Provider
N*E*R*D Lyrics


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(Hey) Woke up I had the same clothes on
I had on last night (damn)
I must have passed out (wake up)
And cash is just like the clothes I worn yesterday
We are broke (damn)
I gotta get my ass out (so)
I went to see what my friend was talking about (drugs)
He told me cocaine would get you clout (uh huh)
My momma said he's trouble and schools my route (uh huh)
But I went to high school and got kicked out (yeah)
So I'm driving this truck down the 95 (woo)
I pray to God I make it home alive
I don't get pulled over by the man (damn)
I just want to make it home to hold your hand (uh)

Goodbye, beloved one
Do you know what I am?
If you don't see my face no more
I'm a provider girl, gotta face the streets tonight
Ohh, ohh

Goodbye, beloved one
Do you know what I am?
If you don't see my face no more
I'm a rider, girl gotta face the streets tonight
Ohh, ohh

You say you don't want me to go but I have to (I gotta go)
Please don't weep (ayy)
I love you (don't cry)

I refuse to be a bum (naw)
Especially coming where I'm from
I'm a provider girl
And I love you (hey, hey)
So it's just like I said before
Heading down 95
Dodging Johnny Law
I don't need a ticket though I never got one
If he pulls me over he can feel my shotgun
I think about life pull down my hat
It's just like this road I don't know where I'm at
I don't want to be another cocaine story
Will I find my sanity ?
Where I find my glory ?
Come on (huh?)

Goodbye, beloved one
Do you know what I am?
If you don't see my face no more
I'm a provider girl, gotta face the streets tonight (listen, baby)
Ohh, ohh

Goodbye, beloved one
Do you know what I am?
If you don't see my face no more
I'm a rider, girl gotta face the streets tonight
Ohh, ohh (ayy)

Someday, someday, this will be over (over)
We'll raise a family (family)
I'll get a job and I'll be a voter (voter)
But if I die (no, no, no)
It will change you (change you)
I watch over our family
But only as an angel (angel)

So don't tell me you don't know what you see
When you're looking at a motherfucker just like me
I'm a provider girl (I know you)(hey, listen)
I said don't tell me you don't know what you see
When you're looking at a motherfucker just like me
I'm a rider girl (yeah)(oh)

Goodbye, beloved one
Do you know what I am?
If you don't see my face no more
I'm a provider girl, gotta face the streets tonight (I gotta go)
Ohh, ohh

Goodbye, beloved one
Do you know what I am?
If you don't see my face no more
I'm a rider, girl gotta face the streets tonight (I love you baby, I'll be back)
Ohh, ohh (listen)(someday)

I love you girl
I'm doing this for us
I don't know any better




What am I supposed to do?
Nothing, I love you

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to N*E*R*D's song Provider are about the struggles of trying to make it in life, feeling broke, and being tempted by drugs. The song is told from the perspective of someone who is trying to provide for their loved ones and make a better life for themselves, but is faced with challenges and obstacles along the way. The lyrics describe the character waking up in the same clothes they wore the night before, feeling broke and desperate, and turning to drugs to try to gain some kind of clout or success.


Despite the warnings of their mother and the troubles they faced in high school, the character is determined to be a provider and not a bum. They are driving down the highway, hoping to make it home safely and hold their loved one's hand. The chorus repeats the phrase "Goodbye beloved one, do you know what I am?" as a way of acknowledging the sacrifices that are made in order to provide for those you love.


The song's overall message is one of hope, determination, and sacrifice. It tells the story of someone who is working hard to make a better life for themselves and their loved ones, even in the face of adversity.


Line by Line Meaning

Woke up I had the same clothes on I had on last night
I woke up realizing I passed out and still have the same clothes on from last night.


Damn
Expressing frustration or disappointment about the situation.


And cash is just like the clothes I worn yesterday
Money is in the same situation as my clothes from yesterday, meaning we have none left.


We are broke
We don't have any money and are struggling financially.


Damn
Frustration and disappointment about the financial struggle.


I gotta get my ass out
I need to take action and find a way to improve my financial situation.


I went to see what my friend was talking about
I went to see what my friend was saying about a possible solution to our financial problems.


Drugs
Possible solution to our financial problems through illegal means that might destroy our lives.


He told me cocaine would get you clout
My friend told me that cocaine could give us the status we desire.


My momma said he's trouble and schools my route
My mother warned me that my friend is a bad influence and education is the right path for me to take.


But I went to high school and got kicked out
Although I attended high school, I was expelled from school.


So I'm driving this truck down the 95
I'm currently driving my truck on the highway.


I pray to God I make it home alive
I fear that something might happen to me while driving and pray to reach home safely.


I don't get pulled over by the man
I hope to avoid getting stopped by the law enforcement officer.


I just want to make it home to hold your hand
I just want to reach home safely and be with my loved one.


Goodbye beloved one
Parting words to a loved one.


Do you know what I am
Questioning if the loved one understands his situation.


If you don't see my face no more
If he dies, she would not see him again.


I'm a provider girl, gotta face the streets tonight
He is a provider, but he has to take to the streets and face the struggles of life to provide for his loved one.


You say you don't want me to go but I have to
Although she doesn't want him to leave, he has no other option but to leave.


Please don't weep
Requesting her not to cry.


I love you
A declaration of love to the loved one.


I refuse to be a bum
He doesn't want to be a failure or beggar in life.


Especially coming where I'm from
His tough upbringing motivates him not to fail.


And I love you
His love for the loved one fuels his motivation to succeed.


So it's just like I said before
Reinforcing his earlier statements.


Heading down ninety five
Driving down the highway.


Dodging Johnny law
Trying to avoid getting caught by the law enforcement officer.


I don't need a ticket though I never got one
He doesn't want to get a ticket from a police officer.


If he pulls me over
If the police officer stops him.


He can feel my shotgun
He threatens the police officer with a shotgun if they get too aggressive.


I think about life pull down my hat
He thinks about his life struggles and pulls down his hat to hide his emotions from others.


It's just like this road I don't know where I'm at
He is in a state of confusion about his life and is uncertain about his future.


I don't want to be another cocaine story
He doesn't want his life to be ruined by drugs like others.


Will I find my sanity
He questions whether he will ever find peace of mind.


Where I find my glory
He wonders where his success and happiness lie.


Someday, someday, this will be over
He hopes to overcome his struggles someday.


We'll raise a family
He hopes to start a family with his loved one when they overcome their struggles.


I'll get a job and I'll be a voter
He hopes to get a job and vote, signifying a better and normal lifestyle.


And if I die
In case of his death.


It will change you
His death will affect his loved one emotionally and socially.


I watch over a family
He will watch over his loved ones after his death, like an angel.


But only as an angel
He can only watch over them as an angel after his death.


So don't tell me you don't know what you see
He challenges those who might judge him based on his appearance.


When you're looking at a motherfucker just like me
Referring to himself as a 'motherfucker' to imply he is not any different from others with a similar background.


I'm a provider girl
Reiterating that he is a provider for his loved one.


I said don't tell me you don't know what you see
Reiterating that he is sensitive to the way others perceive him.


I'm a rider girl
He is a fighter and survivor who will do whatever it takes to provide for his loved one.


I love you girl
A final declaration of love to the loved one.


I'm doing this for us
Doing everything he can to provide for them as a couple or family.


I don't know any better
He has limited knowledge and resources to make things better for them.


What am I supposed to do
He feels helpless and unsure about his future.


Nothing I love you
Despite everything, he still loves his partner.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Sentric Music, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Chad Hugo, Pharrell Williams

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aMy O

This is so damn beautiful. Like I can’t describe it, it’s just liquid gold that you can only enjoy with your ears

Emphasize

Zero 7 = amazing music! N.E.R.D. = amazing music! Zero 7 + N.E.R.D. = Heaven sent blessing :)

killerwale44

N.E.R.D and these chill mixes defined my middle school life, man it has been a long time.

Kivon Rahim

Preach

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This is one of those rear moments when the remix is better than the original.

Ms. Blaileen

No question...superior to the original. Has a lot more soul.

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Rare...

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Erich von Falkenhayn

This song was on a chill out compilation that I bought at a Best Buy back in ‘05 I think. This song comes into my head randomly through the years.. but I’ll always remember this song blasting in the car speakers driving around on a cool Saturday night. Man, the memories!

I hope you all live some dope ass, blessed lives. Cheers, friends.

Josh M

8 years later and this is still as good as the first time i heard it :)

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