I'm Not Young In My Youth
Monika Lyrics


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Many days and many nights alone
It wasn′t easy so I couldn't ask for more
Promises and promises upon
I kept on suffering, in fact, I was in love
But I think it′s time to realize our empty past
I mustn't let myself return to you so fast
I'll keep moving on and on
I′ll keep moving on...

If I knew, oh, if I knew the way
I wouldn′t turn desiring into causing pain
Later we could find ourselves adored
And spread away the reasons that were simply gone
But it's alright now, I came to you again
You keep on hearting me in the usual old way
But I′m moving on and on
Yes, I'm moving on

You said I couldn′t do it
But remember all those flowers
Please remember all those flowers, flowers, flowers
Oh, give me something I could do




Oh, give me something I could give you back again
Give me just a little tiny something...

Overall Meaning

The song "I'm Not Young In My Youth" by Monika addresses the theme of a failed relationship and the struggles of moving on from it. The lyrics begin by expressing the singer's feelings of loneliness and the difficulties faced during the relationship. Despite this, the singer was unable to let go due to the promises made, and they continued to suffer from being in love. However, the singer now realizes that it's time to let go of the empty past and move forward with their life.


The chorus of the song talks about the desire to find a way to move on without causing pain. The singer believes that eventually they will find someone who adores them and the reasons for the failed relationship will be forgotten. Although the singer acknowledges that their ex-partner still has feelings for them, they are determined to keep moving forward.


The final verse addresses the criticisms faced by the singer for their decision to move on. The singer asks their ex-partner to remember the "flowers" - the good times they shared in the relationship. They ask for something they can do or give to show that they still care. However, the singer's ultimate message is that they must move ahead with their life without looking back.


Line by Line Meaning

Many days and many nights alone
I spent a lot of time by myself, feeling lonely.


It wasn’t easy so I couldn't ask for more
I struggled a lot and didn't want to burden anyone else with my problems.


Promises and promises upon
I kept hoping things would get better, but it seemed like empty promises.


I kept on suffering, in fact, I was in love
Despite the pain, I couldn't stop loving you.


But I think it’s time to realize our empty past
It's time to face the truth and acknowledge that our relationship was lacking.


I mustn't let myself return to you so fast
I need to take my time and not rush back to you.


I’ll keep moving on and on
I'll keep pushing forward and not dwell on the past.


If I knew, oh, if I knew the way
If only I knew how to navigate this situation.


I wouldn't turn desiring into causing pain
I wouldn't let my desires hurt those around me.


Later we could find ourselves adored
Perhaps in the future, we could be loved and appreciated.


And spread away the reasons that were simply gone
We could let go of the reasons that caused our relationship to end.


But it's alright now, I came to you again
I'm willing to give our relationship another chance.


You keep on hearting me in the usual old way
You're showing me love in the same way you always have.


But I’m moving on and on
Regardless of your love, I'm still moving forward with or without you.


You said I couldn't do it
You doubted my abilities and strength.


But remember all those flowers
Remember all the ways I tried to show my love and affection.


Please remember all those flowers, flowers, flowers
I hope you can appreciate the effort I put into our relationship.


Oh, give me something I could do
I want to contribute and make things better.


Oh, give me something I could give you back again
I want to give back to you and show my appreciation.


Give me just a little tiny something...
Even a small gesture would mean a lot to me.




Writer(s): Monika Christodoulou

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@theo9952

Εγω την βρισκω πολυ ξεχωριστη και ταλαντουχα σαν μουσικο, συνθετρια, στιχουργο και τραγουδιστρια. Και παρ'ολο που αυτο δεν αποτελει καλλιτεχνικη αξια, πολυ ομορφη επισης.

@flyingspaghetti

Καλα οχι και μοναδικα ανα τον κοσμο. Balladοειδης συνθεσεις με χαλαρα φωνητικα και συμφωνικη ενορχηστρωση υπαρχουν και αλλου.

@kpagalos

Ευτηχως η monika ηρθε σε ενα πολυχωρο και την εμαθα οσα τραγουδια γραφω απο τοτε που την ακουσα ξεκινησαν

@juliatnm

Μοναδικη φωνη, προσωπικότητα! Ένα αστέρι που λάμπει για να δίνει και λίγο από την λάμψη του σε όλους εμάς!!!! Συγχαρητήρια!!!!

@olatrgr

Νιώθω πολυ περήφανη κάθε φορά την ακούω! :D

@jean-francoismenager1627

Je t'en prie, continue ma merveille.

@krmichail

Πάντα ενας θαυμαστής...... Μπράβο σου.... Και η νέα δουλειά σου περίφημη...

@FlorenciaSimeran

Me dieron escalofrios, tiene una voz hermosa y muy profunda...

@philipposathina

Aπ' ότι ακούω η Μόνικα ήρθε για να μείνει... Πόσο χαίρομαι...

@marialofiti4

Τη Μονικα δεν την βαριεσαι ποτε..ειναι τοσο ξεχωριστη..με ταξιδευει!

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