Life Ain't Easy feat. B-Dub & Tx Knicca
Mr. Evil Lyrics

A lot of people know me, but I don't feel popular
Despite having some recognition, I don't experience the genuine sense of acceptance or admiration that comes with popularity.

Yeah, I do retarted shit you know it make me popular
I engage in reckless or foolish behaviors, and these actions ironically contribute to my fame.

Niggas Neva like to chill
People around me aren't interested in taking it easy or enjoying relaxed moments.

Yeah that's so unpopular
This lack of leisure or casual interactions is not something that resonates with the mainstream or is generally accepted.

Yea I popped A Hunnid Pills, Yeah it got me fucked up
I consumed a large quantity of drugs, which has left me in a confusing or incapacitated state.

Yea I'm uncomfortable, A nigga just be frozen
I'm feeling uneasy and paralyzed, unable to take action or express myself properly.

Yeah my life's on fire, but nobody helps me hose it
I'm going through intense struggles and chaos, yet I find myself alone in dealing with these issues.

Cause they be worried bout the bitches
Others are more preoccupied with superficial relationships rather than offering support.

They be worried where the hoes at
Their concerns are focused on finding women for casual encounters, reflecting misplaced priorities.

Yea I be worried am I even worthy of going to heaven
I question my own morality and whether I deserve a place in a better afterlife because of my current choices.

Yeah, the life I'm living I feel like I'm in (Shh Be quiet)
My existence feels so overwhelming that I want to silence the chaos around me.

I don't wanna jinx it so you know Ima hush
I'm hesitant to speak about my struggles further, fearing that it might worsen my situation.

Like a toilet Ima flush
I aim to rid myself of negative experiences and memories, akin to flushing away waste.

All of my bad memories
These troubling thoughts weigh heavily on my mind and affect my mental well-being.

Yea I'm tired of seeing All my bad memories
I'm exhausted by constantly reliving past traumas and negative experiences.

Huh Yuh, Yeah I'm tired of living through these bad memories
I feel burnt out by the ongoing struggle of confronting painful recollections.

Smoke me a blunt so I get these demons out of me
I use marijuana to try to escape and alleviate the inner turmoil tormenting me.

Niggas talking shit, But they don't know what the hell I have seen
People criticize me without understanding the depths of my hardships and experiences.

Man I'm Tryna get rich and live honestly
I'm striving for financial success while maintaining integrity and moral values.

I don't wanna see my mama cry
It pains me to think of causing my mother sorrow or distress through my actions.

I don't wanna see my mama die
I fear losing my mother and want to ensure she remains safe and healthy.

I just wanna see my mama live
My utmost desire is for my mother to have a long and fulfilling life.

Huh, I just wanna see her live easy
I want her to experience a life free from hardship and struggle.

Yea I wanna see her live her dream
I aspire for her to achieve her aspirations and find happiness in her pursuits.

So you know I got to get rich yea
To fulfill my desire for my mother's well-being, I am determined to become financially successful.

Yeah You know I got to get my money up
I recognize the necessity of improving my financial status to change my circumstances for the better.

A lot of people know me, but I don't feel popular
Even with some fame, I lack the true connection that defines genuine popularity.

Yeah, I do retarted shit you know it make me popular
I engage in outrageous behavior that paradoxically increases my notoriety.

Niggas Neva like to chill
People in my circle seem disinclined to enjoy simple, relaxed moments.

Yeah that's so unpopular
This aversion to relaxation is not something that aligns with mainstream behaviors or values.

Yea I popped A Hunnid Pills, Yeah it got me fucked up
Taking an excessive amount of drugs has led to significant disorientation and adverse effects on my well-being.

Yea I'm uncomfortable, A nigga just be frozen
I'm feeling awkward and immobilized, unable to navigate my emotions or surroundings effectively.

Yeah my life's on fire, but nobody helps me hose it
I'm overwhelmed by personal crises, yet I find myself without a support system to help me cope.

Cause they be worried bout the bitches
Those around me prioritize shallow relationships over supporting one another in times of need.

They be worried where the hoes at
Their focus is on pursuing fleeting connections, rather than on personal growth or deeper relationships.

Yea I be worried am I even worthy of going to heaven
I reflect on my actions and life choices, questioning my merit for a peaceful afterlife.

Where the chill niggas at
I long for the company of those who value calmness and authentic connection, rather than clout chasing.

They be faking the popular loner title
Some people pretend to be solitary rebels while actually conforming to social pressures.

But I'm really living that
In contrast, my loner status is genuine and stems from my true experiences.

I won't go to no party
I choose to avoid social gatherings that feel superficial or unwelcoming to me.

That shit be a hotspot
Such events often attract people for the wrong reasons, emphasizing popularity over connection.

And everybody match, Ain't no love connection
Attendees are more interested in appearances than forming meaningful bonds with each other.

She feining for hotspots
Some people crave trendy social scenes, prioritizing status over substance.

And a nigga ain't having
I don't subscribe to that mentality and prefer to seek genuine experiences instead.

Life ain't hard, These niggas just want clout
The challenges we face are often exacerbated by people's desire for social validation and recognition.

They feining for validation in the world now
Many individuals are desperate for acknowledgment and approval in today's society.

Feining for cookies and girl scouts
People are chasing after superficial rewards, similar to how one might seek out treats from a selling group.

Boy Janzi Been out of this world now
My growth and achievements have elevated me beyond my previous circumstances.

And I'm right behind em
I am on a similar trajectory, following in the footsteps of those who have overcome challenges.

Pray to God every night before I go to sleep(she like why?)
I find solace in faith, recognizing its importance even though others question my reliance on it.

Cause I would have no life without em
I attribute the strength to face my struggles to my spiritual beliefs.

Had to put down the blunt and stop getting high(she say why?)
I've made the conscious decision to stop using substances to pursue personal growth and clarity.

Cause I'm reaching new heights right now
I’m achieving personal milestones and evolving beyond my past limitations.

If I die right now.. woah, I know they wont T me up
I realize that even in death, people may not genuinely appreciate my struggles or contributions.

Who would I be to lie right now? Growing up I was broke as fuck
Honesty is crucial for me, especially reflecting on difficult times when I lacked financial resources.

But Janzi know, rxckite! jay gone run it up
I’m determined to rise above my circumstances, driven by ambition despite my past.

Niggas never lacking, like what you tryna do come test yo luck
I'm prepared for whatever challenges come my way and unafraid to confront them.

I'm on a last mission
I’m dedicated to making one final push to secure my future and achieve my goals.

niggas got hated on in my own hood change the transmission
I've faced resentment and negativity even from my own community, prompting me to adapt and evolve.

niggas never motivated me to do better
The people around me haven't inspired my growth; I must rely on myself.

Ima change the whole engine
I am committed to a complete transformation of my life and circumstances.

Going up against my own blood, man I couldn't treat it like a scrimmage
Facing conflict with family is serious to me; I can't take it lightly or dismiss it.

Nigga say that I switched on them
I’ve been accused of abandoning those close to me when I've only been trying to improve myself.

But the only thing I ever switched on was my demons
The only transformation I’ve made has been moving away from my internal struggles, signifying personal growth.