Prayer
Mod Sun Lyrics

And you being too reckless
You are acting carelessly and without thinking

With all of those words that you throw around
You use words without considering their impact and consequences

You never learn your lesson
You fail to learn from your mistakes or experiences

You keep falling further down
Your situation keeps getting worse and worse

And you're gonna block your blessings
Your careless behavior and negative attitude will hinder your opportunities and potential blessings

You're living way too messy
Your life is chaotic and disorganized

You forgot to take the time to be grateful
You fail to appreciate what you have and take things for granted

Trust and believe and be faithful
Have confidence, faith, and commitment in yourself and your beliefs

Pray on it, pray on it
Reflect on and seek guidance through prayer

I found a better path I need to stay on it
I have discovered a better way forward that I must continue to follow

I was killing myself, let's be honest
I was engaging in self-destructive behavior, and it's time to admit that

Tell me how to feel, yeah
Give me direction and guidance on how to handle my emotions

Remind me that it's real
Validate that my experiences and feelings are genuine

'Cause I can't really deal
I am struggling to cope and handle things on my own

Designer clothes with a snotty nose
I was indulging in luxury and expensive possessions despite being unhealthy or addicted

Doing drugs for breakfast
I was taking drugs as a daily routine, even as the first meal of the day

All of the white lines on the road
I had been using cocaine while driving, leaving white residue lines on the surfaces in the car

I was drowning for so long
I had been struggling and suffering for a considerable time

I was alone feeling so numb
I was alone and disconnected from my feelings, lacking sensitivity and understanding

Have trust and believe and be faithful
Reaffirming that having faith, trust and belief in oneself is important when recovering or progressing through a difficult time

It's no longer "Who I am" but "Who will I become"
I am no longer focusing solely on my present state, but who I will become in the future

I gotta grow up because I didn't die young
I need to take responsibility and mature because I did not pass away at a young age as a consequence of my past erratic behavior

I finally stopped choking every breath I take
I have finally stopped being burdened by something in the past and can breathe freely

Let my best advice come from my worst mistake
I am using my past mistakes to offer the best advice to others

I've accepted that I'm not like the masses
I have realized that I am different from others, and that is okay

I'm meditating in a castle out in Calabasas
I am taking time for spiritual reflection, in a powerful and serene location in California

Every action has a reaction
Every time you do something, there is a consequence, and these consequences are significant

What did you think would happen?
What did you expect to happen knowing the consequence of your actions?

Say a prayer for me
Ask for divine intervention or guidance on my behalf

And I'll say a prayer for you
I'll ask for divine intervention or guidance on your behalf