Rollercoaster
Mod Sun Lyrics

Somebody get me off this ride
Mod Sun is asking someone to help him get off the ride of life he's currently experiencing.

I'm no good when I get this high
When Mod Sun gets too caught up in the fast-paced life, he tends to lose focus and direction, which isn't healthy.

Rollercoaster round and round
Life feels like a roller coaster that never ends, with ups and downs that never seem to stabilize.

Rollercoaster
The repetition of this line symbolizes the cyclical nature of life; things keep happening over and over again.

I've been sober almost two years now
Mod Sun has been struggling with addiction and has been sober for nearly two years, which is impressive.

Yeah, I'm so proud
Mod Sun is pleased with himself for achieving his sobriety milestone and feels proud of himself.

I walk into the room, yeah, I'm so loud (so loud)
When Mod Sun enters a room, he has a strong presence that catches people's attention, making him feel empowered, livened up, and even intimidating.

That's the universe talking (hey)
Mod Sun attributes his confidence and charisma in the room to the universe, as opposed to his current state of mind.

I keep going, no, I can't slow down
Mod Sun continues to ride the roller coaster of life, even though he's aware that it's not mentally healthy for him in the long run.

I'm dodging my demons (I'm dodging my demons)
Mod Sun is actively trying to steer clear of his vices and keep them from affecting his life again.

Face down on a mattress in the afternoon
Mod Sun describes feeling depressed, anxious, or exhausted, where he spends his afternoons in bed not doing anything.

I'm so scared of the life that comes after you
Mod Sun is terrified of what life would look like after he transitions from his current lifestyle because he doesn't know what's on the other side.

Nightmares with eyes wide open
Mod Sun has recurring dreams, and even when he's awake, the nightmares persist like they're real; it's haunting.

My big break almost left me broken
Even though he was successful at some point, the experience was almost debilitating, and it nearly drove him to the brink of no return.

Bad reputation still haunts me (still haunts me)
Mod Sun still battles with the negative perception people have of him due to his past experiences.

I know my past still wants me (still wants me)
Mod Sun is aware of his former influences, and they're still calling him back, despite his willingness to move on.

Round and round
The repetition of this line signifies how life doesn't stop moving even when there's a lull in the action.