Absence
Moon Byul Lyrics

아무 뜻도 없이 무심하게 내뱉었지만
Although I said it absentmindedly and without much thought,

이젠 나만 혼자 남겨두지 말란 뜻이야
I meant that I don't want to be left alone anymore,

이 순간은 무시해 푸념일 뿐인데
This moment is just a complaint that I'll ignore,

내 생각을 설명할 수 없어
I can't explain my thoughts,

혼란스러워 leave me alone
I'm confused, so leave me alone,

비워낼 수 없는 미움도 (미움도)
Even the hatred that I can't empty out,

내 온몸에 새길 듯이
Is carved into my body,

내가 사랑했던 말들이
The words that I loved,

어느 순간 두려워져
Suddenly make me afraid,

내 마음을 밀어내 yeah yeah
I try to push my feelings away, yeah yeah,

어제와는 다른 이유가
For a reason that's different from yesterday,

나도 모르게 죽고 있나 봐
I think I might be dying without even knowing it,

네 마음이 필요해
I need your heart,

하루 매 순간 네 몸을 안고 있어도
Even though I hold onto your body every moment of every day,

네가 사라질 것 같아 (것 같아)
I feel like you'll disappear (you'll disappear),

I don't mind (I don't mind)
I don't mind (I don't mind),

이런 말 (이런 말) 자꾸만 (자꾸만) 나 혼자
These words keep coming back to me, alone,

괜찮다고 말해
Saying it's okay,

넌 등 돌리고 자네
You turn your back,

채울 수 없는 부재에
In an absence that can't be filled,

난 엉켜버린 삶을 살아가네 yeah yeah
I'm living a tangled life, yeah yeah,

몰랐던 건 아냐 남겨짐에 대해
It's not like I didn't know about being left behind,

결국 모든 이별은 슬프기 마련이야
In the end, all goodbyes are sad,

나만 놓으면 놓아 질 미련처럼
Like the lingering feelings that fade away when I let go,

캄캄한 바다를 헤엄쳐
I swim in the dark sea,

눈 먼 시작의 끝이 보여
The end of a blind start is visible,

혼란스러워 leave me alone (leave me alone)
I'm confused, so leave me alone (leave me alone),

네 마음이 필요해
I need your heart,

하루 매 순간 네 몸을 안고 있어도
Even though I hold onto your body every moment of every day,

내가 사라질 것 같아
I feel like I'll disappear