Living On
Muschihaus Vol. Four Lyrics

Who would've known that a nigga could've made it this far
I never expected to make it this far

I been waitin' this long for a shot, ima shoot
I've been waiting for my chance and now I'm going to take it

Bitch don't even lie, let me remind I'm the truth
Don't lie to me, I know I'm telling the truth

It's gon' be televised, can't deny what's in the booth
This is going to be on TV and you can't deny it's real

It's fire in the booth and I left out with sloot
The music is great and I left with a girl

Cop the last tape, nigga check out the proof
Listen to my last album and you'll see what I'm capable of

Fuck the bald fade nigga, let out the roots
I'm going back to my roots, forget this new haircut

Ima gon thug it out now, yes absolute
I'm going to tough it out and make it work

Leave off the scene with a king
I'm going to leave on a high note

I believe you and me can achieve anything
We can do anything if we believe in ourselves

Feel the need to recede from the dream, intervene
I need to step back from my dream and make some changes

What you need, we a team
I can help you, we're a team

I been meanin' to free all the things that you seen
I've been wanting to release all the things you've seen

You a queen with the keys to succeed
You have everything you need to succeed

Can't nobody exceed what you meanin' to me
No one can surpass what you mean to me

A lot been on my mind so I'm steady gettin' faded
I'm drinking to forget all the things on my mind

Aye pass the dutch, Ronald Reagan
Pass the blunt, like Ronald Reagan did

Gotta clear my head, make sure all them thoughts vacant
I need to clear my head and make room for new thoughts

Feel like I'm on an island, all the problems I been facin'
I feel alone and overwhelmed by my problems

If I wasn't head strong I be prolly free basin'
If I wasn't strong-minded I would probably be doing drugs

Maybe base jump or I'm on the road speed racin'
I might do something dangerous or reckless

Know some niggas feel the same, I acknowledge all the takers
I know other people feel the same as me, and I recognize the people who take advantage of us

Now I gotta tap in nigga, as salamu alaykum
Now I have to connect with people, like saying 'peace be with you'

How you doin', where you been, 'bout as far as ima take em
How are you, where have you been? I can only take you so far

We can speak a lil' longer if we talkin' bout some paper
We can talk more if we're talking about money

I ain't talkin' bout my problems, I just blow em out the vapor
I'm not talking about my problems, I'm just smoking them away

Shout out to LeBron, hopin' Bronny get his paper
I'm giving a shout out to Lebron James, hoping his son gets paid

Wish I was in his shoes, fuck it if I make the news
I wish I had his success, even if it meant being in the news

I'll go 0-82 to get him signed up by the Lakers
I would do anything to help him get signed by the Lakers

Give a fuck about a hater
I don't care about haters

Don't know when you'll meet ya maker
You never know when you'll die

Break it down, I'm out of town, dnd, I'll see ya later
Let me explain, I'm leaving town, do not disturb, I'll see you later

All alone in the home on the phone
I'm alone at home on the phone

Play my song, I ain't sure how much longer I can take it
Listen to my song, I don't know how much longer I can handle this

I been livin' dead, my last call was 'bout a payment
I feel like I'm living a dead life, and my last call was about a bill

Shit it's been a test, not really knowin' if ima make it
This has been a test, and I don't know if I can handle it

I ain't been to bed, me and the sofa done got acquainted
I haven't slept, I've been spending a lot of time with the couch

Shit I been a mess, smilin' but knowin' that I been fakin'
I've been a mess, pretending to be happy

Since I hit the west, life a lil' harder for me to face it
Since I moved out west, life has been harder to deal with

Baby where you at?
Where are you, baby?

Shit it's been a test, not really knowing if ima make it
This has been a test, and I don't know if I can handle it

Her mind been on another ever since you been playin' with her
She's been thinking about someone else since you messed with her

Hearin' on the low that you been talkin' to a lame nigga
I heard that you've been talking to someone unimportant

Same nigga, really ain't no room for me stay with her
This same guy doesn't leave any room for me to be with her

Grave digger, if she ever call about some pain nigga
I'll cut her off if she needs someone to comfort her

Dame Lilliard, yeah I'm pullin' up just for the stain
Like Damian Lillard, I'll show up for the game-winning shot

Hurt a nigga pride but I charge it to the game
I may have been humiliated, but that's just part of life

I was pitchin' woo, throwin' dirt up on my name
I was being romantic, but also making myself look bad

Make it rain in the club, thought it all a go away
I spent a lot of money in the club, thinking my problems would go away

I'm confusin' myself
I'm making myself confused

Abusin' her feelings, no time for excuses
I'm hurting her feelings and I can't make excuses

Ain't here to be worrisome, no time for a nuisance
I don't want to cause trouble and I don't have time for it

The ball in my court, I was hollerin' and hoopin'
I have control of the situation and I was making a lot of noise

Can't take it for granted, devised to look stupid
I can't assume anything, even if it makes me look foolish

Don't worry, my nigga we all done been through it
Don't worry, we've all been through tough times

I'm poppin the new shit
I'm releasing new music that's popular

I'm prolly the truest
I'm probably the most genuine

The shit that I'm smokin' its polyanthuses
The weed I'm smoking is the best quality

Bitch I been amusin' since moms was a waitress
I've been entertaining people since my mom was a waitress

Aye pardon the wait, just applied for the u-ment
Sorry for taking so long, I just applied for unemployment

Ain't doin' no fakin', see we all up on the same route
I'm not faking, we're all on the same path

One up in the same, time for me to go insane now
We're all in this together, it's time for me to go crazy

Haloperidol, yeah it's runnin' through my veins now
I'm taking the antipsychotic Haloperidol and it's affecting me

It's a metaphor, come on momma don't you FaceTime
It's symbolic, mom don't face time me

All the competition just been fallin' by the waistline
All the other competitors are falling behind

Life been hittin' harder than the baseline
Life has been rougher than I expected

I been on the road tryna take mine
I've been traveling to get what I want

A hunnid plus, I ain't do the maintenance on my brake lines
I have over 100k miles on my car and haven't checked the brakes

FaceTime, damn my momma callin' for the eighth time
Mom is FaceTiming me for the eighth time

Ain't fine, momma I been wellin' just to save time
I'm not okay, mom, I'm just pretending to save time