Self
More Machine Than Man Lyrics


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I threw away the heart that loved you
I washed away the part that cried
I peeled away the skin that touched you
I bare now all that you desire

Now I’m
Self sufficient
Self serving
Malignant
Devious
Insanely twisted
Encrypted
Back off I’m dangerous
Conniving
Contagious
Immorally corrupt
I’m a challenge ready now
To fight you for your wicked love

I killed the girl inside that loved you
I tore apart all that was true
I burned to black all that was fearing
The sinful life I’ll have with you

I’m your perfect counter part
Black and cold just like your heart
I’ll challenge you to test my will
Tempting your sadistic thrill




As sure as heaven’s angels fell
We’re a match that’s made in hell

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of More Machine Than Man's song "Self" are haunting and full of self-destructive passion. It's a song about a person who has gone through great lengths to transform themselves into an ideal lover that their partner desires. The first stanza sets the stage for this transformation. The singer tells their lover that they have gotten rid of everything that made them vulnerable and emotional - the heart, the tears, and the skin that would feel their touch. What's left is a calculated, calculated machine, geared to please their lover.


Throughout the song, there is an eerie repetition of the phrase "Self-sufficient, self-serving." The singer has destroyed any part of them that would feel joy or fulfillment outside of their partner. They are wholly dedicated to their lover, even if the relationship is toxic or abusive. The chorus of the song is the most intense part, where the singer lists all the negative characteristics that they have cultivated - devious, twisted, corrupt, conniving, and more. They are dangerous, and they dare their lover to challenge them.


The final stanza of the song reveals that the singer has killed the part of themselves that was in love with their partner. The love was true, but it was not worth anything if it meant being vulnerable to the world. The singer swapped that love for a life of sin with their partner. They are confident that they are everything their counterpart desires. Still, the last two lines hint that this love is a match made in hell - a place where the singer is willing to go if it means being with their partner.


Line by Line Meaning

I threw away the heart that loved you
I discarded the feelings of love I had for you


I washed away the part that cried
I got rid of the part of me that was emotional or showed vulnerability


I peeled away the skin that touched you
I removed any sense of intimacy or connection we may have shared


I bare now all that you desire
I am now completely focused on fulfilling your desires, with nothing left of my own


Self sufficient
I am self-reliant and do not need anyone else


Self serving
I am only concerned with my own interests and needs


Malignant
I have harmful intent and am dangerous to others


Devious
I am sneaky and untrustworthy, often plotting against others for my own benefit


Insanely twisted
My actions and thoughts are so twisted and warped that they are difficult to comprehend or justify


Encrypted
My intentions and motives are hidden and difficult to decipher


Back off I’m dangerous
I am warning others to stay away from me, as I am not to be messed with


Conniving
I am crafty and scheming, always looking for ways to manipulate others


Contagious
My negative influence can spread and infect those around me


Immorally corrupt
I am morally bankrupt and do not adhere to any ethical standards


I’m a challenge ready now
I am up for the challenge and prepared for whatever comes my way


To fight you for your wicked love
I am willing to compete with you for your twisted and depraved sense of love


I killed the girl inside that loved you
I destroyed the innocent and loving part of myself that cared for you


I tore apart all that was true
I dismantled anything that was sincere or genuine in our relationship


I burned to black all that was fearing
I extinguished any sense of fear or apprehension I had about being with you


The sinful life I’ll have with you
I am ready to embrace a life of immorality and corruption with you


I’m your perfect counter part
I am perfectly suited to be your partner in evil and wickedness


Black and cold just like your heart
I am as dark and emotionless as you are


I’ll challenge you to test my will
I will push you to see how much control I have over you


Tempting your sadistic thrill
I am provoking you to indulge in your twisted pleasures


As sure as heaven’s angels fell
Our connection is as inevitable and doomed as the fall of angels from heaven


We’re a match that’s made in hell
Together we make the ultimate pairing in evil and darkness




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Mikel Ochoa de Eribe

Addicted to MMTM from the moment I first heard them!!!!
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