I Miss You
N!tro Lyrics


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Six A.M. looked in the mirror
Told myself, this is the last time
I don't know who I'll be
Summer ends, lost a few smiles
Clouds take over my thoughts like a blanket
Mom tucked me in for the last time
Drove to Silverton, it's like 45
Maybe like half an hour if you drive fast
Like I do, even when Dad says no
Merle greeted me with a lick on the face and I liked it
What a cute little house is what the liar said
Got a lump in my throat 'cause I miss you guys
I don't know what I'll do about it this time
Maybe call Owen, maybe call Dad
Sunny days AZ but now I'm feelin' sad
Maybe this is how it's supposed to go
I don't know shit
I don't know
But now I'm six feet deep underwater tryna swim
Kick my legs even harder
Just to catch my breath





Got a lump in my throat 'cause I miss you guys
I don't know what I'll do about it this time

Overall Meaning

In the opening lines of N!tro's song "I Miss You," the singer reflects on a moment of introspection at six in the morning while staring in the mirror. This setting often symbolizes self-acknowledgment, and here it represents a confrontation with feelings of loss and uncertainty. The phrase "this is the last time" suggests a desire for closure, possibly indicating attempts to move forward from a painful situation but also hinting at a cycle of returning to these emotions. The mention of losing smiles as summer ends encapsulates the bittersweet transition from carefree days to a more somber reality. This imagery conveys a sense of nostalgia and sadness, as the singer grapples with the change in mood that accompanies the end of summer, which might parallel personal relationships and memories that have faded or become strained.


As the lyrics progress, the singer’s reflections conjure a vivid journey to Silverton, emphasizing both physical and emotional distance. The mention of driving fast against parental advice illustrates a rebellious spirit, which can be interpreted as an attempt to escape or outrun lingering feelings of grief or melancholy. The appearance of Merle, presumably a dog, brings a moment of warmth and affection—a stark contrast to the underlying sadness expressed throughout. The term “cute little house” might evoke memories of childhood or family, signaling a lie told to protect or mask the harsh realities that the singer is facing. The lump in his throat signifies the buildup of emotion that accompanies longing and makes it difficult to reconcile with the profound sense of absence felt for those he misses.


The refrain of missing “you guys” underscores the emotional core of the song, highlighting that the connections with loved ones are irreplaceable and deeply felt. The contemplation of reaching out to Owen or Dad suggests an inclination to reconnect but is also tinged with hesitation and uncertainty. This moment of realization demonstrates a struggle between wanting to reach out for comfort and feeling unprepared to confront the pain of loss again. The phrase “Sunny days AZ but now I’m feelin' sad” juxtaposes the optimism associated with Arizona's sun-filled days against the singer’s current state of despair, emphasizing the theme that external circumstances cannot dictate internal feelings. It raises questions about how geographic and emotional landscapes intertwine, showing that even in places that should evoke happiness, sorrow can linger.


The concluding lines plunge into deep emotional reflection, with the metaphor of being “six feet deep underwater” presenting an intense depiction of drowning in grief. Here, the singer conveys a sense of desperation and exhaustion, navigating through the depths of his feelings while struggling to stay afloat. The image of "kicking my legs even harder" to catch a breath serves as a powerful metaphor for resilience amidst overwhelming sorrow, symbolizing an effort to reclaim joy or solace. Ultimately, the acknowledgment that he doesn’t know what he’ll do signifies the raw vulnerability present throughout the song, suggesting that while he navigates through grief, he is also aware of his limitations and the uncertainty of moving forward. This blend of familiar comfort and haunting loss allows listeners to resonate with their experiences of longing and the complexities of emotional connections.


Line by Line Meaning

Six A.M. looked in the mirror
At dawn, I confronted myself in the reflection, seeking clarity.


Told myself, this is the last time
I reassured myself that this moment marks a turning point, a final opportunity for change.


I don't know who I'll be
I feel uncertain about my future identity and the person I will become.


Summer ends, lost a few smiles
As the season turns, I realize I've let go of joy and happiness along the way.


Clouds take over my thoughts like a blanket
My mind is shrouded in negativity and worry, suffocating my clarity.


Mom tucked me in for the last time
I reminisce about the comfort of maternal care, realizing that those moments are now gone.


Drove to Silverton, it's like 45
I traveled to a familiar place, measuring distance with nostalgia rather than time.


Maybe like half an hour if you drive fast
With urgency, I reflect that I can shorten the journey if I push myself.


Like I do, even when Dad says no
I defiantly choose my own path, disregarding my father's disapproval.


Merle greeted me with a lick on the face and I liked it
My pet welcomed me affectionately, reminding me of innocent joy amidst turmoil.


What a cute little house is what the liar said
A deceptive sense of charm about my surroundings belies the emotional turmoil I feel.


Got a lump in my throat 'cause I miss you guys
Emotion overwhelms me as I deeply long for the companionship of loved ones.


I don't know what I'll do about it this time
I feel lost and confused, uncertain of how to cope with my emotional pain.


Maybe call Owen, maybe call Dad
I contemplate reaching out to family, seeking connection and support.


Sunny days AZ but now I'm feelin' sad
Even in bright, beautiful surroundings, my heart is heavy with sorrow.


Maybe this is how it's supposed to go
I ponder whether this struggle is a natural part of life’s cycle.


I don't know shit
I confront my ignorance and uncertainty about life and my feelings.


I don't know
The weight of confusion persists, leaving me feeling lost.


But now I'm six feet deep underwater tryna swim
I feel overwhelmed by my emotions, struggling to keep my head above water.


Kick my legs even harder
I’m exerting all my energy in a desperate attempt to stay afloat.


Just to catch my breath
My sole aim is to find relief and clarity from the suffocating weight of my grief.


Got a lump in my throat 'cause I miss you guys
The ache of longing for my friends and family resurfaces, making it hard to speak.


I don't know what I'll do about it this time
I remain at a loss, facing my loneliness without a clear path forward.




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Carson Giberson

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Comments from YouTube:

@texmex321

This song makes me so happy. It just makes me want to go back in my past and relive all the good moments that made life feel so gorgeous when I was younger. I can never go back :’)

@SVTOKO

2023 🔥🔥

@jphil8134

2022

@AJSagar7373

it’s 2017 and i still listen to this

@firstnamelastname7518

AJ Sagar yasss

@firstnamelastname7518

I wish he kept at it with this genre, sighs

@jarredfitzgerald7437

What even happened to this dude

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