Epiphany
Mushroomhead Lyrics


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Mind hemorrhage
fuckin' folding chairs in the hallway
crucified,
paralyzed,
you laugh, I cry
calculating my miscalculations
what is the sign
for I'm choking to death?
There's something caught in my throat
could it be something I've said?
Sighted blind,
Braille is fine,
two black eyes,
are you a badass or just a fuckin' asshole?
There's too much, not enough
God and dog
well I've seen a dog
I'll take my chances
and sleep like a log,
hard in the ground,
dig?
God,
dog,
God,
dog agnostic,
insomniac,




dyslexic I'm wide awake
and I'm wondering if there is a dog

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Mushroomhead's song Epiphany are complex and introspective, exploring themes of anxiety, self-doubt, and faith. The opening line, "Mind hemorrhage," is a visceral description of the intense mental anguish the singer is experiencing. The image of "folding chairs in the hallway" suggests a mundane or institutional setting, which may add to the sense of confinement or restriction the singer feels. The following lines, "crucified, paralyzed, / you laugh, I cry," evoke feelings of powerlessness and vulnerability.


The next stanza introduces the idea of "calculating my miscalculations," suggesting that the singer is caught in a cycle of self-doubt and self-blame. The line "what is the sign / for I'm choking to death?" can be interpreted both literally and metaphorically, as the singer may be feeling physically suffocated or emotionally overwhelmed. The image of something caught in the throat is a common metaphor for suppressed thoughts or feelings. The following lines, "Sighted blind, / Braille is fine, / two black eyes," suggest a struggle to communicate or be understood by others. The singer questions whether those who appear tough or intimidating are truly deserving of respect or simply acting out.


The final lines of the song, "God, / dog, / God, / dog agnostic, / insomniac, / dyslexic I'm wide awake / and I'm wondering if there is a dog," add a layer of philosophical inquiry to the mix. The singer is questioning his or her faith in a higher power, using the word "dog" as a stand-in for God. The list of unrelated descriptors suggests a scattered or restless state of mind, as the singer tries to make sense of his or her place in the world. The repetition of "God, / dog" reinforces the idea that these two concepts are closely linked in the singer's mind, and that faith and doubt are constantly at war.


Line by Line Meaning

Mind hemorrhage
My thoughts are causing me intense pain and confusion


fuckin' folding chairs in the hallway
The environment around me is mundane and unchanging


crucified
I feel trapped and helpless, like I am being punished


paralyzed
I am unable to take action or escape my situation


you laugh, I cry
While I am suffering, others are unsympathetic and even amused by my pain


calculating my miscalculations
I am reflecting on how my mistakes have led me to this point


what is the sign
What warning or symbol did I miss that could have prevented this outcome?


for I'm choking to death?
I am struggling to survive and feel like I am suffocating


There's something caught in my throat
I am cognizant that something is holding me back or causing me harm


could it be something I've said?
Did my words or actions contribute to my current situation?


Sighted blind
I can physically see, but I am mentally blind to the truth


Braille is fine
Even if I cannot perceive something visually, there are other ways to understand it


two black eyes
I have been physically hurt, perhaps violently assaulted


are you a badass or just a fuckin' asshole?
I am questioning whether the person who caused my injuries is worthy of respect or is simply cruel


There's too much, not enough
I am overwhelmed by the abundance of some things while also facing scarcity in other areas of my life


God and dog
I am contemplating the differences and similarities between faith/religion and animals/nature


well I've seen a dog
I have firsthand knowledge of an animal in the world and cannot deny its existence


I'll take my chances and sleep like a log
Despite the risks and possible dangers out there, I will try to rest soundly and not worry


hard in the ground
Death is inevitable and permanent


dig?
Do you understand the gravity and finality of death?


God
A supreme being or deity that some people believe in


dog
An animal that some people regard as close companions or even family members


God, dog agnostic
I am unsure of whether or not to believe in a god or a dog or both


insomniac, dyslexic I'm wide awake
Despite my sleep troubles and learning difficulties, I am fully alert and conscious


and I'm wondering if there is a dog
I am still pondering the existence of a canine or whether or not it has any significance to my life or beliefs




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, BMG Rights Management
Written by: STEVE R. FELTON, JEFF L. HETRICK, JASON J. POPSON, THOMAS MICHAEL SCHMITZ

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Comments from YouTube:

JPHMotorsports

The eclipse version of epiphany is my favorite song. The keyboardist is amazing

hessian Gardner

Stitch is his name

Marivi Rodriguez

This is so alive. Enjoyable music

MusicJunkie

This is beautiful.

DETROIT SHRo0MZ

He took the bands soul with him when he left

Andrew Macnaughton

Why did he leave? I've heard some baffling rumours regarding his departure. And yes i kinda have to agree with you.

DETROIT SHRo0MZ

@Andrew Macnaughton The feeling of ridicule a sense of neglect and maybe thought of being taken for granted by Steve

Andrew Macnaughton

@DETROIT SHRo0MZ shame really as the period with him aboard was the best by a long way in my opinion. he was a magician with the keys.

jake hill

Quality tune

LEGO JOEY

So awesome

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