A Thousand Breathing Crosses
Monumentum Lyrics


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En moi, battent de l'aile, Eternelles colombes,
Les blancs desirs du calme ou dorment les defunts.
(Paul Valery, from "Cimetiere" approx. 1890)

Tears of May...
how much I have cried for you, my love
but you stand-up,
while I fall on my kness...

Yesterday, I killed myself:
I couldn't just go on with this.
The tears of June at least




I won't cry anymore...
(Mia Martini)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Monumentum's song "A Thousand Breathing Crosses" contain a reference to a poem by Paul Valery called "Cimetiere," which was written around 1890. The lines, which are translated from French, describe eternal doves beating their wings within the singer himself. These doves represent a desire for calm and rest, a place where the dead may sleep peacefully. This image is contrasted with the tears of May and June that the singer sheds for their love. Despite their tears, the object of their affection remains standing while they fall to their knees. The final stanza contains a reference to suicide, where the singer says they have killed themselves and can no longer cry the tears of June.


The lyrics of this song have a melancholic and mournful quality to them, exploring the themes of loss, longing, and death. The reference to Paul Valery's "Cimetiere" adds a layer of literary depth to the lyrics, suggesting that the song is an artful meditation on the transience of life and the inevitability of death.


Line by Line Meaning

Tears of May...
I have shed countless tears for you, my love.


how much I have cried for you, my love
My heart aches so deeply for you that I have cried an immeasurable amount.


but you stand-up,
Despite my pain, you remain strong and unwavering.


while I fall on my knees...
I am left broken and defeated.


Yesterday, I killed myself:
I reached a breaking point and lost my will to live.


I couldn't just go on with this.
I could no longer endure the pain I was feeling.


The tears of June at least
In the coming month, I hope to find some relief from my sorrow.


I won't cry anymore...
I am determined to find a way to move forward and stop shedding tears over this pain.




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