Disgusting
Miranda Cosgrove Lyrics

My heart booms At the speed of light But the exit sign's Always on my mind Always in my sight I can say that I Really want to stay But the devil inside Always wins the fight Always gets his way
Even though I feel so much for you, I know I shouldn't stay because I have to think about my own well-being. Despite my desire to stick around, my inner demons always seem to get the best of me.

Jump out the window Gotta get out on the highway When things are getting too attached I need an escape I'm seeing stars and there is Nothing more that I hate Baby, there's something that I gotta say
When things get too serious and I start feeling trapped, I have to get out of there. The intensity of the situation makes me anxious, and there's something I need to tell you.

It's disgusting how I love you I can't take it, I should hate you Cause you're messing up my name Gotta walk my talk, my fame But I just wanna touch your face It's disgusting It's disgusting how you changed me From a bandit to a baby Think I might gotta change my name If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting
My love for you is so intense that it's making me reconsider who I am and what I'm willing to do to keep you around. Despite the negative impact it's having on my reputation and public image, I still feel compelled to be with you, and it's making me feel disgusted with myself.

My mind blinks Like a traffic light It's green and red And stop and go Changing all the time And it makes me scared That I haven't left And I'm still right here More, more, more or less
My thoughts are constantly in flux, vacillating between wanting to stay and wanting to leave. This constant back-and-forth is making me nervous, and I'm fearful that I'll end up stuck here, unsure of what to do.

Jump out in traffic Yeah, I gotta go my own way My heart is slipping, too intense I need an escape I'm seeing stars and there is Nothing more that I hate Baby, there's something that I gotta say
I need to do what's best for myself and follow my own path, even if it means leaving you behind. The intensity of my emotions is becoming overwhelming, and I have to tell you something important.

Chapter by chapter I'm falling faster and faster Becoming manic, the magic It's so romantic, I panic oh Hit the eject button but It must be stuck, something's up I'm drifting out Right over the brink, baby
My feelings for you are escalating quickly, and I'm caught up in the romance of it all. I'm starting to panic, and though I've tried to escape, it seems like I'm caught in a cycle that I can't break free from.

Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting
You have such a profound influence on me that it makes me feel disgusted with myself. I'm losing control and can't seem to shake the hold you have over me.