Demons
Moneybagg Yo Lyrics

I done seen so many niggas get killed, nigga
I have witnessed countless people lose their lives, to the point where it seems like a normal occurrence.

It's like I expect that shit now
Seeing death has become so familiar to me that I am no longer surprised by it.

You should expect it too, nigga
I think everyone should also be prepared to witness death because it can happen to anyone at any time.

You take one of mines, I'ma take one of yours
If someone harms anyone I care about, I will retaliate by taking someone they love.

Blac Youngsta, truly yours
This refers to Blac Youngsta, a rapper who is a friend of MoneyBagg Yo's and who often speaks about violence in his music.

See me fightin' with my demons, yeah
I am battling my internal struggles, which include anger, sadness, and other negative emotions.

See, I'm fightin' with my demon, yeah
I am confronting the negative elements of my personality that can lead me down a destructive path.

Said I'm fightin' with my demons, yeah
I am in the midst of a constant internal struggle between the good and bad parts of me.

I said I'm fightin' with my demons
I am acknowledging that there are negative aspects of my personality that I am trying to improve or overcome.

Yeah, ayy, this demon inside me, yeah, she can sit beside me (what up?)
The negative impulses or emotions within me are always present, and I have come to accept them as a part of myself.

Catchin' opps on the backstreet, I don't let a fuck nigga size me (shut up)
I am vigilant and will not let anyone take advantage of me or intimidate me on the street.

If I get jammed on a mission
If I am caught on a criminal activity.

I ain't gon' never tell 'em where my guys be
I will not give information to the police about my associates' whereabouts.

If I get jammed on this mission
If I am arrested for my criminal activities.

I ain't gon' tell the laws where my guys be, nah, yeah (shut up)
I will not cooperate with the authorities and will not disclose the identities or locations of my accomplices.

Ain't no fuckin' rat, nigga, I ain't 6ix9ine (nah)
I will not cooperate with law enforcement or turn on my friends, unlike rapper 6ix9ine who did so to reduce his sentence.

Nigga hit me like six times, I ain't tell the laws like shit times (bah)
I have been assaulted several times, but I never cooperated with the police as a snitch.

When I pull down on that pussy nigga, he gon' whine like his bitch whine
When I confront someone who is weaker or inferior to me, they usually beg or cry for mercy.

You can't even fix your own problems, how the fuck you gon' fix mines? (Pussy), pussy
Don't bother trying to criticize or give advice to me when you can't even handle your own affairs properly.

I come straight from Memphis, we talk shit when we lit, nigga (fuck nigga)
As a native of Memphis, it is part of our culture to engage in trash-talking when we are feeling confident or proud of ourselves.

Only time I hush up, when I go on a lick, nigga (lil' nigga, lil' nigga)
The only time I stay quiet or refrain from talking is when I am about to commit a robbery or other illicit activity.

Don't ask me 'bout my gang, you know I don't know shit, nigga (brraow)
I will not provide information about my associates or organization to outsiders.

Don't ask me 'bout my father, you know he was a bitch nigga
I do not have respect or admiration for my father, who I consider to be weak or cowardly.

I said where I'm from, when you sixteen, you get sixteen shots
In Memphis, it is common for gangs or other groups to shoot at young people as a form of initiation or hazing.

I was in the traphouse servin' when your team dropped
While your crew was releasing music, I was busy selling drugs in a trap house.

Seen so many cops kill niggas, now I dream cops
Because I have witnessed so much police brutality and violence, it has started to haunt my subconscious mind.

And you know my opps, they be droppin' like jeans drop
My enemies or rivals are getting taken out or killed as easily as pants are discarded.

I ain't seen my dawg in a minute, he still in the feds
I have not seen my friend for a long time because he is still serving time in prison.

And I keep that Draco on me like it's money on my head
I always have a firearm with me because I feel like my life is in danger and that someone could be paid to kill me.

And I keep them pussy niggas runnin' from me like they scared
I intimidate and scare away those who try to challenge or confront me, because I do not back down easily.

And they talk behind my back, but when they see me, they don't say it, yeah
People might gossip or spread rumors about me, but when they see me in person, they do not dare to say negative things to my face.

I can't even count how many niggas I done fed
I have helped and supported so many people in my life that I cannot even estimate their number.

I can't even count how many bitches I done spred
I have had sex with so many women that it is impossible for me to keep track of them all.

I can't even count how many niggas I done shot
I have shot at or killed so many people that I have lost track of the number.

You can't even count how many bodies you ain't dropped
You have failed to kill or injure as many people as you claim to have done.

Them demons got me screamin' out the truth (truth)
My internal struggles and negative emotions are causing me to reveal my true feelings or beliefs.

It might help you get the picture if I pull a you on you (you)
If I engage in the same behavior as you, you might finally understand the consequences or effects of your actions and how it feels to be on the receiving end.

Lookin' back over it now, tellin' myself I should've knew (fuck)
In hindsight, I realize that I should have known better or made different decisions.

Thought he was colorblind until he switched up out the blue (see)
I thought I knew someone well enough to trust them, but they unexpectedly betrayed me or turned against me.

Beat myself up 'bout it (damn)
I am still angry or frustrated with myself for making mistakes or bad decisions in the past.

I was hurtin' low-key (man)
I was experiencing emotional pain or distress that I tried to keep hidden or suppressed.

Fuck the alphabets, nothin' come before BGE (nothin')
I prioritize my gang and criminal organization over everything else, including law enforcement or government agencies.

I'm like damn, bruh tweaked (damn)
I am surprised or disappointed by someone's behavior or actions.

Lost for words, can't speak
I am in disbelief or shock and do not know what to say or do.

When you in it, what come with it, charge it to the streets
When you choose a life of crime or violence, you must accept the consequences and hardships that come with it.

You know that's how it 'posed to be (for real)
This is the harsh reality of our lifestyle and we must accept it as the norm.

You can't guard me, the chopper play defense (brr)
You cannot protect yourself or stop me from getting to you because I have a powerful firearm that acts as my defense.

Had to get some shit in order, put it back in sequence (track list)
I had to organize or rearrange some things in my life or criminal enterprise to make it more efficient or successful.

Talkin' loud, they can't touch me, but I see 'em reachin' (fuck 'em)
People might talk behind my back or try to threaten me, but they cannot actually harm me, so I do not care about their actions or words.

Finally made it out the swamp and peeled off all the leeches (got 'em off me, woah)
I have successfully extricated myself from a difficult or dangerous situation and removed all those who were trying to take advantage of me or hold me back.

My mama textin' me confused why she ain't seen my face (I miss her)
My mother is wondering why she has not seen me in person for a long time, and I miss her too.

I chopped the check up with the guys, then went bought a Wraith (ask 'em)
I shared the money I earned with my associates, then used my portion to purchase a luxury car.

Made men, clean your block up with a dirty K
I have become successful and respected in the criminal underworld, and I can intimidate others by using a powerful firearm to keep my neighborhood clean of competitors or adversaries.

Demons, yeah
I am still struggling with my inner demons and negative emotions, as they are always present in my mind and life.