after a few good connects and me being all movida trying to find where to get myself situated, i started doing legit shows and even featured on a couple albums. talk to people, let them know you rap, show them, if you dont have a real demo.. rap to them live like i did one time at a control machete show! lol. someone is bound to listen! if you send a demo and they never hit you back up, dont trip! i sent out a lot and i didnt let that stop me! fuck it if one person dont like you, another 10 will. you cant just sit and wait! the reason im saying this is because thats one of the most frequent questions i get asked all the time.. how did you do it ms krazie? well there you have it.. ok so during one of my usual talks and out of no where raps, i was able to get a hold of a rapper by the name of don abusivo which at the time was signed to the major label.. universal. he heard me out and he passed the word on to his producer which then got a hold of me and set me up with the label im currently signed to, urban kings. it was a long long road and it would take me forever to try and document to you guys every single bump in the road but all i can tell you is that this music thing is nothing like what you imagine. yes, there is a lot of good stuff but more than good, theres a ton of bullshit and shady business. i always asked myself why some rappers drop one album and then you never hear from them again, now i understand why. you have to take so much crap that sometimes you sit there and be like, "is it really worth being in this music thing?" when you could be sitting at home having your regular job and being with your family stress free and bullshit free? i go to all kinds of artist pages and till this day i havent seen one that sets it clear for all these up coming artists to know the real truth about being an "artist" and that no, we dont all have tons of "feddi" (feria, money, cash) if you dont know what that means. some of us are broke most of the time, some of us have familys and sometimes the money simply isnt enough but with that said, the butterflies i get in my stomach everytime im about to hit a stage, is priceless. i guess you can say at the end of the day there are some things that make it all worth it, but clearly, know what your getting yourself into if this is the career you want to follow. always have a back up plan for your life.
pero anyways, enough complaining lets move on to the more simple who iam here at home sitting down playing video games type of bio lol. lets get to the good stuff lol; im a mother of (2) beautiful babydolls who are my world, yes my real eye color is blue, yes i bleach my hair and i like to use a lot of makeup lol and guess what, i love it! lol. im the type that likes to listen to music while she gets "ready" lol and i try not to take forever but the whole cat eyes & brows take the longest for me to get done. i love my hair and specially blonde but ive had it all kinds of colors in the past from browns, to violet shades lol, to bright red and orange lol, i do my own hair when it comes to coloring & bleaching, i also do my own styling most of the time because no one but me gets it when i try to explain the "big hair playmate sex kitten" look lol. no, my eyebrows are not tatted.. they are just real skinny and i draw the rest lol, i dont like to dress up that much so dont be fooled by the sultry look in my pictures because its rare. you can usually find me in jeans and a regular shirt for comfy'ness lol. i love big hoop earrings and rhinestones. i love anything like necklaces or bracelets ect with my name or nickname on them. i dont really party, i rather kick back at home with friends or family and just talk & laugh but i also like to go out with friends from time to time and just have us some good as fun you know. watching tv or going to the movies is good, horror/triller films and shows about paranormal stuff are my favorite! i like to cruise it bumping some loud as music lol. to sum it all up, im pretty much laid back status, i sometimes dont like too many people around lol "me engentan" if you know what that means heh.. odd because when i go to shows im ok but when im like at my gramas house and she has tons of old ladys over.. im like go away senoras!!! lol. i love love love vitamin waters even if those sneaky sons of.. have like 125 calories a bottle lol, i like to eat mariscos, chongos, pastel de tres leches, flanes and junk of all sorts lol. i also enjoy me some xbox live and just talking to all kinds of people on there and playing guitar hero 3 and ghost recon 1 & 2 but i prefer 1 lol and no im not hella good haha. lets see what else can i say.. i listen to all kinds of music and sometimes me pegan arranques de loquera and ill bump some el chapo de sinaloa lol and then the next minute im like hell naw and ill bump some sonora dinamita lol im a big fan of cumbias, i love to dance em and everything and all the sonoras i like la sonora dinamita, sonora santanera, sonora chevere, sonora tropical ect. i sometimes like to sing along with margarita from one of the sonoras & still grab a hairbrush as a mic and sing to the mirror lol. i seldomly listen to rap, which people trip out on that but i dont know.. i mean i hardly even like to listen to myself lol. i guess after being locked in the studio for so many hours doing the same songs, the last thing you want to do is hear that song again lol. i also like rock en espanol like for example hombres g or soda estereo and in english some of rage against the machine, muse, and basically everyone from guitar hero 3 lol and some others without forgetting to include those firme oldies both in english and spanish. i consider myself a nice person, im sweet. some people say that i look stuck up in my pictures but its nothing like that, believe me im such a joker lol. if your firme with me, im firme with you simple as that. i love taking pictures, if i wasnt a rapping i would probably be a photographer because i love all that photo stuff. photography is my second love. im not shy, i like taking risky pictures.. i love to feel sexy and transmit that in my pictures and at this point i dont care about other peoples opinions, im just me. i like to talk about everything and i joke around alot. i dont like to compete, i know a lot of girls who always try to see whos the prettyst or something like that but im the kind who will tell them, "yea your pretty now lets change the subject" lol. ok so on a final note, no se me aguiten que im pretty firme once you get to know me believe me im like this look at the face ;] lol. aqui estoy para si les puedo ayudar en algo.
you know what, i forgot to talk about my albums lol so ill mention them on here real quick since i already got you hooked on my long bio lol. ok i have (2) albums out so far nationwide. the first one is called "brown Is beautiful". i remember one time when i got the final copy of the cd from my producer before it actually came out, i wrote on it with a sharpie.. "brown is beady" lol wtf was i thinking lol i guess i was thinking about beady eyes for some reason lol. anyways lol i released it in 2006, the second album is called "firme homegirl oldies" and that one is from 2007. im currently working on my 3rd album entitled "smile now cry never" which should be out summer 2008. i still have a lot of things in mind that i would like to accomplish si diosito me da licensia, like for example another oldie album and so on.. so you will have a lot more ms krazie pa'rato. remember that you dont have to be shy.. talk to me, send me a message, comments or emails. hit up my official website at www.mskrazie.com and write to me whenever you like. if i do not respond to your message, please dont take offence to it. i sometimes get so many mails at the same time that its really hard to get back to everyone but i do read every single message and i thank you for your time in writting. thank you so very much to all the people who have been following my carrer for this long and who still support and buy my music and go to my shows and love the songs as much as i do. i am forever greatful to you all. thanks for all the love and for coming to my myspace and everything. i really appreciate every single one of you, truly. hope to get to meet a lot more of you this year (2008) in shows and see what you all are up to. for now take care and like ive always said, i send you all a bunch of carino. besos! ''
by herself from her web site
Nostalgia
Ms Krazie Lyrics
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And I've been at it for days but see I don't know where to start
You'dbe amazed at the things that crossed my mind esa noche
See I contemplated suicide and overdosed on roches
Kick back firme but it still aint the same
Don't hear you calling my name and whos to blame mijo
I gave you everything and I was left with nada
Lost in the fog
Eyes bacame foggy simon I tried to hold it back
But I'm broken down in pieces
And patron is where it's at
I just couldn't understand you
You said it was forever
Would you leave my side?
You always told me never
So trip out
When the days turn into nights
They both end up wasted
Bottle after bottle see I didn't want to face it
You were gone and I was out
On my own
Many came to take your place
But my heart was turned to stone
I didn't feel like lovin anyone
Cause after you I died
I moved on walked away
You can't say I didn't try
I tried to make it work until the very end
And once again you were all out of excuses to pretend
But I don't blame you, it's firme you threw it all away
Just like my homeboy Duende said
"I'd rather be alone instead"
You made me what I am and I learned to live without you
And even though it hurt to say good-bye
I'm cool without you
It's been a couple of months, but it seems longer
Me la paso doing what I do best
Try to be stronger
Kept your pictures locked up
But everytime I'm fucked up
I remember what we went through that september full of anger
Regrets nostalgia amor puro y odio
Las cosas que vivimos cuando andabamos de novios
You can't compare it believe me holmes I tried it
Y el vato de mis suenos wasn't you I can't deny it
Now I'm drifting on a memory you took a part of me
So I try not to think about lo que we used to be
Porque duele cara vez que yo empiezo a recordarte
But I never thought it would be so hard para olvidarte, Chales
In Ms Krazie's song Nostalgia, the singer is reflecting on a past relationship that has left her feeling lost and broken. The song begins with her sitting alone, unable to process her feelings and grappling with the idea of suicide. She remembers how she gave her all to the relationship, but was left with nothing; lost in a haze of drugs and alcohol. She feels like she can't move on and that her heart has turned to stone. Despite this, she knows that she has learned to live without her ex-partner, even though it hurts to say goodbye. The singer reflects on the love, regret, and anger she experienced in the relationship and how she struggles to forget about her ex.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm still sitting here it's twelve o'clock on the dot
The singer is stuck in a state of rumination, unable to move on from past events.
And I've been at it for days but see I don't know where to start
She has been reflecting on her life, feelings, and experiences, but is still unsure of what to do next.
You'd be amazed at the things that crossed my mind esa noche
She had a lot of thoughts swirling around in her head that particular night.
See I contemplated suicide and overdosed on roches
Her thoughts were dark and she was struggling with serious mental health issues.
Kick back firme but it still ain't the same
The artist is trying to relax, but can't seem to shake off the feelings of loneliness and sadness.
Don't hear you calling my name and who's to blame mijo
She is feeling abandoned and wonders who is responsible for the current state of affairs.
I gave you everything and I was left with nada
Despite the singer's efforts to make the relationship work, she was left with nothing.
Lost in the fog, Me perdi en una nube de mariguana
The artist used marijuana to numb her pain and escape reality.
Eyes became foggy simon I tried to hold it back
Marijuana made the artist's thoughts even cloudier and she struggled to control her emotions.
But I'm broken down in pieces and patron is where it's at
The artist is shattered and is using alcohol (patron) to cope with her problems.
You said it was forever, Would you leave my side?
The singer is questioning the sincerity of her partner's promise to always be by her side.
You always told me never, So trip out
Her partner's broken promise and departure has left her in disbelief.
When the days turn into nights, They both end up wasted
The singer is spending her time recklessly, with no clear direction or purpose.
Bottle after bottle see I didn't want to face it
She is drinking to avoid confronting her pain and issues head-on.
You were gone and I was out, On my own
Her partner left her and she was left to fend for herself.
Many came to take your place, But my heart was turned to stone
Several people attempted to replace her partner in her life, but she found it impossible to love again.
I didn't feel like lovin anyone, Cause after you I died
After her heartbreak, the artist felt numb and unable to love again.
I tried to make it work until the very end
The singer put forth a lot of effort to keep her relationship going.
And once again you were all out of excuses to pretend
Her partner was lying and making excuses for their behavior, and the singer finally saw through them.
But I don't blame you, it's firme you threw it all away
The artist doesn't hold any grudges and understands that her partner was responsible for their own actions.
Just like my homeboy Duende said, 'I'd rather be alone instead'
The artist would rather be alone than be in a relationship that is not genuine.
You made me what I am and I learned to live without you
The artist's partner had a significant impact on her life, but she has since moved on and learned to live without them.
And even though it hurt to say goodbye, I'm cool without you
Breaking up was painful, but the singer is now doing well without her partner.
It's been a couple of months, but it seems longer
The artist feels like it has been a long time since her breakup, even though it has only been a few months.
Me la paso doing what I do best, Try to be stronger
The singer is trying to focus on her strengths and stay strong even in the face of adversity.
Kept your pictures locked up, But every time I'm fucked up
The singer is trying to move on and has locked away all memories of her past relationship, but they resurface when she is under the influence or struggling emotionally.
I remember what we went through that September full of anger, Regrets nostalgia amor puro y odio
The singer is reminiscing on her tumultuous relationship, filled with strong emotions like anger, regret, nostalgia, love, and hate.
Las cosas que vivimos cuando andábamos de novios
The artist is recalling memories from when she and her partner were dating.
You can't compare it believe me holmes I tried it
The artist has tried to move on, but no other relationship has compared to the one she had with her ex-partner.
Y el vato de mis sueños wasn't you I can't deny it
The singer understands that her ex-partner was not the perfect match for her, even though they seemed like it at the time.
Now I'm drifting on a memory you took a part of me
Her memories of her previous relationship still haunt her, and she feels incomplete without her partner.
So I try not to think about lo que we used to be
The artist is actively trying to move on and not dwell on her past relationship.
Porque duele cara vez que yo empiezo a recordarte
Thinking about her ex-partner hurts the artist every time she tries to remember.
But I never thought it would be so hard para olvidarte, Chales
The artist is struggling more than she anticipated to move on from her past relationship.
Contributed by Noah O. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@pimpstrumentalz1379
2024, still my jam n im only 22 lol Ms krazie 4ever 🤍
@mor3mor339
Pinche NOSTALGIA me perdí en una nube and never came back down !!!
@gutimar0328
still breaks my heart ever since I heard this song when it came out. thanks for making music that's relatable ms krazie.
@thisisangellife2805
NOSTALGIA is a Classic 🙏
@sandyg.5978
Damn this song reminds me of my husband he pasted away September 1996 R.I.P J M
@TEXASLOCAS
It's 12 o'clock on the dot ....I still think about you and what we used to be ..nimodos I'll have to live with it ...I still love you chubbi BaBe
@mera1945
Always #1 on my playlist
@erasilva6786
luv this chola best Spanish rapping straight flowing G ever as her feelings as u hear are the real shit are feelings pouring out while dealing wit love n hurt honor n disrepect
@chatabarajas218
"And even though it hurt to say goodbye, I'm cool without yu." Nov, 25, 2012.
@jackiemontes3922
I love this song it say everything I going thru rite now