I Hate You
Mvntana Lyrics

I be so sick of you niggas, y′all contradicting
I am tired of people who say one thing and do another.

I be so bored with myself, can you come and fuck me?
I am feeling uninterested in myself and seeking validation from others, even if it means engaging in meaningless physical encounters.

I feel so ordinary, sad when you around me
I feel plain and unremarkable when I am in your presence, and it makes me feel unhappy.

Treat me like corduroy, wear me out
You treat me like a piece of clothing, using me until I'm worn out and useless.

Arguments, you air me out
You bring up our arguments to other people or on social media, embarrassing me and making our issues public.

Trippin' ′bout your whereabouts
I'm anxious and suspicious about where you are and what you're doing.

I can't keep no conflict with you
I don't want to fight with you and I'm willing to overlook our issues to maintain a relationship with you.

Boy, can we just rub it out?
Can we please put our problems aside and have sex to temporarily distract ourselves from our issues?

I don't want no static with you, you know you my plug
I don't want any problems with you, especially since you provide me with drugs or other substances.

And I can't shake this habit, no
I'm addicted to the drugs or substances you give me, and I can't stop even though I know it's not good for me.

I've been up, baby
I have been awake and alert, thinking about our situation.

Heavy reminiscin'
I am thinking about our past experiences together in a very intense and emotional way.

Heavy on the missin' you
I really miss you and feel a deep longing for our connection.

Wish it was different than what it was (oh yeah)
I wish that things had turned out differently between us.

Lost in the lie of us
I am feeling confused and overwhelmed by our relationship, which seems to be founded on a false or distorted version of the truth.

Lost, ain't no findin' us
We are lost and disconnected from each other, and it doesn't seem possible to repair the damage.

And if you wondered if I hate you (I do)
In case you were wondering, I do hate you for the way you've treated me and for the pain you've caused me.

Shitty of you to make me feel just like this
It's terrible and unfair of you to make me feel so unhappy and frustrated in our relationship.

What I would do to make you feel just like this
I wish that you could experience the pain and suffering that you've inflicted on me.

Used to be too solid 'til you scrambled me
I used to be confident and strong until you came into my life and disrupted everything.

Used to be your rider, you mishandle me
I used to be loyal and supportive to you, but you've mistreated me and taken me for granted.

Used to be nonviolent 'til you ambushed me
I used to avoid conflict and violence until you surprised me and attacked me emotionally or physically.

Now I'm out here, silent treatment, that mean no permission (no)
I am giving you the silent treatment as a way of punishing you or expressing my disapproval, and I am not giving you permission to do anything.

Missionary gettin' borin', can you switch positions? (Yeah)
Our sex life is becoming repetitive and dull, and I am asking you to try something new or different.

Hard to save your soul, you don't ever listen, no (no)
I am having difficulty trying to help you improve your life and your behavior because you don't listen to my advice or guidance.

And if you wondered if I hate you (fuck you)
To be absolutely clear, I hate you and I have no desire to reconcile or continue our relationship.