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Mission Lyrics


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If I could stop myself from hurting, I would
But I can't stop myself from needing
If I could stop myself from lying, I would
But I can't stop hiding who I really am
And I live this life
A life that's not mine
It's one that I love but don't deserve
If I could stop myself from hurting, I would
If you could make me believe you're happy, would you?
If I could make you smile, I wouldn't hate myself
And you live with my lie
A lie that's not yours
It's one that you bear but don't deserve
If I could stop myself from living
If I could stop myself from needing
If I could stop myself




If I could stop myself from lying, I would
But I can't stop hiding who I really am

Overall Meaning

The song "If" by Mission is a poignant expression of self-reflection and self-awareness. Through the lyrics, the singer expresses their desire to stop hurting and lying, but they are unable to do so because of their deep-rooted needs and the fear of being their true self. The singer is living a life that they love, but they feel like they do not deserve it. They are feeling trapped in their own life, and it seems like the only way out is to stop living or to stop needing.


The singer also reflects on the impact of their actions on others, particularly on the person they are addressing. The singer asks if the other person can make them believe that they are happy, it suggests that the singer is unsure of the other person's happiness, and maybe they are taking some responsibility for it. The other person is also living with the burden of the singer's lie, which they do not deserve.


The song is a reflection of the human condition, and the struggles we face within ourselves. We often hold ourselves back because of our fears, and a lot of times, we are not honest about who we are. The song speaks to the internal battles we face, and the emotional toll it takes on us and those around us.


Line by Line Meaning

If I could stop myself from hurting, I would
I wish I could prevent myself from causing pain, but unfortunately, I cannot.


But I can't stop myself from needing
I have a strong desire or dependence on something that I cannot easily control.


If I could stop myself from lying, I would
I desire to be truthful, but for some reason, I have difficulty being honest.


But I can't stop hiding who I really am
I feel like I cannot be my authentic self, so I cover up my true identity.


And I live this life
I exist in this reality.


A life that's not mine
This existence is not the one I wish to have or the one that I feel most comfortable in.


It's one that I love but don't deserve
This reality is filled with certain things that I enjoy, yet I feel undeserving of them.


If you could make me believe you're happy, would you?
I wonder if you have the capability to convince me that you are content with your life.


If I could make you smile, I wouldn't hate myself
I would feel a sense of worth and validation if I could bring happiness to you through my actions.


And you live with my lie
You must coexist with a falsehood that I have told.


A lie that's not yours
You did not create this deceitful scenario.


It's one that you bear but don't deserve
You are forced to endure a situation that is unfair and unjust.


If I could stop myself from living
I would cease existing if it were possible.


If I could stop myself from needing
I wish I could rid myself of this compulsive urgency to have something or someone by my side.


If I could stop myself
Overall, if it were feasible, I would put an end to my current state of being.


If I could stop myself from lying, I would
I desire to be truthful, but I struggle with being completely honest.


But I can't stop hiding who I really am
I am unable to stop disguising my true self, even though I desire to be transparent.




Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Rob Wu

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

jimmy2k4o

@Jorge Maldonado what motivated you to make that comment.

Does it make you feel cool to be cynical and waste your life leaving snide replies on the comments of strangers.

Is your life so empty? Are you that miserable?

I hope not, because searching trailers you don’t care about in order to reply to strangers telling them “who cares” when clearly they do, sounds like the biggest waste of a life you could have.

If god ws real I’d love to see you try and justify that you didn’t waste your life and why you should get into heaven

What you really meant was “I don’t care” but you didn’t say that because you know consciously or otherwise that makes you sound even more sad and self important that you did the first time.


You don’t care about MI movies, and you don’t care so much you decided to immortalise it online.

Hopefully you’re just a kid, that would explain it.
otherwise you are in dire need of a hobby.



All comments from YouTube:

Cameron Fraser

This trailer is honest to god amazing, years later i’m still coming back ❤

Emilio Manuel Cebu

@wusangfu count that four

wusangfu

I guess there’s three of us 😂

Gustavo Fring

Lmao I thought I was the only one

Best MI so far

Ahmed Nazar

Whoever merged the MI theme song and Friction together deserves a massive raise

Weeb Slayer

@Joyce Aiman haha yup

Joyce Aiman

@Weeb Slayer the mexican dragons nailed it

Julian Johnson

Agreed

Ithiel Pitt

AGREED

Evident

@SpongeBob God 2Okay, Then tell me who make friction






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