City Lights
Motionless in White Lyrics


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Paralyzed by my envy of the night
I am lost without you here
And outside it looks like rain
For the last time, I bleed myself dry tonight

And nothing I could ever write would help you understand this life
There's so much beauty when your eyes lay lost in all the city lights
The wax will drip as so as blood
Romance is dead and all is lust




You are the water in my lungs
We've lost it all

Overall Meaning

These lyrics are emotionally profound and demonstrate the raw emotions of the individual. The opening line, "Paralyzed by my envy of the night," demonstrates the individual's feelings of being stuck and trapped in the darkness of their own negative thoughts. The line, "I am lost without you here," speaks to the loneliness and isolation they feel without the person they are addressing these lyrics to.


The following lines, "And outside it looks like rain, for the last time, I bleed myself dry tonight," indicate a sense of hopelessness and despair. The individual's emotions run so deeply that they feel like they are losing themselves. In the second verse, "And nothing I could ever write would help you understand this life," it is apparent that the songwriter is struggling to communicate their emotions with the person they are singing to. There is a clear sense of disconnect between the two.


However, in the midst of all of this pain, the individual is able to recognize the beauty that exists in life. "There's so much beauty when your eyes lay lost in all the city lights," speaks to the power and allure of the city and how it can offer solace to those who are searching for something greater.


Overall, these lyrics are a poignant and earnest expression of grief, loneliness, and the search for hope in the midst of despair.


Line by Line Meaning

Paralyzed by my envy of the night
I am stricken with jealousy of the night and cannot move


I am lost without you here
I am directionless and alone without your presence


And outside it looks like rain
It appears to be raining outside


For the last time, I bleed myself dry tonight
Tonight, I will drain myself of all emotion for the final time


And nothing I could ever write would help you understand this life
Even if I were to write about my life, you would not comprehend it


There's so much beauty when your eyes lay lost in all the city lights
The city lights have a beauty that can only be appreciated when one is lost and absorbed in them


The wax will drip as so as blood
The candle wax will melt as if it were blood


Romance is dead and all is lust
There is no more love, only physical desire


You are the water in my lungs
You are suffocating me just as water in lungs would


We've lost it all
We have lost everything




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Peermusic Publishing
Written by: LORENZO RUSSELL DUNN, AL MCKAY, FRED WHITE, MAURICE WHITE, VERDINE ADAMS WHITE

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Comments from YouTube:

@Ayrdanger

Chris, I know you hate this song. I know you were in a dark place when you wrote it, but it's helped a lot of your fans through very tough times. This is truly a beautiful masterpiece. I doubt you're going to read these comments, but congratulations on this official video reaching 1M views! Here's to a million more!

@quinncrooker107

This song literally got me through some nights during my darkest days I didn't think I would make it out of.
Thank you Chris indeed 🙏 💜

@alorsini313

Mesmerizing...

@liamvermaak982

Couldnt have put it better myself, dark times is exactly why I'm listening to this right now

@nitrouscatfish5827

They just played it live the other day and man is this criminally underrated.

@doriadurencmt9575

This song heals my burning soul

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@Jessimay21

i knew a guy who recently passed away who absolutely loved this band and everything that Chris stands for. when i listen to this band i always think of him

@brianwalkwithmeinhellmerri4389

I'm sorry for your loss. Yeah this band is awesome

@THOMASS_P

7 years ago. Life is

@johnalexis4300

its crazy how Chris never liked this song and only decided to put it on the album because of all the good feedback he got 

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