bringing me any satisfaction

Laying down in my room staring into space
I am lying in my room and staring into the empty space

I just wanna get away into outer space
I want to escape this world and travel to space

Imma playa but ion like to do no games
I am a player, but I do not like to play games with people's emotions

Rather just stick to my tokens y'all should do the same
I prefer to use my own resources and advise others to do the same

Reflecting on my past through the glass it's that window pain
I am reflecting on my past through a window and feeling the pain

Ohhh woahh, lord forgive me for my sins
I am asking for God's forgiveness for my wrongdoings

That's not really how it is, I was caught up in the mix
My actions do not define me, I was just going through a difficult time

Do you see them fiends they look me in the eyes
I feel like everyone is judging me and looking down on me

I just wanna rid all this hurt inside
I want to rid myself of all this pain

With god as my witness I can't trust a soul
I cannot trust anyone, not even with God as my witness

Everybody like to fold like my clothes and I'm over here
Everyone betrays me and I am left alone

I be like why, I guess that's the way that life goes
I question why people betray me, but I guess that is how life is

Living it too fast I needa take it slow
I am living my life too fast and I need to slow down

Leeching on me man they reaching on me I know they plottin' on my downfall
People are trying to take advantage of me and they are plotting my failure

I can't pinpoint what they seek upon me
I cannot figure out what people want from me

So what it is, what it do
I do not know what to make of the situation

They all under cover y'all don't got a clue
People are hiding something from me and I am clueless

All that glitters ain't golden I ain't really trippin' watch where you going
I am aware that not everything that looks good is actually good, so be careful where you go

Your boy really beamin' that's right I been glowing
I am really happy and glowing lately

Lately I been stressing looking at my reflection up on the mirror of the dresser
I have been stressed out lately and I am staring at my reflection in the mirror

Shordie hit my phone I just wanna be alone right now
Someone contacted me but I just want to be alone

I don't know where to turn right now
I do not know where to go or what to do

Got these holy tears, yeah these holy tears
These tears that I am crying are cleansing and healing

Lord save my name and just take the pain
I am praying for God to take away my pain and save me