Nuthin' Even Matters
Mr. Muthafuckin' eXquire Lyrics


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Nuthin' even matters (Nuthin' really matters)
Nuthin' even matters to me (When misery is all I see)
Nuthin' even matters (Nuthin' even matters)
Nuthin' even matters to me (When misery is all I see)
Mommy, you used to hold me, tell me I was the best
Anything in this world I want I could possess
All that made me want was all that I could get
I'm tryin' to survive, tell me how I live with these regrets?
How I live with these regrets
How I live with these regrets
How I How I How, how, how I
How I live with these regrets
How I live with these regrets
How I How I How, how, how

I wake up in the morning no earlier than three
I scratch my ass and yawn, then I get up and go pee
Then Jimmy Neutron's on
This is my favorite episode where he goes through a time warp
And meets himself when he gets old, and he ain't shit
I guess that I relate to a degree
My Momma claims she's proud of me
But I just cannot see how that could be
I gave up my whole future just to chase my dream
Now I feel like a loser who's failed at everything
(I mean) Maybe I shouldn't have dropped out in 10th grade
(I mean) Maybe I should've went to college up state
(I mean) Maybe I shouldn't have quit my good-ass job
Or swallowed them sleeping pills after the shock of it all
Or slapped the shit out my ex, then mess with the other one
Consorted with hoes, popped pills like bubblegum
My life's a cornucopia of rigamarole
Which sounds like some type of dish
Can I offer a bowl? Its like

Nuthin' even matters (Nuthin' really matters)
Nuthin' even matters to me (When misery is all I see)
Nuthin' even matters (Nuthin' even matters)
Nuthin' even matters to me (When misery is all I see)
Mommy, you used to hold me, tell me I was the best
Anything in this world I want I could possess
All that made me want was all that I could get
I'm tryin' to survive, tell me how I live with these regrets?
How I live with these regrets
How I live with these regrets
How I How I How, how, how I
How I live with these regrets
How I live with these regrets
How I How I How, how, how

My life is a bitch and I ain't got shit
I know that sounds depressing, but it is what is it
My insecurities made me a leech for love
Happy just to get it anywhere that I could get it
Though I wasn't really feelin' her
Plastered at my photo shoot, drunk I was depressed
Like somehow I can pretend that my life's just not a mess
Then niggas have the nerve to try to question what I am
What you don't fuckin' understand is this is all that I have left
And bitches say that dumb shit, "I'm too blessed to be stressed"
But I was blessed with this talent; all it do is make me stressed
All it do is make me guess: will I ever progress?
Is success the architect behind the heartache and the stress
I fight with every breath
Yet nobody sees the ???
And lately its getting crazy and I'm runnin' out of strength
??? so don't you try to play me
I ain't weak and I ain't lazy I'm just gettin' to the point where

Nuthin' even matters (Nuthin' really matters)
Nuthin' even matters to me (When misery is all I see)
Nuthin' even matters (Nuthin' even matters)
Nuthin' even matters to me (When misery is all I see)
Mommy, you used to hold me, tell me I was the best
Anything in this world I want I could possess
All that made me want was all that I could get
I'm tryin' to survive, tell me how I live with these regrets?
How I live with these regrets
How I live with these regrets
How I How I How, how, how I
How I live with these regrets




How I live with these regrets
How I How I How, how, how

Overall Meaning

The song "Nuthin' Even Matters" by Mr. Muthafuckin' eXquire is a poignant narrative about grappling with regrets and a bleak outlook on life. The lyrics are centered on the artist's struggle to come to terms with a life that seems to be falling apart. The chorus of "Nuthin' even matters" reflects the artist's disillusion with the world, as he feels that all he encounters is misery. He reminisces about the affection and encouragement he received from his mother as a child and how he had everything within his reach at that time, but now he is crippled by regrets and questions about his choices.


The verses in the song detail the artist's thoughts and experiences as he wakes up at odd hours, watches his favorite cartoons, and wonders if his mother could really be proud of him. He expresses his anxiety and disappointment about his career path and his decision to pursue his dreams at the expense of his future. The artist also ponders whether he should have made certain choices differently and what could have been if he had done so. The lyrics in the song reveal the depths of the artist's psyche and how he is struggling to come to terms with the cards he was dealt with.


In summary, Mr. Muthafuckin' eXquire's "Nuthin' Even Matters" is a raw and vulnerable look at the artist's feelings of despair and disappointment with life. The song is an honest reflection of the realities of what it means to have regrets and how we can sometimes feel like nothing matters.


Line by Line Meaning

Nuthin' even matters
Nothing has any significance


Nuthin' even matters to me
When I am surrounded by misery


Nuthin' even matters
Nothing has any significance


Nuthin' even matters to me
When I am surrounded by misery


Mommy, you used to hold me, tell me I was the best
My mother used to comfort me and build me up


Anything in this world I want I could possess
I thought I could have anything I wanted


All that made me want was all that I could get
I was motivated only by material things


I'm tryin' to survive, tell me how I live with these regrets?
I am struggling to keep going with all of my regrets weighing me down


How I live with these regrets
I constantly think about my mistakes and decisions


How I live with these regrets
I constantly think about my mistakes and decisions


How I How I How, how, how I
I keep questioning myself how I can live with these regrets


How I live with these regrets
I constantly think about my mistakes and decisions


How I live with these regrets
I constantly think about my mistakes and decisions


How I How I How, how, how I
I keep questioning myself how I can live with these regrets


I wake up in the morning no earlier than three
I typically wake up in the early hours of the morning


I scratch my ass and yawn, then I get up and go pee
I have a regular morning routine


Then Jimmy Neutron's on
I watch TV in the morning


This is my favorite episode where he goes through a time warp
I have a particular episode of the show that I really like


And meets himself when he gets old, and he ain't shit
In the episode, the character learns that he is not great as he thought he would be


I guess that I relate to a degree
The content of the show resonates with me


My Momma claims she's proud of me
My mother tells me she is proud of me


But I just cannot see how that could be
I struggle to believe that


I gave up my whole future just to chase my dream
I sacrificed my future to pursue my passion


Now I feel like a loser who's failed at everything
I feel like a failure despite my efforts


(I mean) Maybe I shouldn't have dropped out in 10th grade
Perhaps I should not have dropped out of school


(I mean) Maybe I should've went to college up state
Maybe going to college out of state would have been a better choice


(I mean) Maybe I shouldn't have quit my good-ass job
I probably should not have quit my well-paying job


Or swallowed them sleeping pills after the shock of it all
I resorted to taking sleeping pills after a traumatic event


Or slapped the shit out my ex, then mess with the other one
I physically assaulted my ex-partner and moved on to someone else


Consorted with hoes, popped pills like bubblegum
I spent time with promiscuous women and took drugs frequently


My life's a cornucopia of rigamarole
My life is a chaotic mess


Which sounds like some type of dish
This phrase sounds like the name of a food


Can I offer a bowl?
Can I offer you a serving of my chaotic life?


My life is a bitch and I ain't got shit
My life sucks and I have nothing


I know that sounds depressing, but it is what is it
It may be sad, but it's the truth


My insecurities made me a leech for love
My insecurities have caused me to crave love from anyone


Happy just to get it anywhere that I could get it
I am willing to accept love from anyone who is willing to give it


Though I wasn't really feelin' her
Even if I was not really into the person


Plastered at my photo shoot, drunk I was depressed
During a photo shoot, I was drunk and feeling depressed


Like somehow I can pretend that my life's just not a mess
I try to act like my life is not a mess


Then niggas have the nerve to try to question what I am
People often question my identity


What you don't fuckin' understand is this is all that I have left
What people don't realize is that my art is all I have left


And bitches say that dumb shit, "I'm too blessed to be stressed"
People say they are too blessed to be stressed, which I find frustrating


But I was blessed with this talent; all it do is make me stressed
My talent only adds to my stress


All it do is make me guess: will I ever progress?
My talent leaves me questioning if I will ever succeed


Is success the architect behind the heartache and the stress
I wonder if success is the root of my pain and stress


I fight with every breath
I struggle to keep going


Yet nobody sees the ???
Nobody acknowledges my struggles


And lately its getting crazy and I'm runnin' out of strength
Lately, my situation has been getting worse and I am losing strength


??? so don't you try to play me
Don't try to take advantage of me


I ain't weak and I ain't lazy I'm just gettin' to the point where
I am not weak or lazy, I am just tired of it all




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@STEVEFLACCO

Fav song

@kastrevo5491

Nigga u made it n u in heaven in this bitch don’t ever stop keep smacking them chariots let’s go love u one of the realest niggas in the shit!

@miggsmiggles8uhaha

Good to see u doin good bro/ i saw ur mtv freestyle a while ago but couldn't find ya vids nd btw were u doin an interview at miska a couple weeks ago?

@tonyallen7902

Can you link with CH for an album please

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