First Love / Late Spring
Mitski Lyrics


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The black hole
Of the
Window
Where you sleep

The night breeze
Carries
Something sweet
A peach tree

Wild women don't get the blues
But I find that
Lately I've been crying like a
Tall child

So please hurry leave me
I can't breathe
Please don't say you love me
胸がはち切れそうで

One word from you and I would
Jump off of this
Ledge I'm on
Baby

Tell me "don't"
So I can
Crawl back in

And I was so young
When I behaved
Twenty five

Yet now I find




I've grown into
A tall child

And I don't wanna go home yet
Let me walk to the top of the big night sky

Please hurry leave me
I can't breathe
Please don't say you love me
胸がはち切れそうで

One word from you and I would
Jump off of this
Ledge I'm on
Baby

Tell me "don't"
So I can
Crawl back in

One word from you and I would
Jump off of this
Ledge I'm on
Baby

Tell me "don't"
So I can
Crawl back in

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Mitski's song "First Love / Late Spring" depicts a young woman going through a difficult time in her life. The first verse talks about the black hole of the window where she sleeps, which might symbolize the emptiness she feels. The night breeze carries something sweet which she identifies as a peach tree. This could represent the fleeting moments of joy in her life, which comes and goes like the season of a fruit tree.


In the chorus, Mitski sings about her fear of being vulnerable and her anxiety about being loved. She asks her lover to leave her, as she feels suffocated by the weight of his affection. She fears that even one word from him might push her over the edge, and she might jump off the ledge she is on. She pleads for him to tell her "don't," so she can crawl back into her shell of pain and isolation.


The last verse is an introspection of sorts. Mitski muses about time and how quickly it passes. She feels like she was so young when she pretended to be a grown-up of 25. However, as she grows up, she realizes that she has become more like a tall child struggling with her emotions. She doesn't want to go home yet and wants to walk to the top of the big night sky, indicating her desire to escape her current reality.


Overall, the song delves into themes of vulnerability, anxiety, and a struggle with one's identity.


Line by Line Meaning

The black hole Of the Window Where you sleep
The emptiness of the night outside is like a black hole, sucking everything in, including the window where you sleep.


The night breeze Carries Something sweet A peach tree
The cool wind brings with it a sweet fragrance, reminiscent of a peach tree.


Wild women don't get the blues But I find that Lately I've been crying like a Tall child
Usually, strong women don't feel sad, but lately, the singer feels like a helpless child and has been crying a lot.


So please hurry leave me I can't breathe Please don't say you love me 胸がはち切れそうで
The singer wants the person to leave quickly because they feel suffocated and overwhelmed by the person's love.


One word from you and I would Jump off of this Ledge I'm on Baby
The singer is so emotionally unstable that one word from the person they love could push them over the edge.


Tell me "don't" So I can Crawl back in
The singer wants the person to tell them not to love them anymore so they can hide away and avoid getting hurt.


And I was so young When I behaved Twenty five
Despite being physically mature, the singer still felt like a young person at the age of 25.


Yet now I find I've grown into A tall child
The singer has matured but still feels like a vulnerable child.


And I don't wanna go home yet Let me walk to the top of the big night sky
The singer doesn't want to go back to their old life yet and wants to feel free like they're walking on the top of the sky.




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Mitsuki Laycock

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@dn1159

The black hole
Of the
Window
Where you sleep

The night breeze
Carries
Something sweet
A peach tree

Wild women don't get the blues
But I find that
Lately I've been crying like a
Tall child

So please hurry leave me
I can't breathe
Please don't say you love me
Munega hachikire-sode
(My chest is about to burst)

One word from you and I would
Jump off of this
Ledge I'm on
Baby

Tell me "don't"
So I can
Crawl back in

And I was so young
When I behaved
Twenty five

Yet now I find
I've grown into
A tall child

And I don't wanna go home yet
Let me walk to the top of the big night sky

Please hurry leave me
I can't breathe
Please don't say you love me
Munega hachikire-sode
(My chest is about to burst)

One word from you and I would
Jump off of this
Ledge I'm on
Baby

Tell me "don't"
So I can
Crawl back in

One word from you and I would
Jump off of this
Ledge I'm on
Baby

Tell me "don't"
So I can
Crawl back in



@hiiinataliahere

Lyrics:

The black hole
Of the
Window
Where you sleep
The night breeze
Carries
Something sweet
A peach tree
Wild women don't get the blues
But I find that
Lately I've been crying like a
Tall child
So please hurry leave me
I can't breathe
Please don't say you love me
胸がはち切れそうで ( Mune- ga- hachikire- sōde )
One word from you and I would
Jump off of this
Ledge I'm on
Baby
Tell me "don't"
So I can
Crawl back in
And I was so young
When I behaved
Twenty five
Yet now I find
I've grown into
A tall child
And I don't wanna go home yet
Let me walk to the top of the big night sky
Please hurry leave me
I can't breathe
Please don't say you love me
胸がはち切れそうで ( Mune- ga- hachikire- sōde )
One word from you and I would
Jump off of this
Ledge I'm on
Baby
Tell me "don't"
So I can
Crawl back in
One word from you and I would
Jump off of this
Ledge I'm on
Baby
Tell me "don't"
So I can
Crawl back in

Creds: hiiiinataliahere



@a7meduchih89

No, she was everything to me, man. Not in an extreme way, but in a way that made me see and live life the way I've always wanted to, but couldn't. She made me feel love, and not just because she loved me, but because of her, I learned how to love and feel love. She brought me closer to God, and that is the most beautiful thing in my opinion. She made me want to be better and to enjoy this beautiful life we live.

She was the only person in this troubled world who made me look forward to tomorrow and what it would bring us. She made me smile, and I mean truly smile, not just on my face, but from within, when I was with her.

She is incredibly beautiful, and not just in appearance. Her looks were a bonus, but who she is as a person is what was truly beautiful, and her personality is the rarest to find in this chaotic generation. I didn't know I deserved to have such a wonderful person in my life, and she came and accepted me as I am, loved me, and taught me that I deserve happiness in this way. I will be forever grateful to her, and she will always be in my prayers because she deserves the best that life has to offer, even if it's not by my side.

My love for her will always want the best for her, regardless of what happens. I won't sit and wish anything bad for her, because out of everyone on this planet, she deserves only blessings.

Damn, I love her, but life has other plans for us, and that's okay. I pray that she gets the best of what she deserves, and I thank her.



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@Patodob

“Please hurry leave me, I can’t breathe, Please don’t say you love me”
Really
hits home for me

@XaviHaunts

Same.

@alexanderpanaev2296

😢😢😢😢😢

@leilaluvvssyt

Felt

@kiarakissx

Me

@TETOTETOKOOO

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@yourweirdplant

My mom burst into my room as I was listening to this and said that Mitski sounded like a ghost singing and honestly, that's a beautiful compliment

@CrowzCarnival

And then everyone clapped

@yourweirdplant

​@@CrowzCarnivalredditors when someone literally says anything about their life while on the Internet (they think it's fake)

@dokitachi

​@@CrowzCarnival redditors when people have a life and interact with others (it must be fake)

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