Wish
Miyu Kubota Lyrics

今日もまた 飛び交う話の中
Amidst the flurry of chatter again today

ほらなんだか 取り残されて
I feel like I've been left behind, you see

気持ちに身を任せた 素直な笑顔がどこか遠くて
I let my feelings guide me, but my honest smile feels so distant

いつからなんだろう
I wonder when it started

理想の姿に届きそうなのに
That even though I seem to be close to reaching my ideal self

あなたの願いが一番でいい
Your wishes are the most important

私はそれでいい そんなはずなのに どうして?
I should be fine with that, but why do I feel this way?

大切な あなたの胸に飛び込めない
I can't take the plunge into your beloved chest

無邪気に甘えられたなら
If I could act innocent and rely on you

本当の私 弱い私を
I want you to hold tight the real me, the vulnerable me

その手で抱きしめてよ 壊れるほど
And hug me until I break

初めから決めつけていたんだね
You had decided from the very beginning, haven't you?

あなただけが全てだと
That only you are everything to me

時に疼いてく違和感を
The feeling that sometimes manifests as an ache

言葉にできたらいいのに
If only I could put it in words

ねぇ どうしたんだろう
Hey, I wonder what's the matter

込み上げてくるの 傍にいるだけで
Even just being beside you makes these emotions bubble up

あの子が特別に輝いて映り込むのは
That the child over there is shining so brightly in my reflection

そう 紛れもない真実
Yes, an unmistakable truth

もしも生まれ変われたら
If I could be reborn

子供みたいに全部忘れて
With the ability to forget everything like a child

その腕でゆっくりと眠りたい
I want to slowly sleep in those arms

今誰よりもかけがえないけど
I know that right now, there's no one more precious than you

この場から抜け出すの
But I have to escape from this situation

少しだけ私の話を聞いて
So please just hear me out for a little while

届くかな 小さな望みを
I wonder if my little wish will come true

私の本当の気持ち 聞いてくれてありがとう
Thank you for listening to my true feelings

こんな私でも 受け止めてくれる?
Will you accept me, even with all my flaws?

隠れてた 本当の私 弱い私を
The real, vulnerable me that I've been concealing

ただ愛して欲しいの 壊れるほど
I just want you to love me until I break