NF is the stage name of rapper and composer Nate Feuerstein from Gladwin, M… Read Full Bio ↴NF is the stage name of rapper and composer Nate Feuerstein from Gladwin, Michigan. Feuerstein endured a hardship-filled childhood in which his parents divorced, his mother's boyfriend physically abused him, and his mother eventually killed herself. Music was his escape, and he began recording songs on a karaoke machine, with instrumentals on one microphone and his raps in the other. Placing second in a nationwide Fine Arts Festival rap competition in 2008, and first in Michigan the following year, he independently released a debut album, Moments, in 2010. The album attracted the attention of Xist Music, which signed him to a recording deal in 2012, by which time Feuerstein had taken on the stage name NF. The label announced the release of an EP that same year, but it never appeared, and NF and Xist parted ways. NF spent the next two years looking for a label and working with local producer Tommee Profitt in his studio; they came up with the song "Wake Up," which convinced Capitol Christian Music Group to sign him. CMG released a six-song (including a Manny Marroquin remix of "Wake Up") self-titled EP late in the summer of 2014. His debut album, Mansion, was released in early 2015 and reached number 62 on the Billboard 200 while topping the Christian Albums chart. The aptly titled Therapy Session followed in 2016 and also topped the Christian Albums chart with its raw emotions and honest lyrics. The following Summer saw the release of the singles "Outro" and "Green Lights", in anticipation of the arrival of his third studio long player, Perception, which dropped later that October. NF achieved mainstream popularity in 2017 with Perception; the album charted at number one in the United States and was certified platinum, while its third single, "Let You Down", reached number twelve on the U.S. Billboard Hot 100, and was a top-ten hit internationally. He achieved similar commercial success with his follow-up The Search (2019). Feuerstein's most recent album, Hope, released on April 7, 2023, had commercial success and peaked at number 2 on the US Billboard 200.

Hate Myself
NF Lyrics

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Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not my worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless

And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I'm scared because

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself

When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of NF's song "Hate Myself" highlight the pain of self-hatred and feeling misunderstood. The artist struggles to see himself in a positive light and believes that it makes it difficult for him to help others. He speaks of praying to God and feeling hopeless, implying that he has lost faith in himself and the world around him. The artist touches on the dark thoughts that come with self-loathing, such as late-night thoughts of suicide.

Throughout the song, the artist describes feelings of worthlessness and feeling like he is at war with peace. He talks about waking up every morning feeling like he is not worth much, and his core beliefs being challenged by his own negative thoughts. He also highlights the irony of feeling wealthy but still needing help, illustrating that emotional and mental health cannot be bought with money. The artist even admits to throwing love away and digging through the trash for drugs, painting a vivid picture of how self-hatred can lead to self-destructive behavior.

Overall, "Hate Myself" is a powerful and honest depiction of the pain of self-hatred and its impact on one's life.

Line by Line Meaning

I don't see you like I should
I am not able to see you in the true light

You look so misunderstood
You appear to be someone who is not what people think you are

And I wish I could help
I desire to be able to support and assist you

But it's hard when I hate myself
But my self-esteem issues make it tough for me to help others

Pray to God with my arms open
With a heartfelt plea, I reach out to a higher power

If this is it, then I feel hopeless
I feel utterly despondent if this is all there is to life

And I wish I could help
I still wish I could assist, even when feeling hopeless

But it's hard when I hate myself
But it's tough to help when I cannot stand myself

Late nights are the worst for me
Night time brings out the worst in me

They bring out the worst in me
It amplifies the negative thoughts and feelings inside me

Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
My thoughts are racing, making me feel like thinking is physically painful

If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
If this is what I set out to achieve, it's not worth it, there has to be something better

All the core beliefs
All my fundamental beliefs and values

And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
Every day I wake up feeling unworthy due to an internal battle against inner peace

Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
I feel like I'm going to Hell, and I'm merely a shell of my true self

Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
I view myself as someone who is insignificant and weak

It's kinda weird
It's strange and confusing

Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
Recently the only way for me to find peace is by drinking alcohol

That's more deceit, more defeat
But that's not a sustainable solution, it's only temporary and counterproductive

Is this really what I'm born to be?
Is this my true purpose in life?

That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
That is the result of thinking I'm different from others

So poor, but I'm so wealthy
I may be financially poor, but I'm wealthy in other ways

Need help, but you can't help me
Despite needing assistance, others are unable to aid me

What else can the world sell me?
What else can the world offer me to fix my problems?

Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
Even after being told falsehoods, I still believe them to be true

But it's not healthy
This is not a healthy mindset to have

Late nights get the best of me
Night time has a significant negative impact on me

They know how to get to me
It knows precisely how to bring me down

Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
Suicidal thoughts are frequent and come and go like an unwelcome visitor

But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
I don't want to end my life; I just want some respite from my troubles

So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
Please don't try to talk to me about how great you think my life is

What is success when hope has left you
What is the use of success when one has lost all hope?

I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
I'm not perfect, and I'm struggling with the same issues repeatedly

Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
I'm tired of doing interviews because I don't like myself

Come across like it's so easy
I may appear to have it all figured out, but it's not that simple

But I feel like you don't need me
I believe that I am not needed by anyone

When I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like others don't require my presence

Then I feel like you don't see me
I feel invisible and unnoticed

And my life has no meaning, drain me
I feel like my life is pointless and draining

Hands out, tryna ask for love
I'm trying to seek love and affection from others

But when I get it, I just pass it up
But when I receive it, I don't know how to accept it

Throw it away and think about it later
I discard the affection and contemplate it later

Diggin' through the trash for drugs
I turn to some substance abuse to cope with my problems

Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I wish I could provide for your needs, but I'm unable to

I'm scared because
I'm fearful because

I walk through the ashes of my passions
I go through the remnants of my desires

Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
I recall past memories, carrying my problems alone.

Get lost in the questions I can't answer
I feel lost, questioning what I cannot comprehend

Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
I don't like the person I've become, but it doesn't seem to make a difference

We scream to be free, but I stay captured
We yearn to be free, but I'm continuously bound

Knee-deep in defeat of my actions
I'm in a state of profound disappointment due to my actions

Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
I'm weak and unable to find inner peace

Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
The voice inside my head is trying to help, but I'm unable to listen

Hate myself
I have a strong sense of self-loathing

But it's hard when I hate myself
It's challenging to overcome personal struggles and assist others when I don't like myself

Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Capitol CMG Publishing
Written by: Nate Feuerstein, Tommee Profitt

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@briancorbett4128

6y↑4.5K

Lyrics from genius
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

[Verse 1]
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak"
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy

[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

[Verse 2]
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you?
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I'm scared because

[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

[Verse 3]
I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it

[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself

[Outro]
When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself

@silverxlightningx262

5y↑38

John-Tyler Trefil FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE COME HERE TO LISTEN TO THIS AND FEEL DEPRESSED,

please. listen to me. i know from experience and so do millions of people !!

omg i swear, it DOES get better and even if you have nothing at all, come to the comments of a sad song and connect with all the other people experiencing the same feelings and struggles and you !!

whatever you experience in life, you will never be alone - there are 7 billion people on the earth, you are one of them - how incredible is that ?! you are living, breathing, you have endless possibilities !!

you are trapped in a horrible, depressed but if you try to make one difference and you cut off or escape toxic things in your life then you have to power to change !!

you are so beautiful and even though i don’t even know you i want to reach out to everyone feeling so terrible. when i am older, i hope to work with mental health helpline or charities ect. i want it make someone else’s life better - please hold on, it ALWAYS gets better but you just cannot see that right now because you are blinded but this sick, nasty things called depression !!

i am begging you so much to hold on,

life IS BEAUTIFUL but you can’t see it because of your unfortunate circumstances.

if you hate your life, change it, as much as you can !!!

you, more than anyone, has the power to do that !!

you won’t believe me because i haven’t explained it very well😂 but coming from someone who went through a terrible mental health time and came out the other side with an extremely healthy lifestyle and mind and immense appreciation for life and opportunities, i am telling you that life gets better !!

please seek help and please help yourself, there are so many people willing to help you get through your struggles!!

please, hold on ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ if anyone is struggling, talk to the other people in the comments - they are here alongside you for the same reason xxxxxxxx <3

you are loved by people and i can not tell you enough how much your death would impact people around you as well as your community of you killed yourself. DO. NOT. DO. IT.

IF YOU ARE GOING THROUGH HELL, KEEP GOING AND PROVE THAT YOU WILL NOT BE DEFEATED !!!

there is so much more out there than you can see and if you just give life one more chance - completely start over, mentally, physically, environmentally, socially, whatever !! but don’t kill yourself it will never have been worth it

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@arn3107

4y↑22

some of that is not true, it can't be
you don't ruin everything, don't berate yourself for the mistakes you make, the world is already there to do that, don't do it yourself, sometimes it's not even a mistake
and even if it is (that's a big if), noone is perfect, noone is good at everything EVERYONE makes mistakes, and EVERYONE, including YOU do good, have potential, can be more, can do more, are more than they think they are.

you hate how you look, sound
why? cuz you were born that way? if yeah, don't think about it, not worth your worry or time, you can't change it. be proud of who you are, please.

you hate your personality, but why? it's just who you are? improve where you can, don't worry about anything else, you are PERFECT the way you are, you don't need to meet stupid society standards (no offense)

you hate how everyone leaves you
me too lol
ok, seriously though, it happens when you are a special person and have trouble getting along with the mass, but it's not your fault, so again, not your fault. maybe look around for friends that would be willing to stick with you. there are a lot people who care about you.

you'll never be good enough? who told you that? society? who cares about what they expect you to do? you meet your own standards, you do you. and you can do anything you want, you can be anything you want, don't let anyone tell you any different.

you say you are disappointing everyone, but you are probably not, believe me
also, you don't necessarily have to meet their expectations, you are probably not even supposed to.

also you are not alone, you never were, you never will be, God is with you, others are too <3

you say you do things the wrong way, who cares? you do you, improve where you want to, as long as it doesn't hurt yourself or anyone else, it's fine.

https://youtu.be/ZGGz4iJp9P0

if none of this helps, please don't hate yourself, please learn to love yourself, and know that many love you, please stay determined <3

@MusicLover-oh2zh

4y↑1.6K

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

Yeah, -- late nights are the worst for me --
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me --
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
Or go to Hell, -- welcome to the corpse of me
Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
It's kinda weird --
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That's more deceit, -- more defeat --
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique --
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy -----

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

Yeah, -- late nights get the best of me --
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts -- come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success -- when hope has left you
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! --
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me --
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I'm scared because ----

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless

And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself

All comments from YouTube:

@OryxTheBaconKing

6y↑28.3K

"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, I just want to get relief"
That one really hit me HARD

@janaearmstead4280

6y↑231

Relatable

@phillipsmith3353

6y↑307

Me too buddy. But it gets better. Itll always be hard but well make it

@MrsBethany1107

6y↑127

Thanks for pointing that line out.

@justmudkip2681

6y↑74

Relatable

@EntertainedOrNot

6y↑112

Same... if I could commit I'd be successful or dead...

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@brightgaming2397

4y↑19K

"The mirror is my best friend because when i cry it doesn't laugh" - Unknown

@anjanaagrawal468

4y↑527

Damn that's deep and true😓

@andersonf1720

4y↑622

That was Charlie Chaplin when he was depressed after his career was ruined.

@Rinlein

4y↑409

This is true...😔
I have a best friend but she doesn't understand me.
And all my Friends broke me...😔
Sorry is anything wrong with my Grammer because normally I speak german.

@Unknown-ng5ey

4y↑66

So true

@georgianamarisaionita1668

4y↑119

wow, I never though of this. Even my sister laughs when I cry...

297 More Replies...

@ChristianJohnsonPL

5y↑10.4K

“I don’t wanna die, I just wanna get relief” someone finally put this feeling into words.

@jessicaanddonnie669

5y↑25

YES

@alfonslindg

5y↑25

@@bumblebee8120 Gotta love when that happens

@tomasveres5066

5y↑9

🙌

@pinkink6356

5y↑20

Very relatable. :(

@spectrumaura447

5y↑25

It’s true but don’t give up

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@randomgamer8733

1y↑450

"when I feel like you don't need me I feel like you don't see me and then my life has no meaning"

That hits scarily close to home for me

@nic3445

38w↑1

It really does though

@davem8582

37w

Same

@I_like_pickles789

34w↑1

Same, I had a friend that a came very attached to, she was the best person I could ask for until she was having mental problems. Then she started holding grudges and refused to let me have an opportunity to learn from my mistakes and kept saying we shouldn’t be friends any more because of how depressing things have gotten, even though that could have been easily changed which I said. I felt like my life had no purpose anymore. Fortunately, I eventually let go of her because she refused to change her attitude. That was close to a month ago I believe and I am still suffering from depression, anxiety, panic attacks, etc, every single day, but I’m praying for the brighter days. I’ll be honest I cried a little bit from thinking about her from this comment.

@Emma-re6vb

10w

❤

@Ex_T.J

4y↑5.8K

“The worst feeling is when you feel like your annoying the person you want to talk too”-Unknown

@josegomez-lj6fi

4y↑55

That hit.

@Mari1432a

4y↑93

that hit hard
really really hard
when all you need is someone to talk to but you feel like you are anoying them by always asking to talk

@n.o_n.a.m.e

4y↑68

Turns out I was annoying the person I wanted to talk too

They said it to my face

@risingphoenixstudios7368

4y↑28

I need to talk to someone who won’t judge me for being me I act like I’m perfect and nothing is wrong with my life

@Ex_T.J

4y↑19

@@n.o_n.a.m.e them I’m sorry it always has to happen with the people that you love the most

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@gin.590

6y↑2.3K

"Don't want to die, I just want relief"

PARALYZED- "I'm scared to live, I'm scared to die"

@mikeock-g3s

6y↑38

"I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die" *

@nhailaturner104

6y↑6

too* too* too*too*

@draganab02

6y↑23

Nhaila Turner to is the right one😄

@mikeock-g3s

6y↑8

@@draganab02 yea lol

@deltazeta3779

6y↑9

NF has come quite a way to understanding himself...

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@ettarose70

4y↑5.4K

“Depression is being colorblind, and constantly being told how colorful the world is” - Atticus

@la5830

4y↑20

💯

@gl6790

4y↑28

i love this man <3

@christinekho5754

4y↑9

@Isabel Linares yeah that's what I thought lol

@potatolord160

4y↑9

That's 100% true...

@Greywoman

4y↑13

@Keksmo you such an amazing person for saying this

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@joshuatoledo3048

11w↑5

Crazy how this is one of his best flows too. "ask for love" "pass it up" "trash for drugs" "scared because" the scheme is crazy

@breeanashaw1732

5y↑3.6K

They say when your depressed and you tell someone you just want attention

But how are you supposed to get help if you don't ask........

@erickrogmann1881

5y↑93

@@ella4953 being a working dude its hard to find time. Then when you do have the time you feel so drained of being depressed you just want to sleep.

It's like a cage that I could open with effort but outside that cage is giant mountain to climb. With one slip up I'll fall back In that cage...

@t.e.freaper7801

5y↑58

A therapist is 200$ an hour I cannot afford that shit

@lespaulcustom7309

5y↑18

@@erickrogmann1881 dude I know the feeling. It's work. But you are worth it. When I first started going to counseling I would return home to the same depressing room. And just feel so overwhelmed with life. But I kept going even on the days that I would make excuses. And by building the foundation. I kept going. Cratering the trust. To be able to talk about real life. Like I said b4 it's work. But it's necessary for me to stay in a better place. Not saying that all the problems go away. Far from it. But it helps
Eric Krogmann you are in my prayers brother. God bless. You worth it. FACT!!

@Cagy115

5y↑8

@@t.e.freaper7801 thats facts

@Dan-cc3iq

5y↑3

Right

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@diamondust2054

6y↑18.9K

i googled "i hate myself" because i didn't know what to do anymore and this popped up. now i found this album and it hits so hard. glad my self deprecation at least led me to find some good music lmao

@embrvii.

6y↑374

You're first time listening to nf?

@diamondust2054

6y↑262

Emberrr might have listened to some of his songs earlier but i don't remember it lol

@embrvii.

6y↑193

@@diamondust2054 listen to his other songs and albums dont just listen to this one song

@diamondust2054

6y↑190

Emberrr yeah i've listened to this whole album several times already, and as i said, it hits hard

@embrvii.

6y↑179

@@diamondust2054 listen to therapy session

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@TheMetalTempestYT

6y↑4.9K

Is it me, or does NF sound more vulnerable on this record and more open? Like his vocals are more cracked, more high. Really seems like he's becoming more and more of him, less of his angry persona he sometimes puts on. He really feels like this is his most out there effort now.
Edit: If anyone's interested, I reviewed NF's new album, haha. cheers! :)

@linzym.nunezc.1207

6y↑171

YES, completely, he sounds more comfortable/confident, he really knows what he's doing now and I'm living for it.

@4kvzn

6y↑97

He does, but also he handed 2 of his balloons (burdens) to the guy behind the curtain in leave me alone

@melissamckelvy3273

6y↑41

Yes. I like both sides of him in his songs. He does a lot of music like this actually. The one that blew up lately seemed aggressive. But I love both. ☺

@rooneymarie438

6y↑43

So vulnerable.....and that's so hard for him! I feel every single word he says. It hurts.

@kelseyy7159

J Morris the Review Guy 💯💯

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@SmallAndSoft

11w↑8

Hello. My name is Thea... NFs music saved me and gave me a outlet to dump my tears and anger and regrets inside or on the wall. Im not religious in any way but this HELPS ME. im balling listening to this right now remembering what i felt and where i was in life. I HAD NO HOPE! HE is and was my hope! NF GOT ME HERE! years later! Im clean and in love 😭 I no longer hate myself

@zlatinailieva1100

10w↑1

It’s crazy how so many people feel the same way at the same time…It makes you think about how fake is everything around us, but at the same time your not the only one feeling like this. Stay strong 🫶🏼

@timothysimmons740

6y↑8.5K

This entire album hits a little to close to home...

@jailagoss5230

6y↑42

Timothy Simmons for real😑

@electricpuddle1320

6y↑61

Especially trauma that got me shook

@ThePurpleGuyy

6y↑61

Hey, I know I'm a stranger on the internet but if you need to talk then I'm here for you

@kdfkdf1711

6y↑18

Yep. Always with nf. Sigh.

@davidmalachi3786

6y↑16

Each of the video drops for this album have perfectly correlated to my life at the time and I’m like 🤯.

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@brightgaming2397

4y↑2.4K

"The saddest part of life is when the person who gave you memories becomes a memory" - Unknown

@clementkamau9729

4y↑9

sad 😔

@TheTruthFadeswithTime28

4y↑20

It is sad to think that the last time you saw someone might actually be the last time.

@TheTruthFadeswithTime28

4y↑11

@deron underwood I know what you mean. Most of my "friends" put little effort into friendships. I have 2 close friends and they do not even live in the same State as me. It is hard to tell when people actually really appreciate your friendship and presence. Be well

@wonder2544

4y↑2

It nearly hurt but every time I look at your Pfp I start dying of laughter

@willfulleopard2531

4y↑3

Naurto

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@animetigerz1103

4y↑3.4K

Eyes: CLOSED
NF: ON
World: OFF

@bryanmena955

4y↑13

Yesss

@promisemewborn4858

4y↑4

F the world

@guesty139

4y↑11

I just wanna end it all

@ZarTeeQ

4y↑7

@@promisemewborn4858 f the World f what people think

@promisemewborn4858

4y↑4

@@ZarTeeQ yes you get me🖤

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@richardburke4250

1y↑118

1:38 “Suicide thought come and go like a guest to me” these lines I relate too so much, that’s why this is my fav NF song

@spinner3107

30w

my fav is harley quinn

@spinner3107

30w

and joker

@spinner3107

30w

and justin beiieber

@idiotwithaknife-_-963

4y↑3.7K

"Depression is living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that wants to die" -unknown

@jakeeclipse9265

4y↑34

Why is that true for me i feel like that too

@lyricalmike7162

4y↑2

I recommend you ask Saint Dymphna for a prayer of intercession.

@lyricalmike7162

4y↑8

@Keksmo Stop with this shameless advertising.

@lyricalmike7162

4y↑3

@Keksmo Why do you keep spamming this same message?

@lyricalmike7162

4y↑5

@Keksmo How is spamming the same message helping anyone?

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@bdubs9946

6y↑5.7K

“don’t want do die, I just want relief”— this gave me so many chills. don’t give up, it will get better <3

@queenlunagirl1423

6y↑33

Brody Dean I felt that

@carinak2388

6y↑62

😞 I love him so much and pray he finds relief and everyone else does too

@loganwest793

6y↑14

Gonna cry

@dynastyperez6627

6y↑17

This is amazing

@instinctxon7923

6y↑13

That hit hard 😟

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@m4ttd0tc0m

5y↑1.8K

"But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief."

well if he didn't hit how i feel head on...

@Brian-ph6of

5y↑9

I'm here if you need a friend. I'm always willing to listen

@captaincookieslap4105

5y↑6

"Keep speaking to me but I can't have it." Hits me way harder for some reason.

@LetterToJuice

5y↑2

@Gravitrax well if u die im gonna be sad so dont die for me please

@sircassie891

5y↑5

God is relief. I can say He is the only thing that keeps me alive. He is the only reason I live today.

@nusratbi6916

5y↑2

💜

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@ac1cognitive921

1y↑20

The first time I heard this song I was having an awful depressive spiral. My OCD, Depression, Anxiety, and disassociation was in full swing almost all at the same time. I even had thoughts about drinking to ease the pain, just to get relief, despite my personal vow to never drink alcohol, ever. I just broke and decided to play this song. I remember it still. I started to break down as I listened to the song, but the moment "Feeling like the only way for me to get away is if I poured a drink." The moment I heard that verse, I broke. I just started uncontrollably crying and sobbing. All of the pain I had came out. Everything just hurt. Everything hurt in such a deep, intimate level. I cried for over an hour, just letting it out. Ever since that day, I have started healing a bit more. This song in my opinion, changed my life. It saved me. This song encapsulates my life to such a degree that hearing it even now still hurts.

Thank you NF for making this song, for sharing your pain.

@placefeature5329

12w

I hope youre better now!

@nicole2046

4y↑5K

“Smile, because it’s easier than explaining what’s killing you on the inside” -the joker.

@obilombernadine6877

4y↑48

Exactly me

@peopleareboring8737

4y↑47

Me holding in tears: person: are you okay-? Me: balling my eyes out

@priyanand2796

4y↑7

@Hunter Varney wtf- 👀

@tiredtobias

4y↑3

@Hunter Varney so deep

@jackolantern4899

4y↑31

“Never stop dreaming.” Freddy Krueger

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@miaa8075

4y↑4.1K

It’s pretty sad when you can relate more to a person you have never met then the people you have known your whole life

@counterdopper148

4y↑50

I care about you and i hope that you become well soon and stay safe

@dezi6445

4y↑20

I agree. That’s the only reason I’m on the internet tbh. Love your pfp by the way!

@hihiiamapie9523

4y↑7

I know

@zaldybagus6178

4y↑3

Relatable

@192OOIDJJ3

4y↑2

🙋🏽‍♂️

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@shawnyoung1869

6y↑3.4K

All you're fans are proud man everyone's got demons takes alot to admit that keep living life and enjoying the small things

@louie_sayshey

6y↑27

Thats the damn truth man

@krysmartin1496

6y↑7

That’s the truth!

@et_luke897

6y↑8

Your*

@starscream007

6y↑6

your*

@dylan87sf64

6y↑4

Your* otherwise it reads "all you are fans are proud man..."

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@kimkuff4783

5y↑10.4K

Depressed people don't want to die they just want a different life

@quinten382

4y↑374

True. Suicides is just helplessness. Seeing no other way out.

@ofticosul5860

4y↑230

I never wanted another life. I just wanted changing

@ambermunoz7040

4y↑48

I really do

@alexishalla245

4y↑132

I just want to fix the life i have...

@lmaocherry2471

4y↑23

Yeah

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@axlereno6215

6y↑5.7K

Other rappers: I'm gonna rap about drugs, guns, sex, and violence because that's what kids are growing up with and can relate to.

NF: hold my heart

@blackknightofmarma1892

6y↑31

Well, he did mention drugs.

@missingnature444

6y↑44

@@blackknightofmarma1892 all I have, how could you leave us is were I heard pills that all I remember

@danielderma3473

6y↑41

He means that they rap about taking drugs the whole time

@danielderma3473

6y↑24

Also I thought he was letting his heart air out

@blackknightofmarma1892

6y↑7

2:02

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@luexie213

6y↑2.6K

NF is the only rapper who makes me say: Relatable

@Meliboiskulls

6y↑3

same here

@samiisamii3862

6y↑4

Honestly yeah

@miaclinton2592

6y↑10

This dude ain’t heard tyler Joseph

@dakodareid3807

6y↑3

None y'all heard of K.A.A.N. have you. Dudes a poet who raps

@lelee0204

Same

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@giannieroste7330

1y↑24

When you hate yourself too, it seems like there is no hope left, because in the end you don't even care about yourself anymore. And this is very dangerous, unfortunately

@no-fc9tp

6y↑1.2K

Its hard to save someone from drowning when you're drowning, too.

@carriedarkpoetry9751

6y↑12

no Yeah.. 💔

@averyholdeman6698

6y↑12

no i'm crying so hard right now.

@logangaines8827

5y↑10

Yeah it's VERY difficult

@wandagrajeda9232

5y↑7

This should be note-worthy! This is so good

@lime-kc2eu

5y↑11

no

That depends, are you willing to push the other person up by pushing yourself further down?

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@obscure2234

4y↑2.6K

"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me, but I don't want to die I just want to get relief." -What millions of us go thru

@hihiiamapie9523

4y↑4

Yep

@obilombernadine6877

4y↑1

True

@atronism5920

3y↑3

It’s hard. I’m in that group.

@FREEZING115

3y↑1

No this is by NF not by what millions if us go thru

@someguyontheinternet2170

3y↑1

@Faith Kellum me

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@cinolet

4y↑2.2K

"Suicide doesn’t end the chances of life getting worse, it eliminates the possibility of it ever getting any better." –Unknown

@luna-moon-n

4y↑29

I used to think that I would never try and think of doing it because it will hurt the people I love,but do I have that any more? No. I don't. I think about from time to time. But I will try not to do it. Life will get better I just have to hope it will.

@KritzOnShotz

4y↑2

Thank you.

@awobbie.3140

4y↑6

Technically it does both. But I agree with the sentiment.

@17Jealousy

4y↑6

when you are dead you have real peace. and thats the thing people dont want to acknowladge

@allyjames7607

4y↑1

I'm ok with that :)

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@iHoPStA

2y↑108

Nate..I know, this song is 3 years old now and I'm sure you' ll never read this, but thank you. My mom died 2 years ago losing her battle with cancer. Since then, 3 of my best friends have left this world, as well. I'm so totally and utterly alone in this world...until I listen to you. I cry everytime I listen to your music. Sometimes, it's jsut the fact that your putting words to my emotions. Other times, it's knowing that...I'm not alone. There's someone else out there, feeling just like me. Thank you...I hope I can make it through like you, but every day gets harder and harder. Who knows if I'll be here tomorrow, but today, your words will give me solace and I'll tough it out for 1 more day.....again....Thank You....

@cuinngriffin4225

2y↑5

You are not alone, live your best life in honor of them. One love

@evanbutt2344

40w

Keep going homie

@hiddenperson3696

31w↑2

Fight for her if it matters.

@CountessAura

30w↑3

Hey homie, I hope you've still found a way to wake up daily, life has it's moments but sometimes it doesn't feel like enough, we just have to push on through and learn to rest before getting too burnt out. Hope you're doing better today than you were yesterday and last year.

@Bubba999-z4o

19w↑1

I lost my Mom to cancer too.... about 1 year ago, and my Dad is battling cancer...and I have no one to talk to but My girlfriend, but she's too far away. and I've been drinking and smoking and vaping and taking any drug I can to calm my mind. I went to a suicidal hospital twice because I tried to end my life, and I lost all of my friends. so I understand how you feel.

@briancorbett4128

6y↑4.5K

@levibush446

6y↑106

Brian Corbett in every one of these videos I find ur comment so I can sing😂😂

@briancorbett4128

6y↑65

@@levibush446 i do the people work

@mageds.4362

6y↑26

Thanks man! have a great day

@yesyesy8793

6y↑20

Needs more likes

@slightlybittergirl2546

6y↑49

Not all heroes wear capes

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@Preppycopier12345

5y↑5.4K

This is the official Nf deserves a Grammy button
⬇️

@helenmims8313

4y↑7

True

@helenmims8313

4y↑8

HE DOES

@elsecaller9619

4y↑16

fishing for likes and recognition smh how about you actually do something with your life

@Preppycopier12345

4y↑7

I didn’t say the Grammy deserves NF, I said NF deserves the Grammy

@Preppycopier12345

4y↑6

And I am not fishing for likes I am using my comment to prove that Christian rappers can still will Grammies

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@nicklas5868

4y↑777

I like the darkness because when it's dark no one can see my mistakes

@jolandihinchliffe7121

4y↑8

me to and no one sees me

@laydenyump3619

4y↑13

The darkness is a place that feels so good and right, but it leaves you down an even darker path. I’ve seen darkness in death first hand and you don’t want to. But even in the darkest path, there is a light, it may be dim, but it can shine more than the sun if you let it

@pandaprincess3065

4y↑8

Jesus sees and still loves you and wants you to come out of that darkness and into His light and love. 🤗 I can relate to how you feel.

@rashidkadura693

4y↑2

I think you've mistaken the quote with, "I like walking near the sewer so no one can smell my farts"

@lorniety

4y↑2

and they cant see my tears. I dont like silence because when it is, these thoughts get louder and no one can hear my quivers of not being able to cry. im tired, we all are. One day hopefully this battle will end in our victory. I only wish you all a happy ending, remember i care and your not alone.

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@holdingon6762

35w↑11

“This is really what I’m born to be?, that’s what you get for thinking you’re unique.” Really hits hard.

@v_vendetta7088

6y↑2.6K

I tear up because he speaks out loud whats in my mind...

@grayz_storiesflipaclip8859

6y↑38

i start crying because i think about every thing wrong about my life

@ultracosmicenergies8881

6y↑24

@@grayz_storiesflipaclip8859 Same. my family even turned against me.... So now I have no one to turn to.

@carriedarkpoetry9751

6y↑11

Vio Viking Same.. It's a Dark Place 💔

@ultracosmicenergies8881

6y↑7

@@carriedarkpoetry9751 Everything is dark...

@JaredJosephRogers

6y↑24

@@ultracosmicenergies8881 "Talk to God because he's the only one who listens, even when you think He isn't" There's always someone there for you, God, and usually someone else comes along too. ❤

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@Joe.D.Sheppard

6y↑965

"I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief."
"I hate myself."
It's as though NF knows what I am thinking.

@LincolnFalana

6y↑6

Hey, bro. Whatever you may be facing, know that Jesus loves you, and He delights in your casting your burdens on HIm. You are never alone. Jesus is signalling at you, waving his hands heads high. Trust in him

@Joe.D.Sheppard

6y↑15

@@LincolnFalana Jesus has never done anything for me.

@hristiyantanev7631

6y↑3

@@Joe.D.Sheppard Maybe therapy will. Have you tried it? I heard it helps.

@Joe.D.Sheppard

@@hristiyantanev7631 I haven't tried it, no. I feel like it is overrated.

@XILEAYY

6y↑1

Consult a therapist dont go telling people in comments because whether your being serious your making someone depressed too.

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@ryder2156

4y↑2.9K

“The strongest people suffer the most” -unknown

@love.him.forever

4y↑13

That's how they become strong ..😔🙌🏻

@ryder2156

4y↑3

@@love.him.forever sadly yes

@novawolfslayer2804

4y↑17

God gives the strongest people the hardest fights because he knows that they can fight and overcome them

@jakob3044

4y↑2

I dunno, isn't 'strength' just happiness? I suppose you could gain such from suffering, yet I still feel like the statement is incorrect.

@ryder2156

4y↑2

@@jakob3044 what I was saying is for example people that get bullied almost become immune to those criticisms (at least in my case) or if you are insulted about something most of the time you brush it off but for someone that hasn’t experienced that before will be deeply hurt by that unlike someone that has experienced it many times. So basically if you are insulted about the same thing over and over you aren’t going to be affected by that anymore. This is in my case not sure about others

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@idk.khanya

32w↑6

02:59 , here's me crying to this beautiful man , " if this it then i feel hopeless " - NATE

@nobody-6308

6y↑1.5K

We, NF REAL FANS are so proud of what you’ve become, Nate.

@chrisgagnon5768

6y↑10

MR. COMMENT
What’s a real NF fan?

@ethanking4063

6y↑2

An Og

@artemismortuus

6y↑5

@@chrisgagnon5768 If u dont listen to NF since his first ever released song u are a famefan and not a real real fan! :^)

@ginjaninja2598

Yes. ❤

@chloekal

MR. COMMENT I HIT THE WRONG BUTTON😂💀

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@zin6749

5y↑1.1K

"we don't want to die, we just want to be dead"
- The voices in my head

@silverxlightningx262

5y↑38

@joannaesparza2273

Same

@joeyteamrupt4716

5y↑7

I never wanted to kill myself just end apart of me -KING ISO

@stargazer-gu7eo

5y↑3

Don't think like that u have worth...God loves u

@RelicDoss

5y↑5

Guys, NF’s music is great. But, comment sections... there honestly depressing. So get out! Watch a cat meme or some thing. Whatever stuff your going on...YOU GOT THIS I’m rooting for you. P.S. this is not for likes and you guys may not see this but if you do. Don’t quit, your a great person

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@peace4kings275

6y↑1.3K

"I don't wanna die. I just wanna get relief"
This is what every suicidal person needs to realize.

We don't want life to end we just want the pain to end. That's not always as impossible as it seems.

@diamonddorsey2079

6y↑31

Unless we really want to die

@mxb2432

6y↑7

Amen 😞

@Arbarchio

6y↑15

I dont want to die but I want this endless pain to finally stop hut it doesn't

@takolyfe1078

5y↑13

Eh some people dont want relief, ut isnt always about the end to pain, sometimes i just want dont want any of it. The good or the bad

@thunder01xb

5y↑4

Taco Lyfe Every fucking day man..

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@elistis4157

28w↑11

Today, I disappointed and saddened the only person who loves me… I started my studies 5 years ago, and this person has supported, helped, and carried me through those years. But now, I can’t seem to finish my studies because I’m a chronic depressive in a downward spiral, so I told her that I want to stop my studies. I hate myself… I want to make her proud, but I keep disappointing her, even though she is the only family I have left after losing my parents… Sometimes, I want to give up on everything because I see no hope. I’m sorry, I just needed to open up while listening to this song on this platform.

@atlaspetus8757

10w

I know how you feel trust me you’re trying you’re best even though ppl might tell you otherwise you don’t deserve the hate you giving you giving yourself that girl supports you for a reason bud, do the same you can’t make anyone proud if you don’t let “you” find peace you will show her when the time comes just give it some time ok? Don’t forget it worths trying for, you can fix it you’re strong you will find out the best solution ok? Don’t be scared to ask for for help <3

@yariv8961

6y↑729

He said it perfectly: “i don’t wanna die, i just want to get relief”

@jerizum9512

curvedgaming this isn't an English lesson dude

@camocaffeine

5y↑966

I heard him sing this at a concert after waiting in line for 6 hours. His voice caught at the end of the song when he repeated "I hate myself" several times. You could hear the pain in his voice 😥

@m4rz585

5y↑25

I cant wait too see him in March💔 I know he talks a lot about what the song means to him in between songs - Im just gonna cry😭😭

@courtneymorgan480

5y↑19

that is really sad but glad you have that experience.

@karliann1

5y↑20

He has a true heart. I love his music it speaks to my heart!!

@kestralbossard-kruger3088

5y↑6

I'm going to see him in april and i'm really hoping that he does this song. its so relatable.

@NrmalPersn

5y↑3

oof

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@agoofygoober7649

4y↑1K

"I don't hate myself, I hate the life I have to live." ~ Unknown

@christaezrela7102

4y↑10

I mean ,not really... i hate myself coz its the reason why my life sucks.

@gl6790

love this

@superdiaz4122

Same

@juliusvincent5267

@Keksmo love what your doing

@moodywolf7951

I hate everything now

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@TIGOfficialYT

15w↑3

"What is success when hope has left you?" hits hard.

How successful can you really be in life when you have no hope for your future?

@AliciaA116

15w

I feel this hard 😔

@rubyvillanueva1384

5y↑820

“But it’s hard when I hate myself”
That hit on a personal level..

@juanvansickle1284

5y↑3

same

@davidmartin1138

5y↑1

Same

@elicook152

5y↑1

Same

@hddeliZ400md

5y↑6

Ruby Villanueva ikr I’m up and it’s 5am listening to the song on repeat questioning my ENTIRE life

@janreynolds886

5y↑1

same 😭

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@johnreimers1386

6y↑509

17 mins ago NF dropped 15 songs. This puts a smile on my face

@evanlyon4508

That was almost my exact comment on this album drop.

@tsm_lil_yeet9250

john reimers lol

@blackfox658

Kitne sun liye

@squidboy6404

Me tooo

@Anil-ie4xs

6y↑1

@@blackfox658 use hindi samaj nahi aata saale. English bolna

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@jadajmh8761

6y↑587

all these songs getting dropped has been the highlight of my day😂

@ALA__argueta

6y↑20

Year*

@jadajmh8761

6y↑3

ALA_2003_ argueta tru tru😭

@levibush446

6y↑7

*life

@idkbutitsmanley.3629

6y↑2

Bbyjayy same here 🖤🖤🖤

@generationsofmotivation9212

6y↑2

ayye bless up

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@Bugnoir1108

43w↑28

The worst thing is that so many people feel this way and it’s usually the nicest people

@lilyyoung7605

21w

ok buddy

@s.yang1861

5y↑4.1K

Am I the only one who hides everything from mom and dad?🥺

Edit: I really appreciate everyone sharing their story’s and I’m really taking the time to listen to anything everyone says

@hejdjdjfhdhdhzhcj7559

5y↑25

VerXy_- __ I do too

@user-pt8oo6pw9n

5y↑32

@Rissa Dobre same

@robadob55

5y↑56

No but why do you? Sometimes it’s for good reasons sometimes you should tell them. A parents job is to be there for your kiddo. If they’re worth their salt as a parent you should tell them everything

@pandaplayz9468

5y↑107

Nope they barely let me cry in front of them so o just lock myself in my room all day

@martynadabrowska3662

5y↑89

no, my parents wouldn't belive me.. cause they say I only want attention because of my depressed sister... but I have problems too..

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@neoniisdead

4y↑1.6K

"We stopped checking for monsters under the bed but stopped when we realized they were inside us." -TheJoker

@brooklynboyd6074

@Keksmo do you have Snapchat

@lifeisjustadream1195

@@brooklynboyd6074 Nastysniperifle if you need someone to talk to.

@nycriotgrrrl6110

Around us...well some.

@l.m9360

4y↑3

@Nate Hopf same ngl 🙄

@isabellestenson3081

4y↑1

yes sirrrrr

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@kemysherif2738

6y↑403

THE ENDING WHERE HE JUST KEEPS REPEATING "I HATE MYSELF" BROKE MY HEART IN SO MANY WAYS

@emdormitalang1388

6y↑5

Be happy he save my life and many more

@kiaraausler1864

6y↑5

right??? it’s so raw

@volodymyr_dmytrash

6y↑1

Try not to overthink it :) Just another brilliant song

@fressejetzt840

@@emdormitalang1388 shut up

@izabellacasas3187

Why?

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@LucasBurnMusic

1y↑4

That's my favorite song! I feel like he's talking about me.

@placefeature5329

I'm sorry you feel that way. I hope you get better. Here are some verses I hope help!
Roamans 5:6-9
6 You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly.
7 Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous person, though for a good person someone might possibly dare to die.
8 But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
9 Since we have now been justified by his blood, how much more shall we be saved from God’s wrath through him!

@fouziahalfaoui4924

5y↑576

This song represents a part of myself. The part that I don't show, to my friends, my parents, my brothers, "When I feel like you don't need me, Then I feel like you don't see me"

@angelaz6718

5y↑7

Same for me

@bf5655

5y↑13

Must be nice to have friends

@اهيء-ش5ص

5y↑1

𝔽𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕥 𝕥𝕠𝕠

@realslymnyt7559

5y↑5

@@bf5655 I know you cant really see me, you dont know what I look like, or how old i am, but I'd be happy to be friends with you

@jayanthkaruturi9640

5y↑4

B F I’d be friends with you. Wanna talk?

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@prometheus2771

4y↑962

The most depressed people arnt the ones who seem sad all the time in public but the ones who laugh the most and tell the most jokes, the ones that they to bring joy the most...they just dont want anyone else to have to feel like they do....

@SOCI3TYPRODUCTIONS

4y↑17

I’ve been bouncing in and out of stuff in my life, you are 100% right and I agree with what your saying. stay Positive

@mmaelite5334

4y↑14

Ya none of my friends or family can tell i'm sad as fuck, only my gf knows, bc just like yall im great at hiding emotions

@raccspeer1030

4y↑6

Tbh im the quiet kid bc of my depression I feel like I'll be judged and unherd.im the sad one and its got to the point where they can see through my fake smile they know how I feel but I dont tell them...

@arn3107

4y↑1

that isn't a good thing to do, that's necessarily hiding your true self

@arn3107

@Xx_Kaede-Senpai_xX i don't want you to feel worse or anything,
but in this case, your friends don't even know you, who you really are . . .

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@sheep1085

5y↑802

i can’t believe there’s a rapper that can rap so hard without cussing

@thunderkatz4219

4y↑5

I hate it people say that

@mistwrath5957

4y↑2

Swiral shameless copy paste

@brandonsly2142

4y↑3

That's because hes a Christian

@willdavid3501

K-Rino is another historical rapper that doesn't cuss.

@rylan2610

bruh juice has songs where he cusses like once or none in half of his songs and he was one of the biggest artists so dont talk like nf the only one

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@holdingon6762

35w↑4

“Can’t stand who I am” and “knee deep in my own actions” always gets me

@rcp3236

6y↑2.4K

Remember in mansion how he said he was scared to open the door? he finally opened that door. And I'm happy he did.

Damn thanks for all the likes

@NIHILWR

6y↑184

maybe....or he's just letting us look through the windows. maybe he's just getting started

@rcp3236

6y↑68

@@NIHILWR now that... I like

@mostdopegeneral

6y↑4

👏🏽

@reanedwards4553

6y↑4

Thought I was the only one that noticed

@katrenaschindler8009

Me to

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@jessicamcdaniel9620

6y↑458

So today I was just talking with my therapist. I got all excited and told her about this new album and told her how amazing it feels to hear a song (or a whole bunch of songs) that literally hit your chest so head it literally knocks the breath out of you and it feels like these songs were actually wrote by you instead of anyone else. When she saw the title of this song at first she was a little upset about the fact that I would feel like I hate myself and I explained to her that for me this song it's not necessarily hating who I am it's hating this mentality that I have (depression) I hate who I have become because of it. She told me that she was happy that I am finding ways of being honest with myself in multiple ways lately (not just the songs) and she seems really proud that I am finally being honest to me myself and I. Even if it might be negative in some tones. But it is good to sometimes push past the fake positivity and allow yourself the negative because you are being your true self... As long as you don't stay in that state of mind. Being honest with yourself, working on yourself, and learning to accept yourself as well is keys to healing

@justinbolbach2710

5y↑12

I think only narcissists love themselves all the time. It's a good and completely normal thing to dislike yourself or a part of yourself. I feel that the problem comes when we obsess over things that aren't in our power to change. I think hate is a very strong word but most people have at one time or another.

@keke19156

Jessica McDaniel thanks for this

@furd647

5y↑4

NF is my therapy

@TheShiningKoW210

Listen to Mr. Kitty.

@skylordjr509

5y↑1

@@justinbolbach2710 I can really see that logic

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@manimefaith5496

2y↑8

“Feel weak, but the peace that i keep lackin’ keeps speaking to me but i cant have it”

Like a nail ….

@pickpyo

4y↑896

No matter how popular Nathan gets, he will still be underrated.

@gmsbeats985

4y↑4

I know I'm late but this is very true.

@dennydenisa1293

That's very true

@gmsbeats985

@Keksmo I was actually replying to the comment above saying how NF will always be underrated. Sorry for the miscommunication.

@gmsbeats985

4y↑1

@Keksmo good. I'm actually just working on my first album myself. Hbu?

@gmsbeats985

@Keksmo Mostly rap and edm

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@p00tato44

4y↑249

i hate how i ruin everything. i hate how i look. i hate how everyone around me leaves me. i hate my voice. i hate my personality. i hate how i’ll never be good enough. i hate how i’m always disappointing everyone. i hate how i constantly feel alone. i hate how i can’t do anything right. i really hate everything about myself.

@narrow4967

4y↑4

same here bud :V felt it

@sarahg8611

4y↑4

Felt that

@danielavargas2022

4y↑3

me too.

@arn3107

4y↑22

@p00tato44

4y↑8

@@arn3107 this seriously made me cry. thank you, it really helped <3

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@angieperla5695

6y↑630

he’s come such a long way.... he deserves so much 🖤 I remember when I first started listening and when I listen back to the first songs I think about the place I was in.... we grew together, separate lives but still felt so close . he’s such an inspiration to many , love you NF

@munkee_man

6y↑1

Wow that's amazing and I can relate to this and thats why NF is my favorite rapper and I hope your doing well now

@melissamckelvy3273

6y↑2

Nailed that description. Couldn't agree more🖤

@chasemalloch6350

I couldn't have said it better myself

@alishamatthews777

Right!

@NameAndShameless

angie perla same

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@Xrrann

1y↑9

1:46 What is success when hope has left you .

@zorayetteria7077

5y↑548

"...I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief..." Is it just me, or is this relatable.

@theoakperson517

5y↑4

I relate to that

@chocolate-u9h

5y↑1

I don’t

@pikachulovertides10

5y↑2

I can relate

@zorayetteria7077

5y↑1

@Zhiyan (Katie) Li Yes, I know exactly how that feels.

@pikachulovertides10

5y↑1

@Zhiyan (Katie) Li Relatable

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@gaelsdaddy2341

6y↑657

This is the best song I've ever heard. Thank you so much NF

@Kingtheg

6y↑6

Gael's Daddy the best song he ever made was remember this I don’t think he could ever make a better one

@gaelsdaddy2341

6y↑9

I've listened to the rest of the album and I can't pick one, they're all so amazing I can't even describe it, I honestly feel nauseated and can't stop shaking cause of these songs.

@WaterStream42

6y↑5

@@Kingtheg omg yes remember this is prolly my fav too. Every line of it is facts

@thebenchwarmerpodcast3975

6y↑2

I thought Remember This was one of the best songs I have ever heard, but then he dropped this song

@anme3dits912

6y↑1

@@gaelsdaddy2341 Nah, the best one was "How Could You Leave us" He even said it himself. If you havent heard, trust me its very emotional and it hits home HARD.

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@emmanuelfabian2631

6y↑157

"Pray to God with my arms open . If this is it, then I feel hopeless"
"But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief" - these gave me goosebumps. If anyone is reading this I hope you get through hard times, it will get better.

@maxxgame

@josephpreciado4338

23w↑3

I bump this loud by myself. Quite at night, so my wife doesn't get worried. I've shed a lot of tears to this, thank you.

@animalcrib1775

5y↑696

most of us googled "i hate myself" and reached this song. and if u did too, then u r really deeply hurting right now. not really sure about the future, but i wish that someday we all google "i love myself" and reach that song, and be really deeply feeling peace , bliss and contentment.

@therichguy6844

5y↑17

I fell so useless i can't tell anyone what I feel I feel like once I cry i feel that i' weak and I have a abusive dad sometimes like I'm not there i tried hanging myself i tried overdoseing myself it suck i just want to disappear for the world and i was raised well but i cry when no ones is looking but when i'm around people i hid my feeling with happiness i say to myself it okay but its not I can't talk to my friend anymore because my mom thinks that i'm sad because i'm around her but no its because i finally telling her my feelings

@therichguy6844

5y↑3

Thanks

@hannah-hp2ve

5y↑7

Haha you can guarantee that I hate myself but I just came here because im a huge fan of NF 🗝️

@rainbow_star9315

5y↑1

@@therichguy6844 I really Googled this now it Feels like it will never end

@hwheeh18

5y↑2

@@therichguy6844 hi if you need some one to talk to I would be happy to help you and come with open arms

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@carmfam9643

4y↑707

When you want to cry but there is no more tears 😭🥺

@Scottbrushchenko

4y↑3

Grow up little turd you'll see how life is
Once you grow up

@Scottbrushchenko

4y↑3

Please help pull my ingrown turd out it's stuck in my ass and hurts very very much.. I'm crying the turd is Stuck inside my ass

@Tori-5507

4y↑16

@@Scottbrushchenko bro chill

@kermitthefrog4830

4y↑13

@@Scottbrushchenko bruh just go see a doctor, it doesn't seem very healthy

@lariahakalizz2759

4y↑3

Same here :(

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@emma.stallings

5y↑2.4K

This song hits different when you’re having a complete breakdown in your car, poring rain, late at night

@alienr8718

5y↑27

Omg I really hope you are ok❤️

@thepainter3903

5y↑32

I would love to try that

@miah4905

5y↑2

Rn lol

@titingames6476

5y↑7

Oddly secific but i see the picture

@oliviahildreth589

5y↑1

i searched that too and found this

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@PolarBearon

2y↑11

I just noticed that when he says "my own actions", in the line "knee deep in defeat of my own actions", (at 2:50 ish) his voice kinda cracks, or shakes, like he's about to cry. Like this song wasn't sad enough already.

@screem_anjalii

34w↑1

Omf ur right

@DenkiKaminari-mm6sv

4y↑2K

"The people with the prettyest eyes have cried the most tears"
"The people with the best personality have been through the most pain"
"We had imaginary friends bc they were the only ones to comfort us when nobody else would"

@angelacavon6408

4y↑53

me talking to myself and imagining what it'd be like living in a happy home without chaos ever since I was a 4 year old to escape the pain of being abused by my parents and bullied ;( ;(

@oldman323

4y↑48

I remember after being abuses how I was always so full of anger. This uncontrollable rage. And as I got worse I decided to just hide every time with a fake smile. Seven years of pain and close to suicide twice. I had my parents and siblings tell me how horrible I am. I've just stopped trying. Every time I had nothing but fear. And I would always hear that word in my head continuously. But now I hear another. Resilience. Only strong people can go through hell and come back. Don't forget that ever.

@Cypriot1alex

4y↑4

👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼🕊

@kuzakabob746

4y↑10

then why couldn't my imaginary friends help me

@Nightmare-x2l

4y↑2

This hits me hard.........

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@Sara-yk8rw

4y↑3.2K

“The happiest person is the saddest inside” -unknown

@havesabrpatience518

4y↑5

True

@havesabrpatience518

4y↑4

@Keksmo thank you for the offer but i think ik fine thank you

@dredawg8788

4y↑14

@Keksmo you seem like a nice person

@theravens4592

4y↑11

Thats me all but a couple friends know that I'm not really happy im just too two face

@Reese-bh6vr

4y↑2

Trueee that’s me 💀

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@nffanyes480

4y↑456

NF knows what pain is like
NF knows what betrayal is like
NF knows what sadness is like
At this point he is my only friend- literally everyone

@dumbidiot20

3y↑6

no joke man. its true.

@caiocarvalho2755

3y↑2

Sim

@JuniortheDerp

3y↑2

Fucking too true. And I just found his music and it's basically 2022. But I never needed it til now, and now it's what keeps me going

@memphisddeb

3y↑1

Me2,

@randomrando8212

3y↑1

This man speaking the truth here

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@dotdotdotdotdash

2y↑46

This song was the starting point for me to understand why I was feeling so suicidal, that line "I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief", keeps poping up on my mind every time I feel like I am falling into it again and it motivates me to instead work hard in order to feel and enjoy that relief one day..to everyone that is passing through a hard time, shit happens in life all the time, but there is always a way to escape hell, take a deep breath and think about it hero, you got this ;)

@gamerx12608

fr bro

@letsseetofindout2560

How's life? :)

@Dillwaudby

20w

Thanks bro

@MusicLover-oh2zh

4y↑1.6K

@milanatagisaraeva

Господи, спасибо тебе

@Anonymous_UserOrNot

4y↑4

Thank youu

@JessTheMess2319

4y↑2

❤️

@tcm_seaeagle7260

4y↑1

@@milanatagisaraeva I know I’m late but what in the world does that mean??

@milanatagisaraeva

4y↑1

@@tcm_seaeagle7260 omg, thank you. that's mean

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@mikechasky7544

6y↑731

A little fun fact, NF doesnt swear/curse , talk about drugs and money on this whole album, i have to say that is super impressive to me especially in the era we live in! RESPECT TO U NF !

@Savage_Gamer777

6y↑5

hes a christian of coarse he doesn't

@jacobwright3265

6y↑36

Fun fact he doesn't do that in any of his music.

@DJKSTICK1

6y↑72

Being a Christian has nothing to do with him not cursing... Christian folk I know do it all the time... he is not a Christian rapper... he is a rapper who happens to be Christian...

@lassi372

6y↑5

Actually he talks about money in "when I grow up"

@mikechasky7544

6y↑19

Lassi but he isnt boasting like the average rapper he was just talking about the things he dreamt of once he gets signed, not even close to flashing boasting or flaunting his money ur point u trying to get across has been shut down ty

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@mou5e421

5y↑441

I was happy when I was a kid, man why is growing up so hard..?

@GuntiMr

5y↑5

Its a fucking shit

@cheeriosbe71

4y↑12

because you face reality

@westlyr2003

4y↑4

I know I'm in the same shoes, my friend.

@cheeriosbe71

4y↑1

@@westlyr2003 mhm me too

@westlyr2003

4y↑3

X_Lost_LilxChimmy_X Hey I was thinking about creating Facebook Page for people like us so we can talk about it and maybe able to encourage each other. What do you think?

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@CallMeAlphys

1y↑7

Every couple of years i get the worst depressive, and suicidal thoughts, and everytime, NF's music is a blessing that makes things a little easier

@nikc6644

3y↑1.5K

Most rappers can’t actually sing. This guy can sing and is the whole package.

@august5935

3y↑41

Agreed. I found him through paralyzed so when I listened to other songs I was like “oh cool, he’s a rapper too” (yes I’m aware theres rapping in paralyzed lmao)

@davidfisner5678

3y↑5

@@jackiepakula455 😂😂 she barely do both

@thegamemingk4933

3y↑7

I love nf's music, but that can basicly be run down to autotune

@zarrowthehorse

3y↑3

Says who

@thegamemingk4933

3y↑3

@@zarrowthehorse wydm

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@unknownwoman9093

3y↑1.9K

Everyone, let’s take a moment to appreciate that NF just explained how we feel for us.

@jaydenwilliams4185

2y↑26

It's also how he feels he wouldn't be able to make music like this if he hadn't been there

@eddiemunson541

2y↑7

@@jaydenwilliams4185 true

@rutendomukondo8697

2y↑14

This guy changed my life . He once said just in case my car goes off the highway or the plane l'm on decides it's my last day l want u to know when u are alone and u feel afraid u're not the only who is not okay THERE A MILLIONS OF US JUST LIKE YOU . As a writer l proud to say 3/4 my songs are inspired by him .

@madison1mottorn160

2y↑10

I love NF so much he helps me through a lot especially since they are so relatable, true, and he just helps us recognize our feelings and helps us see that we aren’t alone and he is so good at what he does!!

@cameronjadewallace

2y↑5

Here after Hope. Here as a fan, having heard every song. Trust me... I get it. I followed the journey... And I got better. Hope hit me in the heart.

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@milosmallraccoon385

5y↑1.1K

Random comment : " When you're happy, you enjoy the music, when you're sad, you understand the lyrics.. "

Me : But I always understand the lyrics ;-;

@ishuuno

5y↑14

Actually you also understand if you can relate which is me

@Ladle_Lover

5y↑10

@@ishuuno especially if you have clinical depression

@444xben

5y↑1

i agree

@444xben

5y↑7

@@mwisrie it will be okay dont worry about it your Mom will be fine :) just stay calm and positive

@444xben

5y↑1

@@mwisrie yw

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@davidmiroewski405

2y↑16

I’ve listened to this song for a while and just now the lyrics hit so much deeper. On a completely new level of depth for me. It’s so crazy how relatable this song is right now

@scottyidiotic

6y↑445

“I’m sick of doing interviews cause I hate myself”... that line hits deep

@adammclean1679

6y↑16

Do you do interviews?

@sooner9971

6y↑34

@@adammclean1679 the word interviews can also be taken non literally meaning when people ask you about yourself you hate answering because of your self-hatred

@scottyidiotic

3y↑1

@@sooner9971 I APPRECIATE THIUS COMMENY

@scottyidiotic

@@adammclean1679 Tthis comment upsets me a lot and idk why. anytime i click this song i see this. i am clearly understanding nf. this is he saddest song off the album and realest. him saying those lyrics explains a lot .. you maybe have 3 nf interviews on youtube. therefore him describing why.. youre clearly here for a reason. you are sad and thats fine. this aint migos, its nf. were a squad. hes real music, why youdumb

@BoredBlueberry

5y↑439

He's able to express everything I think and feel even when I'm not able to.

@bummelqualle

5y↑9

Thats what makes his music so awesome man

@loserloose6337

you must be stupid then if all you feel and think is "my life sucks"

@BoredBlueberry

5y↑3

@@loserloose6337 never said those feelings are 24/7 I know my life is pretty good doesn't mean I can't be down and able to relate to this song so think before you go calling people stupid please

@ojasvityagi9882

5y↑6

@@loserloose6337 don't be a douchebag to someone you don't know

@entername5949

5y↑4

Loser Loose shut up u never know what people are going through some times can get tough some times and this relates even when ur just upset or sommit don’t go saying something before u know full story

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@pedror7910

6y↑208

"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief"

@izzillidizzilli6188

6y↑2

could be me

@NevL7

1y↑9

It's a Monday. Pain hitting me hard today. I'm more successful than the average guy, I'm very blessed and I'm thankful for that. But that doesn't mean I'm immune to depression and anxiety.

Depression does not discriminate.

@spacebowles2588

1y↑1

It most definitely doesn’t! I’m like you, I have a wonderful family, a loving wife and a fantastic job that pays well but yet I’m depressed as hell.

@mayahasachannelnow7578

6y↑520

Producer: Nate how much you gonna make these people cry
Nate/NF: yes

@hectorhector3819

5y↑3

Maya Has a channel now .

@Bradthepagan18

Lol exactly.

@dianagomez563

4y↑597

no one has ever understood me like nf, not my family nor friends not even my bf and when I'm so tired of being alone but when i listen to his music i don't feel alone feel understood and that's all I've ever wanted

@kostassarros2162

Just realize that sometimes you gonna feel so alone no matter who is close to you...even if they ask you if you are ok and you reply that you are not
Embrace your feelings w/e form they have in any situation
Make pain be your strength
Make yourself great again...

@patrickandrews8827

I really hope you get help and you don’t feel alone and I’m sorry you feel that way

@amel_9859

Heyif you want to talk i am here bestie

@hihiiamapie9523

I know

@ancestralpolitics7433

I don't know if you are still reading comments here but you aren't alone. 21 million views from people like us who finally feel somewhat understood. Keep walking your road. As someone who has felt this way for 35 years, I can tell you that this path has beauty and wonder most will never know. It's seeing past all the tears and pain to get a glimpse of it that's the hardest.

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@jaedynsandford1119

4y↑144

"these kids, they come to my shows with tears in their eyes, imagine someone looking at you and saying your music is the reason that they are alive"- NF (therapy session) i honestly dont think people understand the real power of music. I have been listening to NF's music for years now and he has helped me through so much just by putting out music that i understand and that i can sympathize with. I feel like many people are in the same boat as i am and NF has become a safe place to them because he peobably doest understand but he has changed lives, including mine

@angelacavon7305

4y↑2

Eminem - boosts my self confidence and understands me
NF - Speaks my mind and encourages me to keep going

@4lk4lin3

4y↑2

He has helped me and I can relate to this comment so much

@SomethingNew132

1y↑3

Just wanted to let yall know, someone out there cares. No matter what happens, someone will cry when you die, feel sad when you get hurt, and even if they dont always show it, someone always cares.

@Lauren1617ojw

4y↑1.1K

"People don't want to kill themselves, they only want to kill the part of themselves they don't like." This song is incredible and NF has really helped me through so much, just like I'm sure he's helped many others. I wish I could meet him in person, I'm a big fan and I've never been to one of his concerts. If Nate ever sees this, I can't explain my emotions. Thank you so much NF, keep safe and whatever your going through, you can get through it. I love you x

@Marshall_Francies

4y↑33

We are bundles of achievements and mistakes. You cant burn down part of it without damaging of all of it.

@suzuya4717

4y↑23

@@Marshall_Francies sometimes we want to burn down our achievements to attone for our mistakes.

@Marshall_Francies

4y↑10

@@suzuya4717 I legit feel that. No joke.

@charityclark7953

3y↑6

To me it's not killing the part of myself I don't like. It's just that I want all the pain to stop.

@tylerpace3367

3y↑2

I hate arms because they are to skinny so I cut them

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@sushiiroll844

6y↑291

Nf always gettin me thinkin, and the music always high quality.

@annsleyroney8077

4y↑3K

We gotta respect our pillows for catching our tears, when nobody else will.

@atronism5920

3y↑90

You gave me a new perspective on pillows. It’s my best friend now.

@Willow_random_

3y↑40

Bro that hit hard god damn

@joshuaaraya1087

3y↑14

brooooo

@silvesassian8145

3y↑8

Cringe

@R34_coming_soon

3y↑8

Yea I know having to experience it every day

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@Lovely__Isis

32w↑4

His songs really make me tear up every time not because its sad but because his wordplay and some of his stuff is really relatable

@ZleepyZystem

5y↑963

This is like a drug once you start it it’s almost impossible to stop..

@muhamad2971

5y↑7

Right

@randomnotgayguy2398

wait how do you knw about drug addictions im calling the cops

@jaysonvander4914

5y↑1

jake himes and all people ask is are you okay? But all I do say is I’m fine.

@alicethegamer4331

Yeah... Right now i'm not even sad and i wanted to listen to this :/

@theoakperson517

jake himes I wish my dad could stop, he’s been smoking for 44 years, never stopped

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@conflikt25

5y↑253

“ but i feel like you dont need me “

We do need you, because this is how we deal with the same bad thoughts

@mitchcunningham8184

Actually dropped a tear reading that last part

@loserloose6337

i literally just throw up in my mouth because of cringe this comment was.

@loserloose6337

@@Noxthedunmer shit im retarded

@aurora_1x

5y↑1

truee..but maybe he feels useless besides his music. u know what I mean?

@conflikt25

5y↑1

Ma¡a j
That makes sense too

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