Mafesh Badeel
Mohammed Saeed Lyrics

بٓعِد الثواني في الضلمة لقيتني بٓعِد السنين
After seconds in darkness, you found me after years.

مبارح كان زي النهار ده ليه اللي فايت كثير
Yesterday was like daylight, why is what's coming so difficult?

شايل الهم من فترة
I've been carrying the burden for a while.

ومش برضى إني أطلب من حد إنه يبقى
And I'm not willing to ask anyone to stay.

ومش هرضى ما كل ما بطلب بيمشوا وبستنى
And I won't accept that every time I ask, they walk away and I wait.

إني أبقي من غيرهم بخير
To be well without them.

ما يستاهلوش قالوا هنفضل مهما يحصل وما فضلوش
They said we won't give up, no matter what happens and they didn't.

نفس الحروف بس الفروق بين الوشوش
Same letters but differences in appearances.

ما بيستنوش، ما بيستنوش فما يستاهلوش
They don't wait, they don't wait because they don't deserve it.

بصبر في نفسي بكلم في طيفي
I patiently talk to my own ghost.

فتظهر ملامح العجز من بدري
So the signs of weakness appear early on.

من حظي إني كنت الوحيد اللي فايق
Luckily, I was the only one awake.

ولما شربت ما فقت من سكري
And when I drank, I didn't get rid of my drunkenness.

ما حدش بيسمع ما حدش بيفهم
No one listens, no one understands.

ما حدش بيهتم بيّ غير نفسي
No one cares about me except myself.

بلومك تلومني غيابك هاممني
Blaming you blames me, your absence troubles me.

وجودك فارق لي وغيابي فارق لي
Your presence matters to me and my absence matters to me.

مافيش حلول الموت قريب واللقا ممنوع
There are no solutions, death is near and reunions are forbidden.

الظروف بتزيد والسكات بيسود
Conditions worsen and silence prevails.

القريب بعيد والفراق مرغوب
The close becomes distant and separation becomes desired.

ما حدش بيرد الغياب
No one responds to the absence.

إيه يعني هتروح وبعدك هيجي البديل
What does it mean that you will leave and your replacement will come?

واقف في الضلمة ومهما بنادي
Standing in darkness, no matter how much I call.

فصوتي مش واصل لسقف البيت
My voice doesn't reach the ceiling of the house.

قالوا إني بعديك وحيد
They said I'm alone after you.

صدقتي وروحتي ما بين السطور
You believed it and left, between the lines.

زيدي في البُعد هزيد
Increase in distance, I will increase.

ما تمدي يدك بيكفي الهروب
Don't stretch your hand, escaping is enough.

جنبك لكني غريب
I'm next to you, but I am a stranger.

صاحبي وصاحبك كان زمن وعدى
My friend and yours, it was a past time.

بضحك في وشك كثير
I laugh in your face a lot.

الضحكة دي زايفة والعزوة دي كذبة
This laughter is fake, and this strength is a lie.

ليه؟ ليه؟ بمشي طريقي لوحدي
Why? Why? I walk my path alone.

ليه؟ ليه؟ ببعد لما تبقوا جنبي
Why? Why? I distance myself when you are by my side.