Pothole
Modern Baseball Lyrics


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The fossils of my footsteps will be unearthed at a far off date, unknown
Impressed in concrete from walking home alone after walking you home
And the mops of greasy hair will romanticize my despair
But they wont know that I didn't care
I like the silence, I like the empty streets
Crawl down on my hands and knees in a heartbeat if I had to
I owe 'em that at the very least
The map had faded out but I could have sworn I noted every stride
I guess the rain hit before the ink had dried
And where i thought id be was not what I perceived
Assessing the progress from beneath your sheets
That's why I need the silence, I need the empty streets
Just as bad as they don't need me
Its a sick, sad, sham of a marriage
But its all there is, its all I need

I can be everything you need if you make me
I can be every crack in your concrete if you let me off easy




I can be easily deceived if you want that
But you are the ember of my heart, whether you like that or not

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Modern Baseball's song Pothole present a somber reflection on the aftermath of a relationship. The first verse laments the impermanence of life, as the singer notes that one day his footsteps will be fossils. The concrete impression of his footsteps is a symbol of his loneliness, as he walks home alone after walking his partner home. The second line of the verse, "And the mops of greasy hair will romanticize my despair," suggests that he's aware that people might view him as a romantic figure, but doesn't believe he deserves that designation. He ends the verse proclaiming, "I owe 'em that at the very least," as if he's taken on a responsibility to remain emotionally honest.


The second verse picks up on the theme of impermanence, as the singer reflects on his attempts to chart a course through life. He notes that he's made a map of his life, but it's been washed away by the rain. He's found that where he thought he would be in life is not where he actually is. He's assessing the progress he's made "beneath your sheets," suggesting that his romantic relationship is the chief way in which he measures his progress in life. In the chorus, he once again emphasizes his need for silence and empty streets, suggesting that he prefers loneliness to fake relationships.


There's a sense of desperation in the bridge, as the singer offers to be whatever his partner needs him to be, even if it means being deceived. But he ultimately proclaims that his partner is the ember of his heart, whether she likes it or not. The image of an ember suggests that his love for her is not enough to sustain a fire, but rather a mere shadow of something that has been extinguished.


Overall, Pothole is a song about the aftermath of a relationship, in which the singer is grappling with loneliness and the impermanence of life. He recognizes that people might romanticize his loneliness, but he's committed to honesty. He's had to let go of his expectations for where he thought he'd be in life, and now measures his progress through his romantic relationships. But ultimately, his commitment to being emotionally honest means that he's more comfortable being alone than being in a fake relationship.


Line by Line Meaning

The fossils of my footsteps will be unearthed at a far off date, unknown
My footsteps left an impression in the concrete as I walked home alone after walking you home, and someday in the future, someone will uncover these marks and wonder who I was


And the mops of greasy hair will romanticize my despair
People might try to romanticize my sadness or depression by focusing on my unkempt, greasy hair


But they wont know that I didn't care
However, they won't know that I didn't really care about how I looked or what they thought of me


I like the silence, I like the empty streets
I feel happy and content when I'm alone in the quiet with no one else around


Crawl down on my hands and knees in a heartbeat if I had to
I would do whatever it takes, even if I had to humiliate myself, to repay someone who helped me in the past


I owe 'em that at the very least
It's the very least I can do to show gratitude for their kindness


The map had faded out but I could have sworn I noted every stride
Even though I lost direction, I thought I remembered every step I took to get to where I am now


I guess the rain hit before the ink had dried
But unfortunately, the rain caused the ink to smear before it had a chance to dry, and now I'm lost


And where i thought id be was not what I perceived
The place I thought I was going to end up isn't where I actually ended up, and it surprised me


Assessing the progress from beneath your sheets
Looking back on my life, I realize that I spent a lot of my time in bed with you instead of making progress elsewhere


That's why I need the silence, I need the empty streets
I crave the quiet, empty streets because I feel like I need to escape from everything, including my past with you


Just as bad as they don't need me
I don't feel like anyone needs me, but I don't need them either


Its a sick, sad, sham of a marriage
The relationship we had was messed up, sad, and not what it appeared to be


But its all there is, its all I need
Despite the issues, the relationship was all I had and all I wanted in my life


I can be everything you need if you make me
I would do anything for you if you let me, and I want to be everything you need


I can be every crack in your concrete if you let me off easy
I can help you fix everything that's wrong with your life, but only if you go easy on me


I can be easily deceived if you want that
I'm gullible and naive, and I'll believe whatever you tell me because I want to please you


But you are the ember of my heart, whether you like that or not
No matter what happens between us or how you feel about me, you will always hold a special place in my heart




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@pouringrainxo

The fossils of my footsteps will be unearthed
At a far off date unknown
Impressed in concrete from walking home alone
After walking you home
And the mops of greasy hair
Will romanticize my despair
But they won't know
That I didn't care
I like the silence
I like the empty streets
Crawl down 'em on hands and knees in a heartbeat
If I had to
I owe 'em that at the very least

The map had faded out, but I could have sworn
I noted every stride
I guess the rain hit
Before the ink could dry
And where I thought I'd be
Was not what I perceived
Assessing the progress
From beneath your sheets

That's why I need the silence
I need the empty streets
Just as bad as they don't need me
It's a sick, sad sham of a marriage
But it's all there is
It's all I need

I can be everything you need
If you make me
I can be every crack in your concrete
If you let me off easy
I can be easily deceived
If you want that
But you are the ember of my heart
Whether you like that or not



All comments from YouTube:

@garygarcia5760

That last image of the band together is a heartbreaker. They made some great music together.

@LostRams

they really did

@horin979

The ending where he sings like he has tears in his eyes, that shaky voice...damn, feels overload.

@xDPx-zh7vr

"You are the ember of my ❤️
Whether you like that or not"
Being in love with someone who no longer loves you back. We've all been there. And yes you hear every bit of it in Jake's voice.

@joshs5135

Seeing “5 years ago” on this video hurts. Still feels like yesterday when this came out. Hope Bren is doing okay these days

@andrew71888

On Twitter he keeps us updated. Last he said he was still in rehab, and he hasn't been able to pick up his guitar. He's not doing too well.

@tiernan4373

@@andrew71888 is this on the brenbrennnn account? he has posted in over a year on it

@donkeyrockerstudios

@@tiernan4373 i believe they use they/them pronouns nowadays

@monkeepox2227

@@donkeyrockerstudios you have to be joking

@seashore0015

@@monkeepox2227 same reaction.

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